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I love tattoos and tattoo artists.. mmm, i'd love one of my own, I love all forms of art. ♥ I skate and paint. sometimes at the same time. Flowers interest me. And so do the clouds while listening to infected mushroom and tom waits. =]
Keep me laughing and you have my heart.honestly.. I do want someone of my own to spoil...in many ways hehe and to spend my time with. I'm picky however. =/
I need to be rescued sometimes, when i feel alone, when i feel as though the stars might fall away, never to request the heavens above. A crutch or wheelchair might do, a plastic bag, or dress made of wind. A book in which the contents have no meaning, just a puddle of words on a desert of paper. I would love to be held, feel my problems fall away and burn on the fires below us, i'd like to look in your eyes, deeper than the ocean waters and feel a warmth building it's nest within my gut. Somtimes fear has a way of getting to my senses...my eyes are bound shut to never see the morning dew, my ears hear nothing but the soft buzzing of the blackness that surrounds you when you think you are asleep, my fingertips have become so raw from clawing at the dirt in desperate escape. My scent has drifted into the past, what do i do with myself? I'm screaming at the top of my lungs..............and you still seem to torture me with the happiness we once had. This rose wilts in it's contained universe, bound in glass, artificial water... no sunlight...so it dies, without one happy moment that a rose might encounter. am i forever bound to my gravestone? sure...
I'm in this episode.. so random.
My mom, my sister brenna, my brother james, my dad jim, heather, leah, mika ♥
Oh, gee, what is it tonight?
At least just tell me what the hell is wrong,
Do you want to eat, do you want to sleep, do you want to drown?
Just settle down, settle down, settle down...
I'll give you give candy, give you diamonds, give you pills,
Give you anything you want, hundred dollar bills,
I'll even let you watch the shows you want to see,
Just marry me, marry me, marry me...I'm so sick of you tonight,
You never stay awake when I get home,
Is something wrong with me, something wrong with you?
I really wish I knew, wish I knew, wish I knew...
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills,
Give you anything you want, hundred dollar bills,
I even let you watch the shows you want to see,
Because you married me, married me, married me...When I was young I learned a game,
Where love and happiness were the same,
Now I'm older and I don't play,
I found out the hardest way,
I got wasted, she got mad, called me names and she called her dad,
He got crazy and I did too, wondered what I did to you.
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills,
Give you anything you want, hundred dollar bills,
I even let you hear the songs I want to sing,
I'll give you anything, anything, anything...
I'll give you anything, anything, anything