nothing interests me.there is a secret sound at the center of the world, and its sound is like razors through flesh.oh you can hear its faint echo right now, im here to turn up the volume.to press the stinking face of humanity into the dark blood of its own secret heart.
i don't want to meet anyone. i don't like people. i don't want or need friends. people are boring flawed and annoying. people have problems and put them on other people. if you cannot deal with something yourself then you are weak. people are drama. people are sheep. people are ignorant. people are rude. people ask to many fuckin' questions.
i like anything that sounds good. make sense? you can't live or define your life by the lyrics in someone else's song. write your own. live your own life.
i like old movies, movies that make you think and movies that make you feel something, sad, happy, anything at all. movies are meant to entertain and inspire. i love movies that do just that.
i don't watch television. i don't need to watch "reality" tv to tell me what reality is. i don't need to know when "brangelina" are going to adopt another poor african child. i don't need to know about some celebrity getting a DUI or punching a reporter. i don't need to see a triple murder home invasion execution style robbery gone wrong with a high speed chase to boot. i don't need these things in my life. i could care less who the next american idol is going to be. they are not my idol. idol worship is a sin anyways isn't it? for you god fearin' types. i don't look forward to the next episode of the O.C. so i can sit and fantasize about being a rich bitch who's only concern is if that new girl is tryin' to steal my man, or if my nail polish matches my highlights. it'll never be you. turn off the television and think for yourself for a change.
i like military science fiction, you know shit about space marines slaughtering aliens as they jump out of hyperspace, shit like that. i always wanted to be a space marine.
there is no one worth looking up to but oneself. and one should strive to be the person they would like others to think of them as. not just try and make people think they are something they wish they really could be. if you want people to think you are honest, then be honest. if you want people to think you are smart, then be smart. if you want people to think you are cool, then be cool. if you want people to think you are a dick, then be a dick. be whatever you want to be, but not because its what the TV tells you its what you should want to be. then you are a sheep and if you are a sheep then don't try and pretend you aren't. i have more respect for a trendy label whore who admits they are a trendy label whore because thats whats hip this season, as opposed to someone who thinks individuality is something that can be purchased and if i dye my hair enough colors then it means i am unique, cuz thats how the unique interesting girls are in the movies! sigh, if i had to list people that i admired it would be, 2pac, winston churchill, mohamed ali, and joseph stalin.