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Sian

The Earth is my Body, my Head is in the Stars

About Me

"Lo encuentro un poco triste y lo encuentro chistoso que los sueños en donde muero son los mejoeres que he tenido"As far as what I look like, (if the picture doesn't clarify) I am about 6'3", I guess a little overweight, brownish/hazel eyes, really long hair, full lips and big nose to match. As far as personality, I am pretty outgoing. I can be soft spoken yet also very direct. I love intelectual conversations and meeting new people from all walks of life. I enjoy learning about different religions. I, myself, am what you could call a shamanic pagan. Oh no! I have scared you already! If you don't know what it is, "Native American" rituals and beliefs are closely related. I am bilingual already and am schooling to learn as many languages as possible. I travel a lot and move around a lot, but it is all I have ever known. I am comfortable doing it. I am not materialistic or shallow and I find both a turn off. I am bisexual by definition. I see no wrong in being able to love or be in love with anyone, regardless of sex, race, religious background, or sexual orientation. Mind you, it is hard to have a mutual love with someone who is of the opposite sex and gay or same sex and straight. I love animals and nature. I feel more at home there than in any city. I enjoy really close friendships and keep them close. No matter where I move, I always keep in touch. I am very loyal and really don't expect much from people. I will, however, hold you to your word. Nothing upsets me more than broken promises or betrayal. I love art, poetry, music, singing, making things, literature, good movies, coffee, tea, vegetarian food, vegan food. I recently, Finally, went for it and became a vegetarian. I cheated a few times, but those were sort of out of my hands. When you're starving and all you have to eat in your house is tuna and you have no money, you cheat. I love cooking. heh, I also love when OTHER people cook. I have a friend going to cullinary school and I am very excited about that. I confess, I still like videogames, but rarely play them anymore. I am not one to go out and buy the latest technological gadgets and gizmos, but I do appreciate them. I came from a pretty disfunctional family, but we get along ok. I am living with my sister now in LA while I go to school. My mom is currently in Texas getting her life back on track. I am happy for her for that. It is about time she focused on herself and making things right by her, rather than always pouring her energy into other people and their needs. I only hope she isn't too lonely.Most of my closest friends are boys. I didn't plan it that way, I just really get along with them better. Girls have to work harder to gain my respect and adoration. But again, I would do anything for the friends I have. They mean the world to me and they know it.I have a page on an art website, mostly all pencil sketches I did while bored in class and some poetry and prose, but I warn you... I am not the most chipper of beings when it comes to poetry or prose. If interested, go to www.elemental-bliss.deviantart.comI have babbled on enough...
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||| 23%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests



smells. Things that smell good, things that smell strange and things that absolutely reak. Candles. Incense. Oil Burners. The smell of 5am. Dim Lighting. I am also a very textile person. I love to experience textures. I am always touching things. Basically, I like to absorb all I can from the senses I was given. I like exploring the earth and the people and things on it. Proportions fascinate me. I often stare at people for that reason alone. Modes of self expression. Poetry. People who can write and play music. Cello. Violin. Only when they are played with passion... gypsy-esque. Guitar. Opera. Walking barefoot. Religion. Spirituality. Persuance of desire. Music. Cooking. Ethnic foods. Ethnic people. Sociology. Philosophy. Physics. Politics. Peace. Equality. The end of social, racial, religious and class barriers. Behaviours and interrelations of not only people, but all other forms of life. Contemplating the universe. Anatomy. Biology. Basically, figuring out how and why things work. Photography. Drawing. Singing. Tribal Drumming. Travel. Random acts of Kindness.Compassion. Passion. Love. Affection. Close, bloodlike friendships. Polyamoury. Blood. Emotions. Physical pain. Yoga. Braids. Silver and bronze jewelry. Beads. Hemp. Making Jewelry. Bats. Cats. Dogs. Snakes. Long Hair. Mystery. Ancient places. Ruins. Spirits. Circles. Sleeping outside on a starry night. Every moment from Dusk to Dawn. Sleeping from 10:30am till 5:30pm. Languages. Reading people. Looking into people's souls through their eyes. Snow. Rain. Mountains. Oceans. Rivers. Forests. Owls. Crows. Tarantulas. Frogs. Monkeys. Horses. Turtles. Elephants. Giraffes. Penguins. Bears. Kangaroos. Koalas. Australia. Japan. Tibet. Chile. Israel. England. Scotland. Ireland. The fact that in cities full of people, so many of them feel utterly alone. How fragile people really are. How 'adults' seem to be trapped in middle school most of the time. Documentaries. Sexuality. Skirts, long ones. Corsets. Gypsies. Vampires. Magick. Lips. Eyes. Hips. Stomachs. Backs. Shoulders. Hands. Touch. Kisses. Silence. Wind. Fire. Creating. Listening. Learning. Being.

I'd like to meet:

I am not too picky. Anyone with personality, sense of humor, lack of arrogance and materialistic or shallow tendancies. I don't care about whether you are goth, punk, skater, stoner, grunge, artsy, "dark", in fact, I welcome all of that. "gangsta" folk kinda bug me because of the "arrogance and materialistic or shallow tendancies" Preferrably someone with same musical tastes as me because I do so love music. ... I really really like long hair on guys. Gay, straight, bisexual, transexual .... whatever ... doesn't matter to me. You can find a friend in anyone. I love to hear musical instruments. Guitar ... drums ... classical insruments.... *sigh* bliss. I'd really like to meet someone who will play with me in the rain, go with me to the beach at two in the morning just cause, climb a mountain with me on a whim, sleep under the stars with me, seek out natural hotsprings with me, be a true friend and companion to me. Not assume they know things that they do not and not assume that they have me figured out. I can assure you that you don't. Someone who will take me seriously and not take advantage of me. Someone who will understand that I cannot be caged... that I have to wander, I have to roam, for it is all I have ever known. Someone who can accept my love and possibly even return it. Someone who lives with compassion and a passionate love in their hearts and so expresses it in all that they do. I do not expect to find this someone or someones here, and quite frankly, I do not expect to find them anywhere. I will remain ever hopeful, though. Ever hopeful, indeed. Meet my friend Boo. He's more fun than you! http://planet.nana.co.il/booretsam/

My Friend Space
Blood Means Nothing

Mamazon

Jenean

Shiloe

B.B. Ko

Precious

Special Lady

My Bry

My Twin

gitana querida

gitano querido

Kurticus

Tall Paul

The Lonely Fetus

Tenacity Encompassed

Erik

Little Hendrix

Dandy Andy

Beautiful Pixie

Jake

Malentendido

Rudi

Killian

Mark

Nessa

Allison

Branches Grow as the Wind Blows
Trace the Whispers on the Wind

Music:

NIN, Björk, Portishead, Aphex Twin, Air, Chemical Brothers, AK1200, Something for Rockets, Nirvana, Miss Kitten, Frou Frou, Imogen Heap, Andrew Bird, Deftones, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Johhny Hollow, Alanis Morissette, Tracy Bonham, Tori Amos, Cat Power, The Like, Jill Sobule, Fiona Apple, The Cranberries, Lorena McKennit, Basement Jaxx, Crystal Method, Goldfrapp, The Fitness, Zero7, Kittie, Everything But the Girl, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rage Against the Machine, Sublime, Daft Punk, Sneaker Pimps, Incubus, Talvin Singh, Soundgarden, Dream Theater, Foo Fighters, Kelli Ali, Radiohead, Bach, Beethoven, Ivy, Joi, Poe, The Postal Service, Shiloe, Prodigy, The Merkin Dream, Beck, Karsh Kale, System of a Down, Garbage, Tenacious D, Fischer Spooner, Deep Forest, Moby, swing, big band, blues, new age, alternative, metal, new metal, heavy metal, classical, gothic, industrial, tribal, middle eastern, exotic music from distant lands and so on and so forth.

Movies:

Loose Change 2nd Edition Recut



Dylan Avery, Korey Rowe, and Jason Bermas bring you the most powerful 9/11 Documentary yet. Updated!!!! Baraka, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Fight Club, Donni Darco, Matrix trilogy, LotR trilogy, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Brokeback Mountain, The Constant Gardener, the Cell, Wizards, Willow, The Dark Crystal, Labyrinth, Garden State, Election, Pirates of the Carribean, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Underworld, Blade, (sad, I know) Passion of Mind, Final Fantasy: The Spirit Within, What the @..$! Do We Know?, The Last Samurai, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, Hero, Far and Away, Pink Floyd The Wall, Merlin, Dune, Silence of the Lambs, The Prophecy trilogy, Devil's Advocate, Constantine, Bless the Child, the Gift, Beyond Borders, Rize... I can't think of anymore.

Television:

The Science Channel, Discovery Channel, PBS, The Learning Channel, The History Channel, Wisdom Channel, SciFi channel, HGTV, Malcom in the Middle, Family Guy, The Simpsons, Classic Arts Showcase, Adult Swim, Forensic shows, Farscape, The Outer Limits, Twilight Zone, Battle Star Galactica, the non stop music channels, Gilmore Girls, Supernatural, Montel, and home shopping channels because it is amusing to me how they gussy themselves up and bullshit about something you should buy all day long. Its a never ending, unscripted commercial with uncomfortable models wearing mostly hideous things, manicures, hairspray, too much makeup, and, you guessed it, folks, even plastic surgury.... on the home shopping channels.... seriously...

Books:

Religious, historical, fantasy fiction, scifi, non fiction.

Heroes:

People who can get through the day without being self absorbed, lying, or cutting someone else down. People who lived their lives for the betterment of others as well as themselves and people who give even when it isn't asked of them. People who dream, who love, and who yearn for something more than the nine to five paved facade that we have accepted as reality. People who will talk to strangers, who will approach someone who is crying even if they don't know them. People who smile at each other in the streets. People who reach out. People who sing when walking down the street. People who are really, truly, candid and happy trying to be all that is them and trying to know all that is life. People not afraid to say what they feel and express emotion. People with compassion and passion in their hearts and souls. People who speak out against what is wrong. People who actually care about the planet that is rapidly dwindling away the more we expand our 'civilizations' and capitalist empires and actually do something about it. People who can see the beauty in a single drop of water on a leaf. Hear the beauty in the wind tickling the trees and water... and the WOMAN THAT IS NOW THE PRESIDENT OF CHILE, SOUTH AMERICA!

My Blog

pensamientos

Busco algo de la vida.... pero no es la misma vida que los de mas se pelean y matan por. Yo busco una vida diferente. Busco la simplicidad que antes era la manera normal de vivir. Busco y vivo el amor...
Posted by Sian on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:15:00 PST

In relation to bulletin

I've got things running through my head so much right now.... I feel split as I did before... Only some of you know what that means... If I see you in my every day life or make it a point to call you ...
Posted by Sian on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:26:00 PST

Own what you choose.... blame not others

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Posted by Sian on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 10:48:00 PST

Rediscovering your true Self

March 1, 2007Essential AuthenticityRevealing Your True SelfIdentity is an elusive concept. We feel we must define ourselves using a relatively small selection of roles and conscious character traits, ...
Posted by Sian on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 10:44:00 PST

Understanding Oneness- Level of Consciousness

February 26, 2007Understanding OnenessLevel Of ConsciousnessSometimes we look at the actions of others and find it difficult to understand what motivates them. But we are all doing the best we can wit...
Posted by Sian on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:35:00 PST

Out from under your skin

Having issues with the html shyte... from www.dailyom.comFebruary 21, 2007Choosing Not To Be A TargetEmotional Attacks Hurtful confrontations often leave us feeling drained and confused. When someone ...
Posted by Sian on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:59:00 PST

thought I'd share

Being that I am still awake... I had the opportunity to  take some pictures of the beautiful sunrise... If it weren't a Promethius and Bob situation with the lovely Photoshop and I, I'd have put ...
Posted by Sian on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:07:00 PST

Imagine your life is your own...

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Posted by Sian on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 02:02:00 PST

so YAY

I'm moving back to SC in March and my old boss gave me my old job back PLUS a raise.... awesome... I can start working as soon as I get back.Regardless of whatever else has been keeping me down or the...
Posted by Sian on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 03:31:00 PST

Pensamientos

Toi estancada y todavía, mas mi cuerpo quiere estallar. Puedo sentirme cada partícula de mi esta picando, vibrando, se prepara para explotar. Quiero escapar este esqueleto humano. Me limita demasiado...
Posted by Sian on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 01:04:00 PST