still kind of hard |
even though i have found this new found strength i am also human. im still having trouble with people that i have cared for walk away from me and see those people treat other people like i used ...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 07:00:00 PST |
ive hit a wall |
i thought that i was getting the tools that i needed to become this better and stronger person that i aspired to be but i found out i was really hurting people to get that somehow and not really being...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 02:39:00 PST |
fear..my great enemy |
my great enemy it calls itself fear it can paralyze me with just thoughts..it has stopped me from doing alot of things in my life i wish i did im slowing coming out if it power cuz as i move into a ne...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 08:22:00 PST |
conflict |
im conflicted..i cant seem to find a happy medium i either come on too strong or not at all its frustrating and ppl can tell me the diffrerence either or just cant deal with me i really dont know what...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 04:49:00 PST |
Next chapter |
well this week has been a whole bunch of ups and downs for me and I didnt really think that things would take a turn for the better it hasnt got better yet but I see some glimmer of hope at the end of...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 07:02:00 PST |
my first love |
I finally reunited with my first love.....writing i have been dealing with alot alot of stuff that has been hard to handle and its my only release right now and it feels so good after i write i ...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 06:11:00 PST |
just pull it out (blue eyed stranger) |
walking around with a knife in my back
i have grown weary and wandered off track
looking for someone to just pull it out
i scream in your face with anger i shout
then i got comfortable in w...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 04:58:00 PST |
growing pains pt.2 |
gawd idk y I hang around ppl that bring the worst out if me I tend to gravitate to tragedy in hopes of helping them out but then I get caught up in it and it brings me down and I always seem to find p...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 03:01:00 PST |
I AM |
I think through all the stuff that i went throught i have lost myself through the process i was truly becoming who i wanted to be before all this crap happened and then i lost it al i think im g...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 01:41:00 PST |
let them come... |
my whole life i have been trying to make things happen for me and i have learned the hard way that that is not the right way to go i think its different when it comes to your carrer but when it comes ...
Posted by Anthonysoul©{growing pains) SUNRISE on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 12:23:00 PST |
