"Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas"

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About Me

THIS MONTHS POEM:suspected caught in between what is real and what is a dream its all distorted and twisted to seem the lies are truth that your gonna believe why, little puppet, dont you cut your strings release yourself from your memories its what you need if you want to be free so lose yourself and embrace the releasehold onto the random enjoy the abandon give into whatever dont accecpt the nevertake what you want and give nothing backFuck it all and fuck them too you know just what you have to dono one should tell you how to live your life believing them only twists the knife spinning and spinning it causes so much pain dont thet them convince you your life is vainso dont sink so damn low rise above where you were before only you can break this cycle break the fear, release your inner-childits all up to you

My Interests

I love sports, music and bondage and S&M. What else can I say? Ok I can say one more thing.......MEA VOLUPTAS! SOCIETAS de EROS!!!

Music:

Heavy Metal, Industrial, Classics, Techno, Classical, Alternative, anything with a good beat.

Books:

I love poetry book, historical books, Steven King Books, Dan Brown is one of the BEST authors ever, but most of all I love books that make you think.

My Blog

Worn and used

Today is the unknownTomorrow I may never knowForging a blight on my soulAstigmatic and unpresbyopicDark from the center outClouds gather above meTempest is in needAnd shes about to releaseImprudent an...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Wed, 07 May 2008 11:07:00 PST

Empty

Its 9 o'clock on Friday Nothings alright but im okMy bottle of scotch is emptySo I grap a pen and some paperTo write down what im feelingBut tonight I am no creatorIt seems so unappealingSo this appea...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:55:00 PST

It aint me

Another finger pointedAnother problem causedDemons reappointedAnother truth made falseSo open your eyesEveryones looking at youAn you dont even realizeWhat it is that you doGet on up and move on outCu...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:51:00 PST

Its true

All for nothingIts whats breaking throughForget your problemsThey're whats breaking youDid you deserve thisDid you deserve to be lostDid you deserve your inabilityTo cope with what you can notTak...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:41:00 PST

Proof

Glistening is the glassRich with the blood of the fruitBirthed in the Elysian FieldsDefeated in the gulletAmalgamated with acidsDiffused within my viensMakes everything comfyBlurry and fuzzyMakes you ...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 01:41:00 PST

Breakout

I am hereWay out nowhereSurrounded by false smilesHollow emotions and artificial affectionBouncing to the beat of a broken drumI dance around thisThis decrepit afflictionCoughing and wheezingChoking a...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 11:35:00 PST

Whowouldathunk

Peel back my skinPeer into the decayEvidence withinForgoing rationalWho am I to judgeYour pefrect complectionFlawless and prestineWho am I to hateYour five pounds of sandCompressed and polishedAnd who...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 01:21:00 PST

Not So Foriegn Material

This sequestered path I now traverseNot alone but unaccomponiedIts conductive to my use of this unused connotationRecognize Eros still resides in meSo long departed from this emotion im lost and garbl...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 02:44:00 PST

Happy?

TimeHe winks his eye at meWispers so sweetlyThat every thing is fineBut isnt it funnyHow everyone but meBelieves in his liesBut still I trySo hard to believeWaiting just to seeIf I can be happyPainIt ...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 07:34:00 PST

Glass-heart

Its overIts all over nowIve lost my desireIts etched in stoneAll that I longed forAll that was meIs lost foreverI should have knownWhen it all started When I was goodThat this was the onlyWay it could...
Posted by "Ago valuus diligo mea voluptas" on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 04:45:00 PST