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Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye}

"Men, we're pigs, we only have two emotions, horny and hungry. If you see a man and he doesn't have

About Me


my thoughts

Athazagoraphobia: fear of being forgotten, forgetting, or being ignored


I am imperfect.
I'm immature at the worse moments
Make jokes when I'm uncomfortable.

I have no shame
I hold grudges
I'm opinionated and open-minded.
And somewhat hypocritical.
When I am serious you laugh and when I am funny you don't get it. I make friends the sketchiest ways.
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My Interests


I'd like to meet:


I am in love with a a man named Christopher Lee Yarborough. He's amazeing. He's not those dorky highschoolers I dated, but a million times dorkier. And I love every wrestling impression that he makes, even if its because i laugh hysterically at them. He completes my stories with his awsome beat boxing. He lets me take him to Disney movies, and lets me name everything. He loves my cats and is the best stuffed animal picker outer. I feel safe and complete in his arms...and can't wait to feel that way forever.
It is not length of life, but depth of life. One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love. Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. The opposite of love is not hate, but apathy. You cannot hate someone you don't care about.

Music:



Television:



Heroes:

My mommy and daddy My brother walter and my best friends in the whole world my sister Beth and my bestie Lauren

My Blog

Thankyous to: Lauren, April, chelsea R, and tyler

So being that it's been the end of my senior year for a long time I look back noticing a few people being there for me no matter what. So I have things to say to them:   Lauren Evans: Even though...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 07:47:00 PST

Off brand pop tart vs. cheesecake (Lauren will get it)

You led me into shadows And lovingly I fallowed You pored out your poison And blindingly I swallowed You leaned in to kiss me With a dagger in your hand Let me fall with no care Of where I was to lan...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 07:16:00 PST

Mercy

  Ah mirror Stop pointing out my flaws Seizures headaches I understand it all Once again you seem to Reveal more bad news One more hopeless morning I hate feeling betrayed by you Ah fate How ...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 05:47:00 PST

Stop suicide- speak

I told myself I have changed I told myself I can change But the past has been chasing me I'm loosing my breath I try to be strong But I'm scared to death. And you look at me Angrily As you watch me...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 04:03:00 PST

What have i done?

You stare at me mocking Laughing as you see my insecurities Screaming "you'll never be good enough Strong enough Mean enough" You stare at me laughing at my heart Putting me to shame Screaming how ...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 04:37:00 PST

Where are my protestors now?

Lost Where I.V's have become my chain And white walls have become my cell I am a prisoner for a crime I never committed. And once again I am alone All these outsiders say they support me Beg me to liv...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:04:00 PST

Needed me to fall

I opened myself up to you.And i broke down all my walls.You told me you loved me.But you loooved watching me fall. If i could find a way, I would turn around and rewind. But i cant forget your memorie...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 06:02:00 PST

heart made of sand (not finished)

It seems that I'm melting again. Falling again. Into the waters of an angry ocean. Where my teardrops don't matter because the ocean is merciless. In a world full of loss And regret. I wasted my time...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:29:00 PST

All my Flaws

Ill lay everthing out in just one spill. Lost in hope. completely ill. I try too hard and hold on to your touch. Im too emotional i care to much. Im breaking away from my "false"  chains b...
Posted by Lisa {Didn't get to Say Goodbye} on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 06:13:00 PST