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♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥

These Scars Wouldn't Be So Hidden If You Would Just Look Me In The Eye.

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Friendship and BPD....

As I'm sitting doing some reflecting on something I just read...I feel the need to talk about friendship/having friends and being someone with BPD. For me, as I am sure for many people with mental ill...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 11:22:00 PST

Fucking Stupid Myspace Drama.......

I can't fucking get anywhere with anyone. I'm trying to explain to one Borderline that I wasn't attacking her verbally and it all just goes in one fucking ear and out the other. She completely disguar...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:18:00 PST

FUCK ME.......I suck :(

So work was a bitch and now I want to cry. I feel as though I am expected to know every aspect of my job right away amd if that is something they expect of me then theres some serious crack snoking go...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 07:29:00 PST

There's Just No Reason Left To Try.......

Sometimes all that matters is the fact that you want to die. ...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 09:35:00 PST

Fucking Pissed

I was just watching some of Corinna Fugate's videos on YouTube and that led to me watching other videos on SI. I'm sick of ignorant fucks telling cutters to just "grow up and get over it" What gives y...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 09:45:00 PST

Despair

Everyday living becomes harder.          ;  I can't breathe...     Survival seems meaningless...      ...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:34:00 PST

Another Day....

I had another day of orientation today for work. It was alright, I am nervous about officially starting though. I talked to my supervisor about going back to Sioux Falls, and he seemed a little mad.&n...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:02:00 PST

Working Girl

I started my job today. Well, I had orientation anyway. I go back tomorrow for day 2 of orientation. The videos we had to watch were so boring all of us were literally trying to pick ourselves up off ...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:28:00 PST

Self-Injury Survey

Name: KeshiaAge: 21Birthday: 6/22/85Label yourself(prep,goth,druggie,weirdo, etc...): Individual...How long have you been ttincug?: 6-7 yearsFavorite tool?: RazorbladesWhere (place) do you cut (school...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:04:00 PST

New Job!!!

I had my 2nd interview today and landed the job!!! YaY  I start orientation on monday....W00t W00t! ...
Posted by ♥♥Beautiful Chaos♥♥ on Thu, 31 May 2007 03:28:00 PST