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xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret.

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About Me

I remember I was half asleep when I saw this on TV ^_^ EXPLOSIONS IN THE SKY - WELCOME GHOSTS (CONAN O'BRIEN)I'm 25 years old, i'm mexican, just in case you didn't notice, you know cuz Im so white ha!, yeah I got my natural tan going on. I'm studying Sociology, i play guitar in a hardcore band called MORE THAN WORDS(carry on, in my eyes,ten yard fight type). I chose to live a drug free life, I don't smoke and I don't drink. I love to write songs, watch movies, take pictures,I also like to read, and just to have fun and a good laugh. Most of the time people get the wrong impression of me ( that I'm kinda bitter, an asshole, etc.)thoug I CAN BE and HAVE BEEN haha, most of the times I'm not, believe it or not im a very kind person, funny too hahah; the thing is that I speak my mind and in my experience most people hate it or can't handle when I'm really sincere and honest about things I don't like, and I really really don't like FAKE PEOPLE!!!! and i've become kind of misanthropic, it doesn't mean I'm intolerant but in a general sense mankind irritates me with it's lack of political and social conscience and idle attitude. The people close to me get the way I am, that's why I love them with all my heart (they know who they are). Anyways I don't like to take for granted the small things we can do everyday.I believe that we as humans have to take social responsibility and political conscience (maybe in another time we could've afforded to be non-political, but things have changed), to point out the fucked up things that happen in this world on a daily basis. To stop being such selfish beings worried about trivial things like self-comfort based or driven with a consumer mentality, worried about whats the next fashion trend, as you can see most of the time I'm very critical to our own kind (including myself),and it's really really hard sometimes to not get totally jaded, but I still have hope in us and every day I strive to hold on to it; I mean I have to believe that things won't be this way forever or at least don't have to be; that we're not bound to live in this fucking mess. Anyways.... Im pretty down to earth but sarcastic as hell, you could say that Im a sarcasm abuser, and I tend to make the most sarcastic comments in the most awkward moments. But overall I'm a nice person. So for now thats all i can say about myself, if you want to send me a message feel free to do so.([email protected])(sorry about the typos I'm a busy guy haha) "Idle youth, enslaved to everything; by being too sensitive I have wasted my life" RIMBAUD "One evening I seated beauty on my knees and I found her bitter, and I cursed her." RIMBAUD "To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting." E.E. CUMMINGS. "Never think that war, no matter how necessary, nor how justified, is not a crime." ERNEST HEMINGWAY

My Interests

movies!!!!!!!!!!Music, books, politics, world history, culture, knowledge, a poison free life, tolerance, compassion, conviction, hardcore (i love so much being a part of it, even though many people manage to bring it down with all that macho and elitist attitude), Hope(what keeps me going, with out it, I would be lost), literature, photography, art in general, sports, rainy mornings, the beach (a place that gives me a peace of mind), environmental issues, sociology , philosophy, girls, friends, family, comedy, writing, sarcasm as a true form of comedy (it's an art ha), i love iced tea (snapple, arizona/lemon, rasberry, peach) and sunflower seeds ^_^...

I'd like to meet:

Oscar Wilde, Marx(and nooo!!!! I'm not a commie,I suggest you read first don't be ignorant, besides real comunism never really existed). Van Gogh, Jesus, politicians from past and present good or bad (most of them), famous activists past and present, Maura Davis, Bjork, Chaplin, Morrissey, random people and your Mom :D

Music:

Hardcore(not too much into the "thug-core" scene), metal (except black metal I can't stand that shit),punk, ambient, electronic(more ambient oriented), indie, 80's music, brit-pop, jazz, bossa nova, hip hop, bands i like: MY TRUE LOVE!! -- HARDCORE. strife, earth crisis, sick of it all, terror, carry on, buried alive, battery, in my eyes, floorpunch, american nightmare, until the end, shai hulud, the comeback kid, miles away, sinking ships, set your goals, down to nothing, where eagles dare, stand and fight(impact), kids like us, final fight, blue monday, modern life is war, killing the dream, with honor, internal affairs, snake eyes, more to pride, the risk taken, most precious blood, the distance, bury your dead, the warriors, sworn enemy, the hope conspiracy, bane, the first step, bold, embrace today, have heart, outbreak, guns up, CHAMPION, counting the days, go it alone, verse, betrayed, love is red, set it straight, reach the sky, ENSIGN (hands down my favorite hardcore band ever!!), snapcase, better than a 1000, ignite, gorilla biscuits, chain of strength, black flag, 7 seconds, misfits, minor threat, Ten Yard Fight (one of the best hardcore bands ever). Bjork, Fiona Apple, Sade (i'm in love with these 3 women 333), the smiths (MY FAVORITE BAND OF ALL TIME), Morrissey, The cure, depeche mode, U2, blur, pulp, deftones, further seems forever, coheed and cambria, hey mercedes, the get up kids, dashboard confessional, Damien Rice, Elliot Smith, kent, coldplay, radiohead, interpol, muse, sigur ros, placebo, the mars volta, at the drive in, the blood brothers, the killers, pretty girls make graves, the international noise conspiracy, Mike Ness, Johnny cash, Frank Sinatra, death cab for cutie, Denali, mum, Beirut, mono, explosions in the sky, album leaf, the postal service, thursday, hopesfall, grade, silent drive, circa survive, emery, alexis on fire, refused, unearth, as i lay dying, the black dahlia murder, darkest hour, slayer, pantera, heaven shall burn, caliban, as hope dies, dead to fall, a life once lost, between the buried and me, the red chord, carcass, the dillinger escape plan, curl up and die, converge, at the gates, with passion, decide, cattle decapitation, suffocation, dying fetus, premonitions of war, cryptopsy, origin, nightrage, some girls,every time i die, and others....oh yeah!!! the Wu-tang clan (the best hip hop group of all time ), Kanye west, DMX, Notorious BIG, NAS, Dr. Dre, Redman, the roots, Talib Kweli, A tribe called quest, Mos Def, Common, Lupe Fiasco, Jay-Z, Jedi mind tricks, The Game ...aight?? :P ;)

Movies:

I like to watch movies that makes us forget that we're watching a movie,movies that let us see the human spirit, what really makes us human, from the good aspects, to the dark side of man. (so yes as you can see, I truly love films). THE GODFATHER trilogy (simply a masterpiece), clockwork orange, snatch, platoon, 21 grams, amores perros (mexican movie), Trainspotting, The Pianist, Amelie, Dancer in the dark,Taxi driver, full metal jacket, fight club, kill bill, left luggage (probably one of my favorite movies, damn thing makes me cry everytime I watch it!! yes!!! people!! yes!! I cry, i have feelings too you know!?), before sunrise, before sunset, reality bites, blue velvet, requiem for a dream, american history x, welcome to sarajevo, lovers of the arctic circle, reservoir dogs, the ice storm, lost in translation, raging bull, casino, goodfellas, a bronx tale, pulp fiction, I am sam, before night falls, The Constant Gardener, Y tu mama tambien, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, gangs of new york, sin city, natural born killers, Donnie Brasco, Carlito's Way, Scent of a Woman, ...And Justice for All, serpico, good bye Lenin, born on the fourth of july, state of grace, garden state, central station(brasil), life is beautiful, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, city lights (chaplin), the shining, psycho, halloween(part I and II) , many more....

Television:

i don't really watch TV that much. but family guy, miami ink, two and a half men are cool.

Books:

damnn!! a lot. from sociology to literature (Marx, Weber, Goldman, Marcuse, viviane forrester , Chomsky, Foucault, Gramsci, Nietzsche, Cummings, O. Wilde, Franz Kafka, Mario Benedentti, Jaime Sabines, etc.. ) too many to remember right now

Heroes:

There's nothing far more greater or blissful than being a kid.

My Blog

Paris, je taime: Faubourg Saint-Denis QUOTE

"I showed you my neighborhood, my bars, my school.I introduced you to my friends, my parents. I listened to you as you learned your lines.I listened to your singing, to your hopes.Your desires.I liste...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 11:41:00 PST

BEIRUT - video (my favorite band at the moment)

BEIRUT - The Flying Club Cup from The Flying Club CupUploaded by flyingclubcup...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 11:02:00 PST

MAURA DAVIS is my PLATONIC LOVE ^_^

yup yup, AMBULETTE and DENALI's former singer, She has an amazing voice, an amazing talent and she's so graceful -SIGH- haha AMBULETTE DENALI ...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 02:07:00 PST

I promise you’ll laugh. PROMISE

This is us on TOUR.  Yeah we know, DUMB but STUPIDLY FUNNY! ...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 03:57:00 PST

I really cant fucking wait to get the SIGUR ROS dvd "HEIMA"

Seriously!!! I WANT THAT DVD! out nov. 20thfilm trailer for HEIMA. http://youtube.com/watch?v=KpQ6m2Qf918
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 10:53:00 PST

THIS IS WHAT I'VE LEARNED or at least I'm trying to (not easy but it's necessary)

This is what I've learned: Don't search for solace in another's embrace. Everyone that we hold so dear gets lost in the static of the passing years. So , learn to be alone. Find comfort in the solitud...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 07:11:00 PST

Seasick yet still docked (one of my favorite songs from Morrissey)(I HAVE MY TICKET!!)

Fuck yeah, MORRISSEY sept. 20th in Tijuana MEX. i can't wait SEASICK YET STILL DOCKED I am a poorFreezingly cold soulSo far from whereI intended to go Scavenging throughLife's very constant lowsSo fa...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 10:27:00 PST

back from tour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..>..>..> ..> ..>..>..>..> I'm back from Tour! (DF AND GUADALAJARA) and all I can say is that  I didn't wanna come back. HANDS DOWN IT WAS MY BEST WEEKEND EVER! EVER! Thanks to my band M...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 02:29:00 PST

XX by W.H. Auden (one of my favorite poems)

XX by W.H. AudenStop all the clocks, cut off the telephonePrevent the dog from barking with a juicy boneSilence the pianos and with muffled drumBring out the coffin, let the mourners come.Let aeroplan...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 03:56:00 PST

for the shit-talkers.

Stolen by VERSEYou know my tongue bleeds sometimes From biting down for a good reason I just can't go silent any longer When those great pretenders Fake what they know About my life Or any trials I've...
Posted by xRAMSESx - Life. Love. Regret. on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 04:35:00 PST