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Jesse

When you don't know where you're going, you have to stick pretty close together just incase someone

About Me

I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.We are all wired into a survival trip now. No more of the speed that fueled the 60's. That was the fatal flaw in Tim Leary's trip. He crashed around America selling "consciousness expansion", without ever giving a thought to the grim meat-hook realities that were lying in wait, for all the people who took him seriously. All those pathetically eager acid freaks who thought they could buy Peace and Understanding for three bucks a hit. But their loss and failure, is ours too. What Leary took down with him was the central illusion of a whole life-style that he helped create... a generation of permanent cripples, failed seekers, who never understood the essential old-mystic fallacy of the Acid Culture: the desperate assumption that somebody... or at least some force - is tending the light at the end of the tunnel.And also always remember... Dogs fucked the pope... no fault of mine.

My Interests

Right now it's just music. Fuck everything else, it's time to finally start something. I don't care if I have to play every fucking instrument myself. It's been way too long since I've written songs and it's time to start again.

I'd like to meet:

All of 'em are dead... but I'll list them anyway Jaco Pastorius, Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Kurt Cobain, Hunter S. Thompson, Albert Camus, King Tubby, Joe Strummer, and of course Mitch Heberg.

Music:


Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, KIDS, PI, SLC Punk, Donnie Darko, Waking Life, Requiem for a dream, Fight Club, The Doors, Matchstick Men, Royal Tennenbaums, Blow, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, From Hell, The Shawshank Redemption, I heart Huckabee's, Training Day, SPUN.

Television:

Half the time t.v is just fucking boring.

Books:

1984, Animal Farm, The Stranger, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Man's search for meaning, The myth of Sisyphus, Spliffs, anything by the late Hunter S. Thompson, philosophical, pyschological, or drug related.

Heroes:

Jaco Pastorius, Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix

My Blog

All Apologies... Please Read

Well, I already have a list of about 50 people that will say I was drunk when I wrote this. To you 50 people, and the rest that will think this, you are terribly wrong. I just want to start out by say...
Posted by Jesse on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 11:52:00 PST

Choose

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low ch...
Posted by Jesse on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 04:41:00 PST

Drugs and me

Elliott Smith - Needle in the hay Your hand on his arm Haystack charm around your neck Strung out and thin Calling some friend, trying to cash some check He's acting dumb That's what you've come to ex...
Posted by Jesse on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 02:35:00 PST

You cannot petition the Lord with prayer

They’ve changed the seven deadly sins. Why? Because it’s the fucking Pope. And they can do anything cause they’re Catholic. Like rape little boys... Old Sins Sloth Envy Gluttony Gre...
Posted by Jesse on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:13:00 PST

Im about to have a nervous breakdown! My head really hurts!

Trying to only drink, two maybe three times out of the week, is making me go fucking insane. I remember getting hammered and getting anywhere from one to four hours of sleep, then going to work for mo...
Posted by Jesse on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:13:00 PST

Two Favorite Songs

SoberThere's a shadow just behind me,shrouding every step I take,making every promise empty,pointing every finger at me.Waiting like a stalking butler,who upon the finger rests.Murder now the path cal...
Posted by Jesse on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:49:00 PST

No more being poor

I love how fucking shit works out in the end. I get fucking fired and they pay me. My fucking stocks just tripled and I'm loving playin the stock market. I start UPS in a month, and I got the check fr...
Posted by Jesse on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 01:28:00 PST

Fired

Fired by McKinley because of downsizing... fun stuff right there. Atleast I got a nice severence package and now I can be a lazy Ypsi bum and collect un-employment! Except I'll be employed again befor...
Posted by Jesse on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:35:00 PST