show me how you do that trick.. |
it took me twenty years to realize that i deserve so much better than what those i had assumed i meant something to had to offer.people can be so heartless, so selfish. they feed you lies, and you thr...
Posted by jefferson. on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 06:38:00 PST |
oh, i believe in yesterday. |
what am i supposed to do when i'm trying so hard to grow up but all i can think about is running back home to my mother and crawling underneath the folds of her skirt and dying?i never thoought i woul...
Posted by jefferson. on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 03:22:00 PST |
old. number one. |
you have brown eyes and hair. just hair. the colour is of no importance. but black is a very nice colour for hair. you listen to nick drake and chan marshall sing about things you would sing about. if...
Posted by jefferson. on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 03:10:00 PST |
it's saturday. |
and i fucked up. big time. again.irresponsibility is my middle name.
Posted by jefferson. on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 10:27:00 PST |
junky with no wisdom teeth. |
"Skip the rest of the day and night here, no action, it's not worth talking about."
Posted by jefferson. on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 02:44:00 PST |
in this hole. |
thirteen was so abrupt.i'm not sure it even really happened, just like everything before it.fourteen tortured me.and, in return, i tortured my body.fifteen allowed me to torture others.falling in love...
Posted by jefferson. on Mon, 01 May 2006 11:23:00 PST |
old habits and worse solutions. |
i didn't expect things to change so suddenly. i was happy for so long, happy and sober. now the sobriety is only accompanied by a feeling of disgust with who i have become and how i've managed to grow...
Posted by jefferson. on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 03:39:00 PST |
modern romance |
Love is not looking into each other's eyes. It is looking outwards in the same direction.
- Saint Exupery
it seems too true, in a way. how can you grow as lovers, as a "two-person guild," if ...
Posted by jefferson. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
lover's spit |
and what, might i add, do those that aren't in love and have never been - what do they think and feel on the subject? do they even believe it exists?
i remember falling in love for the first time. ...
Posted by jefferson. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i am a writer, writer of fictions. |
i smoke because i'm bored and i have an oral fixation - not because i'm addicted to nicotine.
i chew on the inside of my cheek because my teeth hurt - not because i'm nervous.
i hold you because i ...
Posted by jefferson. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
