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JoaNNa aLLaiNe

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About Me

Ow! I sTiLL neeD to FinD mySeLF...As of now, I can say that ahm juz a simPLe guRL who feeLs LoneLy someTimes. I do not asK to be underStood becauSe I can'T eVEn undErsTand myself. I ask to be aCCEpteD - I ask to Be aCCepteD as I am. I do Not waNt to be toLd whaT poTentiaL I have, or whaT my futURe hoLDS. I do NoT wanT to be ToLd thaT ahm GoinG nowHere in LiFE beCause I diD misTakes and soMe stupid thinGs. I quesTion my ExisTence - my meaNing. I quesTion whaT the "reaL woRLD" is, and WhY aHm not TherE. I feeL happY seeIng otHer PeoPLe cLose to My heaRt HappY. I feeL lonesOme here. SomeTimes my heaRt bLeeds, and I cry - laughTer ecHoeS in my Mind. aHm ToLD to Be DiFFeRenT - to Be MySeLF. But tHeN aHm ToLD whaT to do and how To aCt. I liKe to wriTe and RumOrs huRt. I do not knOw hoW to be happY, but I try to anYwaY. Dont trY to UndersTand me, nor JuDge me too QuicKLy. My naMe doesNt matter. My hEarT is OpeN.

My Interests

sLeePing, sHoppinG, eaTing, ShoPPing, sHopping, shoPPing

I'd like to meet:

GoD!!!

Music:

rnb, pop, love songs....

Heroes:

God

My Blog

Thank you

Someone called me up the other night, and told me you have someone new? And said to myself, "ow, well, he doesnt love me." I fell aback and I wondered? How ever could this be? I thought we'd be togeth...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

outside there is rain. inside there is pain. in my heart there is nothing that remains. i feel there is nothing out there for me to gain. you say you love me. how can that be? if that were true you ...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Remember me this way!

If tomorrow I am gone, remember me this way...I have lived my life only for you each and every day. I have seen many great things through eyes of my love for only for you. And been with you so faithfu...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

nobody knows it

I loved you, I sacrificed everything for you and then you treat me like this. You tell me that you love me, But only when you're alone. You do things behind my back, And lie when I find out. You get ...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I wanna let go

You say you want me, but it has to go both ways. I WANT TO LET GO, but I don't know how. This goes through my head everyday. I've had this, my innocence, my foolishness, for so long and I shouldn't fe...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I love you still

I am not yours anymore. Why? Its because of too much pain and too much hurt. Many times you treated me like dirt. But no matter what you did, I still loved you, heaven forbid. Love got me in this, and...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

you took me for granted!

My head hurts right now and its al because of what you've done. You dont feel the pain I feel. You want me to love you still. I loved you, but I hate what you've done and the stupid things that you st...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

All because of you

I know what you told me. I know what you said. Cause now all the words are stuck in my head. You said that you wanted, and needed me too, and then you said the words, "I love you." You told me many ti...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sitting in the dark, the voices talk to me. They see the tears inside that others just cant see. He tells me to hold on. and that it will be okay. But I just hurt so bad. Let me take myself away. What...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My fee;ings were gone but still....

I heard a song on the radio, it reminded me of you. I heard the words so soft and slow, but they only made me blue. I heard your voice in my sleep last night, It gave me some more hope. I heard you s...
Posted by JoaNNa aLLaiNe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST