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♥ Nazi Halo ♥

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

You see this mother fucker? It means NOT WELCOME!
First off, i had an old profile on here similar to this one, my sn on there was ♥ trailer fabulous ♥ this hacker dude took that profile like a year ago and has been adding people, messaging people and pretending to be me ever since. Dont be confused, u message or add him and ur talkin to a dude. this is the real me. i been tryin to get myspace to remove that profile but never get a fuckin response which is pissing me off to no fuckin end. If he is on ur friend list under my likeness, then remove it!
Incase noone can tell (ha), I have several audio options on here, Under music is a very small player that if u push play will play "BAD REPUTATION" . But i have it set to not come on automatically anymore... What does come on automatically is Jack Off Jill's "Strawberry Gashes". And there is also a random video that i change often, but there is always something. But I also have another really rad video on here that is worth taking a gander at, So yea, when ur done hearing jack off jill, or watchin pink, watch it!
O look its me!
"This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world.
And while she looked so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles... "
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I HATE PEOPLE!!!
SOMETHIN I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE WAY RIGHT OFF... I am an Anarcho-skinhead (look it up b4 u assume!) I guess you could consider me racist, most people do, But I hate all races, not just one, tho i admit i hate some more then others... And i prefer to surround myself with like minded people. I aint out to hurt noone, i just stay in my little bubble and would prefer that other races stay in theirs. I dont give two shits who hates whites or native americans, or hates me for being those things, it dont bother me in the least. so i expect the same respect from those i dont like. if this is sumthing u cant deal with, then cool, i probably wouldnt like u neither, so lets stay out of each others ways shall we?!
BTW i will say however that i love kids, regardless of their race. Juss wanted that clear. (Even if i dont agree with mixing races and kids havin to deal with it, it aint the kids faults.)
You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and even "The Man" and you think it's OK. But when I call you, "Nigger", "Kike", "Towelhead", "Sand-Nigger", "Dune Coon", "Camel Jockey", "Beaner" or "Chink" you call me a racist.
You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us. But, when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug-dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist.
If we had WET(white entertainment television) we'd be racists.
If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.
If we had white history month, we'd be racists.
You can have Hispanic clubs and Africans American clubs but we couldnt even think of starting a white club without there being controversy.
I am white. I am proud. I am an American.
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I dont need a reason to cry... I need a reason not to. I want you to be my reason for everything......
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But I found sumthing much much better... hehe.
Noone is worth ruining yourself, or your future. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have social anxiety..I pick everyone apart and know exactly what i want and yet I dont know what im looking for..I'm scared to death of relationships but I want to be loved .. and love in return. i have a serious complex... I'm too damn oblivious to everything so Im sure i will pass up love when it does come around..Ill probably shoo it away thinking it wont work out or its not good enuff, or miss out in sum other way... ill pass up happiness cuz im afraid to take chances cuz once i have something I sit and count the millions of ways i could lose it and wonder which it will be and when. I always worry myself sick when im in a relationship, and ill take what i do have for granted and end up running b4 they can run first.
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Once I realized that the word "believe" has killed more people in the world than any other word known to man, I stopped believing in anything except truth. I always try to keep an open mind, and as long as other people's beliefs or opinions aren't forced upon me, or go against the good or progression of mankind, I will continue to respect them, even if i dont their opinions. "The good life is one inspired by love and guided by knowledge." "Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."
Really I'm a very honest person...I don't believe in God, or the devil, heaven hell or purgatory, but I still believe that you can sell your soul and I refuse to do it.
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For the time being...I will remain nameless, because I dont trust that many people, if u know what I mean. However, I have a very unique name, that people will not forget. I will either click with someone, or I will not, its as simple as that...its a natural feeling I get, that I cant explain. An instinct. Saying that..I think everyone has a soulmate, we are just living in such a fast paced world, that we sometimes settle for someone that is not exactly what we wanted in a mate....Something i always seem to be guilty of. I think that is truly sad, because I know that their is someone out there that I belong with, finding him or her is just part of the design of life. What do I want out of life? Its simple really...to experience life and grow old with someone. Im not sure...what is in store for me, yet. I have my whole life in front of me. I find, that it is easy for guys to fall in love with me, mainly because Im true to myself and I let my true self shine through... Im a truly sensitive girl...who tends to "wear her feelings on her sleeves." I believe that I have, what can be described as natural beauty... such as my eyes, which are very hypnotic and the other details... u can be the judge on, yourself.. Besides, beauty is more than just looks, and u will find that in me. I just want to be special to someone, and I want someone to love and for them to love me back... I never want to be alone, cause thats not a good place to be. I would like to really know people, for who they really are and not just some fake front. Its important to me, that people be themselves, whether it is good or bad. I like to think, that I have the ability to connect with people and touch their lives, even if its just for a spilt second in time, when I pass someone on the street. Have u seen me and wondered who I am??? Somewhere, I was able to break though the walls, and make someone smile... simple things like that. I always feel as though, Im from the outside looking in...a world that doesn't understand me, Im always on the look out for someone who can fully understand me. I have a deep passion for art and music, for someone to ever understand me, they have to understand how I feel about them. Music makes me feel alive, most people don't understand how music can move you to the deepest part of your very soul. Words would never describe....the feeling I get! Art is something that follows u, almost like u were born into it. Its something u have or u don't have...hehehe If u were expecting me to be a boring person, think again.... Im always changing the way I look, to kept things interesting. So, if your not into change..your not into me, what so ever, imagine that statement...lol. The bottom line is... that people should like change, because u know what, the world around us, is always changing, whether u like it or not. And, Im not going to miss out on anything...
The Eyes are the Window to the Soul... Look into my eyes....and you will see my heart............ ♥♥♥
Physically, well as u can see in my pics i have long long black hair to my waist, Green eyes, Piercings, Tats, Have a pale olive tone, full lips And well i have a preferance for dark colors.
Black, dark purple... The like. And no im not goth!
Since im usually kickin back at home with the kids, i dont bother with makeup most the time. Now when i go out, i do wear black eyeliner tho. But thats pretty much it, im not a big makeup person and dont much think i need it.
I have pics of me both with eyeliner and without on here, so u can see the real me, not some made up colamity.
I am 5'9 inches tall, mostly all torso tho heh. I am overweight, sorry to burst any gothic barbie fantasys, but im neither.
I am rather large chested, but i play it down.
If after hearing the true me, you are interested, id like to hear from you.
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Me sick as a dog....
Mommy's Little Guys

My Interests



You are every goth-kids dream!

Your Love Element Is Metal
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other What Element Is Your Love?

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Your power is:
The ability to breathe
under water


Explanation: When swimming, you don't
need to get up and take a new fresh breath
since you take in oxygen from the water. This
allows you to stay in the water as much as
you'd like. In good purposes it can save
drowning victims. In evil purposes it can
help you drag down a person to the depths and
have them drowned. This power helps you
escape the world, if even for a bit, since
you have grown to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations
crushed. Now you try to control your hopes
because you don't want to get hurt again. You
feel there is no hope for you in the future
and have no real goals. But unlike the
Controller of Time you do still feel, even if
it's mostly negative emotions. You have few
friends, if any, and feel you are unable to
speak about your troubles. And unlike the
Transformer, you don't feel happiness
nowadays. All seems to be filled despair
whereever you go and you are bitter becaue
the world has failed you. It didn't turn out
the way you wanted it too and you feel
betrayed. It is also likely the feeling of
betrayal comes from past relationships where
you were left alone in the end.

Negative aspects: Since you are highly
depressed and not letting out your emotions
properly there is a possibility for cutting,
to let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling
of despair grows to strong you might consider
taking your life.



If i was a serial killer i would be Charles Manson .

Charles Manson... the only serial killer that faces life in prison, yet never actually killed anyone.
Manson believed that by starting a cult, and manipulating his followers with drugs and mental suggestion he would get them to think he was the next messiah, and force them into doing anything he said, he was right.
One night in the Hollywood hills, Manson set out his minions to attack the home of the head of a record label that rejected his work years back. That night they murdered 6 people. Shooting and stabbing their victims repeatedly and smearing the words "Die Pig Die", and "Helter Skelter" over the walls.
Manson thought that by doing these killings that it would start a race war between blacks and whites. He also believed that the Beatles wrote many of their songs for and about him.
kill count: 6

If i was a serial killer i would be David Berkowitz .

Originally believed to be a paranoid schizophrenic, David Berkowitz (the Son of Sam), claimed to be plagued by demons that came in the form of dogs, when the dogs would howl, that was their signal for him to kill. He said that the dogs would call out to him for blood and death, and their cry's would only stop by killing and assaulting over 6 New York women.
In a later interview Berkowitz revealed that the demon story was a conscious fabrication that he had made up to force the police into believing he was insane if he was caught. He also confessed that he would become sexually aroused when stalking his victims and would sometimes come back to the crime scenes and masturbate while envisioning his prior killings.
kill count: 6

"Anyone Who Says Sunshine Brings Happiness Has Never Danced Naked In The Rain"

I THINK THEY CALL IT BEING A FLIRT...

First and foremost, Wether i like it or not, I AM A PISCES! & it seems my biggest interest in life is to mind fuck. If i care for you and you havent wronged me then i play no purposeful games and im totally str8 wit u, if i dont know u IN REAL LIFE, and dont care about u, even if u havent fucked me over, expect me to fuck with u bad. I have a bad habit of testing people, and not only pushing limits but stretching them beyond the line. (even with people i care about on that...) I will say whatever to see how sum1 i dont give two shits about will react to it, My biggest trip is guilt tripping, and acting hurt when im not, and just fuckin around. now if i say u r hot, or compliment you etc, then i mean it, trust me, but if i act like i care, its just me being nice... I dont care about anyone but my kids and maybe one special person when i have one.
That may sound cold, but well, we are what we become.

Things That Rock My Socks:

Colors: Purple is my fave color, Black is too tho, (Yes black is a color not a shade, it is ALL colors combined.) Fave Color Combination tho is Pink & Black... Its just punk as fuck :D
Kink, Balloons, Deep Voices, Tall Guys, Heavy Guys, Body & Facial Hair, Tattoo Sleeves, Native Americans, Red Head Guys, Great Mouths, Goth & Punk Chicks, Big Hands,Green Eyes, Acceptance, Sarcasm, Wit, Individuality (But not just cries for attention!), Affection, Dominance, Equality, Stability, loyalty, unselfishness, older men, Honesty, DRED LOCKS!!!, Bald heads, Mohawks (Especially on grrls), Devyls locks, PRO-LIFERS!!!! Stretching, Chicks & Guys that wear Wife Beaters, Katie Holmes, Edward Norton, Fairuza Balk, Jack Black, Bars, Drinking, Clubbing, Good boys, Bad girls, Long haired guys, big nipples, blue hair, piercings, artists, free spirits, Boobs, Butts, Guts, Nipples, Long torso's, loyalty, honesty, Freaky sex with someone Im in love with, BareBack, Pain killers, Blood, Lust, Obsession, Pain, Cream Pies, Much Older Men OR Extremely younger guys. ok im in a wierd mood, gotta excuse me here.

Basically if your a punk chick either heavy or petite with black, red or colorful hair, a bad ass attitude but still loyal and sweet OR a tall heavy furry guy With a great sense of humor, a mature mind and a loyal heart then your for me! Either one must be true to themselves and those they love!

I seek Deep eyes that can heal the world or destroy everything in it.

Things That Turn Me Off: GUYS WHOS ONLY SKILL IN BED IS SOMETIMES BEING ABLE TO FIGURE OUT WHERE THE HOLE IS!!!
Attractive & Sweet Straight Grrls, Cant you be bi or gay so i can have a chance dammit! People that spank or othewise hit their kids, Baggage, Young Guys, Whores, Games, Bitterness, Idiots, Hypocrites, Immaturity, Lack of respect, Drama, Society, Asians, Skinny guys, People that dont ~Yes i date meat eaters and no i dont give them shit about their choices~

IF U MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF BEING IRISH OR STRAIGHT EDGE LIKE THAT MAKES U SO COOL THEN DONT WASTE MY TIME, AND GROW UP! IM SO SICK OF SEEING ONE OR THE OTHER ON EVERY OTHER PROFILE, TRENDY FUCKS!

Things That Make Me Really Angry! (AKA Herpes): Asians, MY BABYS SPERM DONOR, Goth Kids, Freak Chic, Immaturity, Mind Fucks, Love, Young Peoples, Allowing others to control, Influence or ruin my life... PSYCHOS. STALKERS, WHORES, Jealousy, Hypocrisy, Pro "Choicers" AKA Pro "Deathers", DEADBEAT DADS... People in general. The power of denial. The strength of stupidity...Fake Wiccans & Pagens (Ive yet to meet a real one), Waldenbook Witches, People That dont act their age, Plastics, People That Live off mommy, Patriots, Other races, Govt. Ass Kissers, People that vote! (All them monkeys are the exact same!) People that have to start drama just to feel alive, especially when they try & blame all that drama on others...

Things I Love & Dont Want To Live Without: ICEE'S, Kids, Onions!, Bratz Dolls, Camouflage stuff, Cinnamon, Music, Invader Zim, Anything Celestial, Purple, Unicorns, Faerys, Garden Gnomes, Silver, Mood Rings, Rings for Thumb, Toe, & Upper Finger, 80's Stuff, Astrology, Leather, Mexican Food, Punk Rock, Metal, Freedom!, Black Clothes, Nail Polish, Tattoos, Piercings, The Rebel Flag! Poetry, Lyrics & any form of written word, Computers, Native Americans, Silver, Craziness, Passion, Horror, Comedy, gargoyles, all mythical creatures, raw emotion, extremeties, Shiny Objects

Other Interests: Gothic Lifestyle, Leather, Velvet, Latex, Love, kitchen utensils, spirituality, cemetaries, wrestling...

Things That Annoy Me:

Alarm Clocks! Stalkers, Nails on chalkboards, telemarketers, grinding teeth, ringing telephones, commercials, Cell phones, Cracking Knuckles Or Joints, Women drivers, Exes, Hot Topic Shoppers, People who are sexually closed minded, Tapping, Idiot clerks, Life not working around my schedule :D, All this troop support bullshit. To be continued....

I'd like to meet:



Muh baby grrl shann... I loves her to death.

Right Now I Wouldnt Mind Meeting A Younger Guy To Befriend, Hang Out With, And Maybe Down The Road Casually Date. (Nothing Too Serious). About 21 Yrs Old Would Be Perfect So We Can Go To The Bars When I Can Get Outta The House, Other Times Just Chill At My Place. Id Date As Young As 18 MAYBE... Havent dated but a few younger guys (in the distant past) so i dunno my limits yet... I just know younger guys can be sweeter and more fun. So hit me up if ur interested! (keep in mind im not into skinnies, Im into heavier boys!!!!)

I DONT ACCEPT FRIEND INVITES FROM PEOPLE I DONT KNOW, SO EMAIL ME FIRST AND LETS SEE IF WE EVEN HIT IF OFF. I ALSO DONT KEEP PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT I DONT TALK TO, IM NOT INTO POPULARITY CONTESTS! I DONT ACCEPT BAND REQUESTS! GO PROMOTE ELSEWHERE!!!

"If I could Take the black from the skies and add it to your eyes I would"

Who needs guys anyways?!

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"If you could only see the way she loves me,
Then maybe you would understand...
Why I feel this way about our love,
And what I must do.
If you could only see how Blue her eyes can be when she says,
When she says she loves me..."

"Seems the road less traveled,
Show's happiness unraveled...
And you got to take a little dirt,
To keep what you love.
That's what you gotta do."

This Is A Cry For Help!!!

The moon is a mirror, It only shines because of the sun...The moon is a liar, Its always changing. sometimes it is big and bright and sometimes you can hardly see it at all...

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When you want it
It goes away too fast.
Times u hate it
It always seems to last.
But just remember when you think you're free...
The crack inside you fucking heart is me.

I wish I could sleep
But I can't lay on my back
Because there's a knife
For everyday that I've known you.


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"Nazi Halo"

Take a souvenir and stop your staring
Just cause I'm screaming
Don't mean I'm sharing
Can't keep my mouth shut
if you keep that dress on
You can't negotiate
Not with me this time

you go so low
your faggot rainbow
your Nazi Halo
won't save you this time

Bring your IQ and try to understand
Just cause I'm listening
Don't mean we're still friends
Can't fix my problem
You crossed a thin line
You can't just work it out
not with me this time

you go so low
your faggot rainbow
your junkie ego
won't save you this time

you go so low
your tragic disco
your Nazi Halo
won't save you this time

You're so predictable no shadow of doubt
when you are suffering know who sold you out
Fuck your opinions
Fuck your lack of spine
When you are miserable
Know that I'm just fine

You go solo
your faggot rainbow
your junkie ego
won't save you this time

you go solo
your tragic disco
your Nazi Halo
won't save you this time

Favorite Quotes

  • Life changes people, sometimes so much so, that they arent even the same person anymore. *It takes more than a history to make a future*

  • Why am I dying to live if I'm just living to die?
  • "I wish that all the love I have in my heart, wouldn't go to waste. That I will find it's place. I don't mind living my life heart first, but I feel my heart slowly shrinks everytime it get's broken. I know that living life is all about risks. That's why I put everything i got on the line...cause if you don't risk anything, you risk everything"

  • "The Truth Is You Could Slit My Throat, & With One Last Gasping Breath I Would Apologize For Bleeding On Your Shirt"

  • All is fair in love and war

  • "You cannot continue to love someone today... for who they were yesterday"

  • "Reality is governed by perspective-therefore-subject to change..."

  • "Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"

  • "Friends Are Fate's Way Of Apoligizing For Our Families..."

  • Marriage is legal prostitution.

  • When life gives you lemons, take them and throw them back as hard as you can.

  • "Knowing others is intelligence, knowing yourself is wisdom."

  • If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

  • "If you judge people, you have no time to love them"

  • "Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"

  • "Trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you've never met....."

  • "The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen,or even touched....They must be felt with the heart...."

  • "A true friend walks in......When the rest of the world walks out!"

  • "True love cannot be found where it doesn't exist.....Nor can it be hidden where it does......"

  • "Sometimes, right in the middle of an ordinary life......Life hands us a fairytale......"

  • "Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to....Doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have....."

  • "As long as we have memories,yesterday remains.As long as we have hope,tomarrow awaits.As long as we have friendship,today is beautiful......"

  • "If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever. "

  • "Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."

  • "I see, yet know not why, thorns live and roses die..."

  • "Happiness is a part of the journey, not a destination...."

  • "I may be a bitch, but im the pick of the litter!"

  • "Boys Are Stupid... Throw Rocks At 'Em!"

  • "Seems you have more excuses than desire"

  • "If I could Take the black from the skyes and add it to your eyes I would"

  • "You own everything, and owe everyone. While I owe no one for my nothing."

  • "A True Friend Accepts Your Past, Understands Your Present, And Believes In Your Future."

  • "Love Is Blind But True Friendship Closes Its Eyes...."

  • "To Live In Hearts We Leave Behind Is Not To Die."

  • "If u walk away from someone because u think it might not work, you'll never know if it would of or not. Have faith in the fact that things happen for a reason.."

  • "Every mistake I've made, I couldnt have made without you"

  • "No Guy Is Worth Crying Over, Cuz The Right One Will Never Make You Cry."

  • "When You Dance With The Devil, The Devil Dont Change, He Changes You..."

  • "I'll Drink Your Milk If You Eat My Cookie"

  • "I May Be A Bitch But Im The Pick Of The Litter"

  • "Dance Like Nobodys Watching, Live Everyday Like Its Your Last, And Love Like It Will Never Hurt"

  • "The Winner Is Not The One Who Comes Out On Top, But The One Who Keeps Playing When The Pain Is There"

  • "When You Kill A Man, You're A Murderer. Kill Many, And You're A Conqueror. But Kill Them All And You're A God."

  • "Im Only A Bitch Cuz Men Like You Made Me That Way"

  • "Who Do You Turn To When The Only Person Who Can Stop You From Crying Is The Same Person Who Is Making You Cry?"

  • "Get busy living or get busy dying."

  • "The Lengths We Go 2 Satisfy..."

  • "Break your mirror before the Lies break you"

  • "You can save your ass or you can save your soul, but you cant save both "

  • "Love: A form of temporary insanity curable by marriage."

  • "I wish sum1 would catch my eye without later poking it"

  • "I've Often Looked Back On The Times That I've Cried; And Laughed, But I Never Thought That I'd look Back On The Times I've Laughed; And Cry..."

  • "MEN spend 9 months trying to get out, and the rest their lives trying to get back in!"

  • "You hate me because I'm different, I hate you because you're all the same"

  • "Life Is A Sexually Transmitted Disease...."

  • "The Road To Hell Is Paved With Good Intentions"

  • "Don't wanna dance if it is not in my heart"

  • "This punctured heart is mine"

  • "Fuck what everyone else thinks of you, If you can sleep at nite & face the mirror in the morning then thats all that matters"

  • "It is better to be Hated for who you are, Then loved for who you are not"

  • "You have to survive hell to get to heaven."

  • "Obstacles are what we see when we lose sight of our goals..."

  • "He who makes a beast of himself rids himself of the pain of being a man."

  • "If you cant beat em...arrange to have em beaten"

  • "The Internet is the perfect reality, Its more real than television and less real than life..."

  • "Dont cry because its over, Smile because it happened"

  • "Part of being a human being is being human."

  • "To Survive U Gotta Be A Bigger Bitch Then Life Itself"

  • "Show Me Perfection And Ill Show U Its Flaw"

  • "All I Ever Wanted Was A Chance To Shine..."

  • "Take Me As I Come Cause I Cant Stay Long"

  • "Everything I Love Is Ugly"

  • "Life is best lived like a dog, if you cant eat it or fuck it..piss on it."

  • "If you dont love me, Then you dont understand me."

  • "If your not living on the edge, your taking up too much fucking room!!!"

  • "I quit sobriety, And I joined up with insanity!"

  • "We can only be what we give ourselves the power to be."

  • "It only takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to fall in love...but it takes forever to forget and move on."

  • "life is what you make it... make it real"

  • "Boys R Stupid... Throw Rocks At Em!"

  • "Ive Been Down...But Never On My Knees..."

  • "Id give up my sight just to see you...Id cut off my hands just to touch you...And tear out my heart so youd know how I feel"

  • "Out of all the things Ive lost in life, I miss my mind the most"

  • "You wait for life to end like a movie...you expect everyone to be happy and the credits to roll....but the credits never roll and nothing ends in happiness..."

  • "Condoms R The Glass Slippers Of Our Generation...U Slip One On When You Meet A Stranger, You Dance All Nite & U Toss It Away"

  • "A friend is someone who accepts your past, believes in your future, and understands your present"

  • "Dealing with backstabber's there was one thing I learned, They're only powerful when you got your back turned"

  • "When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you, when I first talked to you I was afraid to like you, when I first liked you I was afraid to love you, now that I love you, im afraid to lose you"

  • "The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else"

  • "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life... it goes on"

  • "It's easier to hear the bad things about yourself, than the good things"

  • "BODY MODIFICATION IS AN ART. OUR BODY A CANVAS."

  • "A woman is like a flower damage the petals and you will get the thorns"

  • "It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel"

  • "Relationships are like broken glass, it's better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to fix it"

  • "Dont let the pain of the past spoil the future"

  • "living for today is worth tomorrow, for tomorrow may never come."

  • "Life is nothing more then an extended death sentence"

  • "I Don't Wanna Mean Something To Everyone I Wanna Mean Everything To Someone"

  • "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away"

  • "Be stupid enough to fall in love, And smart enough to know the difference"

  • "Procrastination is like masturbation it feels great until you realize your fucking yourself"

  • "You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see...but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel"

  • "Do you know why you have 2 ears and only one mouth? Cause you should listen twice as much as you speak."

  • "Happiness is like pissing your pants, everyone sees it but only you feel the warmth"

  • "If the left side of the brain controls the right side of the body then only left handed people are in their right minds."

  • "True strength is the aknowledgement of your weaknesses."

  • "The only thing between me and Hell is a floor"

  • "I wont spare an instant of my purity on a lifetime of your lies"

  • "It was not my ear you whispered into, but my heart. It was not my lips that you kissed, but my soul".

  • "Shame on you, if you fool me once, Shame on me if you fool me twice..."

  • "Jerks are opportunists. Don't give them the opportunity."

  • "IF YOUR HEART AND MIND AGREE THEN THE DECISION IS RIGHT; IF YOUR HEART AND MIND DISAGREE, THEN LISTEN TO YOUR MIND BECAUSE A BROKEN HEART HEALS IN TIME."


  • "Suicide is not chosen: it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain." RIP DANNY PEAKE, BRIAN BOWLING., & JERRY ADKINS.


  • "If tears were a pathway & memories a lane I'd walk right up to Heaven & Bring you Home" ~RIP DANNY, BRIAN, JERRY & ANNA.


  • I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it. - Edgar Allan Poe


  • "Why fly? For once you have tested flight you will walk the earth with your eyes Forever turned skyward; For there you have been, And there you long to return -- Leonardo Da Vinci"

  • "Not all who wander are lost." --JRR Tolkien

  • "If you love someone, truely love them, never fill their eyes with pain. Never fill their eyes with something so close to grief." --Laurell K. Hamilton


  • Leave Me Props/Kudos (Not A Personal Message) Here:
    Show Me Sum Luv...

    Music:


    ..

    Tell me this aint the freakin truth... I can totally empathize with the chick!!

    All types of metal and punk. I also like some industrial and alternative.
    Below are some bands I like that I can think of offhand, these are in no certain order and some are my favorites while others are a band I just semi like... as in one or two songs from. Most tho i like wholeheartedly. This of course isnt every band Im into, that would take about a million websites to fill. (And yes im also aware that some of these bands no longer exist).

  • Six feet under
  • Rorschach Test
  • Old Cannible corpse
  • Megadeth
  • Old Metallica
  • NOFX
  • Stabbing Westward
  • The cure
  • Duncan Sheik
  • Rolling stones
  • Dead Kennedys
  • Blood 4 Blood
  • Iced Earth
  • Guns N Roses
  • Sex Pistols
  • ICP
  • Aerosmith
  • Afi
  • Vandals
  • Old Misfits
  • Danzig
  • Type o Negative
  • Alice In Chains
  • Deftones
  • Evanescence
  • Faith No More
  • Fear Factory
  • Gwar
  • Hatebreed
  • My own victim
  • MSD
  • Jill Sobule
  • KMFDM
  • Kid Rock
  • Korn
  • Led Zepplin
  • PanterA
  • Limp bizkit
  • My life denial
  • NIN
  • Pink
  • The pixies
  • Placebo
  • Poison the well
  • Rancid
  • Offspring
  • Green day
  • Saliva
  • Seether
  • Staind
  • System of a down (THE 1ST ALBUM only!)
  • Tenacious D
  • The queers
  • Tommy Lee
  • Tool
  • Travis tritt
  • trapt
  • White lion
  • Three Days Grace
  • Jack Off Jill
  • Stone Sour
  • SR-71
  • CrossFade
  • Lisa Loeb
  • Veruca Salt
  • Cyndi Lauper
  • Krystal Harris
  • Incubus
  • Dashboard Confessional
  • Third Eye Blind
  • Blind Melon
  • Drowning Pool
  • Old No Doubt
  • Nirvana
  • Garbage
  • Nickleback
  • Kittie
  • Three Doors Down
  • Hoobastank
  • Fuel
  • Linkon Park
  • Crazy Town
  • Meredith BrookS
  • Close To Home
  • Train
  • Buck Cherry
  • Guttermouth
  • Lit
  • Youth Brigade...
  • The list goes on and on man.


  • MY VERY FAVE BAND IS JACK OFF JILL!!!!
    But also My fave band has been megadeth since i was a kid, but also stabbing westward & has been for about 9 years but i find it to be bad 4 me nowadays...Feeds my depression, something i totally dont need... Im trying to be HAPPY! :)

    Click the play button to hear my theme song "Bad Reputation"

    Movies:

    Thrillers (old skool preffered!), Jack black, chris farley kinna comedys, Pretty much anything with kids in it, Meaningful movies, Meaningless movies, Real life shit. Alot of my kids movies rock too.

  • "O"
  • The Doom Generation
  • SLC Punk
  • Disturbing Behavior
  • American History X
  • Saving Silverman
  • Tommy Boy
  • Harry Potter (all)
  • Lord Of The Rings
  • Lifetime Movies (lots of em)
  • Crybaby
  • Girl Interupted
  • Clerks
  • Chasing Amy
  • Radio Flyer
  • Mallrats
  • Tank Girl
  • Jawbreaker
  • Shallow Hal
  • Around The Fire
  • The Cure - Greatest Hits (2001)
  • The Forsaken
  • Friday
  • Full Metal Jacket
  • Hysterical Blindness
  • If These Walls Could Talk
  • If These Walls Could Talk 2
  • Interview with the Vampire: The Vampire Chronicles
  • Jackass: The Movie
  • The Italian Job
  • Just Married
  • Joe Dirt
  • Losing Isaiah
  • Natural Born Killers
  • Pink Floyd: The Wall
  • Primal Fear
  • Rock My World
  • Say It Isn't So!
  • Showgirls
  • The Shawshank Redemption
  • Spider-Man
  • Tales From the Crypt Presents: Deadly Duo
  • Uptown Girls
  • Vanilla Sky
  • The Way of the Gun
  • Before Sunrise
  • Before Sunset
  • 10 Things I Hate About You

  • Anything with katie holmes, Jack Black, Chris Farley or Edward Norton in it.

    Television:

    I analyze people, Who needs television?!
    But now that we got satelite FINALLY, i do watch, i watch horror flicks, b movies, Lifetime Or TLC or court tv. We mostly leave it on Discovery Health tho, But we are also addicted to all those home improvement shows...

  • the ANDY MILONAKIS show
  • INVADER ZIM!!!
  • Drake & Josh
  • The Grim Adventures Of Billy & Mandy
  • Jerry Springer
  • CSI
  • Unsolved Mysteries
  • Property Ladder
  • While you were out
  • Trading Spaces
  • Town Haul
  • Clean Sweep
  • Forensic Files
  • Baby Stories (When it dont depress me)
  • SOUTH PARK!
  • Tales From The Crypt
  • Beavis and Butthead
  • American Chopper
  • JACKASS
  • Strong Medicine

  • I never watch it anymore, But Im a lifetime movie nut yes i am...deal with it. ha! People joke on me cuz of it, but they deal with WOMENS problems. i do happen to be a woman. plus i love true crime. i read true crime books to death. I also love court tv for the same thing. well lifetime movies are mostly true and redone into movies. they are about death, betrayal, abusive men, and rape among other things. they are all twisted and demented stories. they arent like some gay soap operas. yes i love lifetime movies. Rants End.

    Books:

    I usually read Erotica (NOT ROMANCE EWW), Thrillers, Magazines, or the back of sumthing or other... And bedtime stories :)

    Heroes:



    JESSICKA (From Jack Off Jill) & PINK are honestly my biggest idols. And im not afraid to admit I jock them. They are everything id like to be *other then the pro-choice* part. (other then myself).

    The TRUE Punks That Dont Fall In Love.

    My Kids & The Strength They Posess...

    Katie Holmes, Robert Smith, Christopher Hall, Jack Black, Christopher Farley (RIP), Edward Norton, Fairuza Balk, Angelina Jolie, (more later) These are people that in the typical hollywood world of fame and money-where most are clones, Really stand out and make a difference to me.

    *kevin smith was once my hero in the way that he made a real difference too but he has failed me in the past 5 years or so....

    BUT THESE ARE THE ONES THAT TRULY SAVED ME...

    My Blog

    Check out this event: I'm going to jail, WRITE ME!!!!

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    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 03:52:00 PST

    IVE HAD MORE THEN ENUFF SHIT FROM LOSERS TODAY!!!!!

     Check this shit out...Bigbub2287: i hate workSane2Punk: dont every1?Bigbub2287: not some peopleSane2Punk: 99.9% doBigbub2287: lets ask that to Pantera and Deicide and cradle of filthSane2Punk: y...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Fri, 12 May 2006 01:21:00 PST

    The Amazing Racist...UPDATED! lots new links.

    again the embed wont work, its only with this myspace acct... go figure? anyways here is the links! The Amazing Racist - Messing with Asians The Amazing Racist - KKK nazi The Amazing Racist - Messing ...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Fri, 12 May 2006 09:46:00 PST

    MISSING KID! C IF U RECOGNIZE HIM AND REPOST!!!

    I'm counting on every one of my friends to look at this and spread the word. Please do it. You guys are always reposting stupid things that don't matter. This is so important. Do the right thing. Even...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Thu, 11 May 2006 04:41:00 PST

    You got any niggers workin tonite?

    http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual &videoid=604128355&n=2 (For sum reason I cant get this fucker to embed)...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 04:07:00 PST

    An interesting blog on bein a skin.

    Categories There are a number of different "types" of skinhead falling into three main categories suggested by common usage: Nazi-Skinheads (Neo-Nazi Skins, sometimes called White Power) - Racist a...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 03:37:00 PST

    Juss tryin to spread the love and make someones day!

    HOPE THIS MADE YOUR DAY =)To spread the love, press reply and copy & paste the code into a new bulletinFind more cute pictures at http://www.cuteoverload.com...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 11:26:00 PST

    Even Walls Fall Down...

    Some days are diamonds Some days are rocks Some doors are open Some roads are blocked Sundowns are golden Then fade away But if I never do nothing I'll get you back some day Cause you got a heart so b...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 10:38:00 PST

    Everyone's A Good Person Inside (redone)

    I know everyone's a good person inside,Everyone wants to be loved inside...So whenever I think how you wasted my time!I try to remember the good things inside.Well, you haven't killed anyone as far as...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 10:19:00 PST

    About A Grrl....

    What do u do when ur whole life u have hung out with guys, and never had NOTHIN in common with chicks other then attraction, but then in the last couple years you long for another chick friend with ki...
    Posted by ♥ Nazi Halo ♥ on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 03:05:00 PST