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I'm too logical and somehow too romantic. Everything is art to me. I don't open up to anyone. I don't trust anyone. I suck at everything. I'm the black sheep. My answer for everything is "I don't care" because I honestly don't. I'm hard to forget, avoid, ignore and replace, I promise. I'm a free thinker and my emotions change faster than I smoke my cigarettes. I'm hard-headed, ruthless, socially awkward, talented in multiple ways, intelligent, extremely sarcastic, lazy, passionate, accepting and I don't want your help, ever. I have horrible anxiety problems, crazy ADD and numerous irrational fears. I probably don't like you. My standards are super fucking high. Bullshit, ignorance and immaturity are below my tolerance level, however I wont hate you because of your religion, race, opinions or anything else. I'm a huge asshole, but I'm fair.May 8, 2009- Derek Lloyd! My Star Wars geek, Mac nerd, sweater-vest wearing, hilarious and dorky boyfriend. I wouldn't have him any other way. He is my perfection. I don't know why it took so long for me to find him but I'm extremely happy that I, eventually, did. We're inseparable and go together better than peanut butter and jelly. We have little disagreements, but we never fight. He is one of the most beautiful people I know. He's my twin and my everything. I seriously am crazy for this kid. ♥
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