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ALWAYS WAITING

Earth is for lonely hearts seeking wings to fly !

About Me

I am a bartender and I enjoy people and making new friends. I enjoy time with my family. My daughters are my best freinds. I respect their thoughts and they let me live my life. I like to laugh and share special moments with the special people in my life. I like going to the beach on my days off with either my friends or by myself. I enjoy walking on the sand and finding creatures in the water or picking up sea shells. I enjoy the warm water and watching the boats on the ocean. Books and movies are an interest to me. I like to sit by the water and watch the full moon reflect it's self back up to the sky. I like to lay out at night and watch the falling stars fall to the earth. I like to watch nfl football and have fun and drink with my friends. I like video games and listen to music and some card games. ( I don't know many of them.) I like to travel and check out new things. I enjoy cooking. I am opened minded and I have respect for those who open their minds to new things and don't let others tell them any different. I belive that there are reasons for us meeting certain people in our lives. Maybe thats why I like to meet new people they bring something into my life even if I don't know what it is yet. I like to bring happy moments into the lives of people I am around. I am fun loving and enjoy having fun. My favorite holiday is Halloween. It's a time when you can be what you want or what you dream of without any on making fun of you or judging you. I like to make people smile and being there when my friends need a shoulder to cry on or to just listen. I like to daydream sometimes of happy things and places and even people. Sometimes it brings a smile to my face and heart when nothing else will work. My memories are the best thing to me because they are happy ones. However I am very greedy with them and do not like to share unless you are a special person that doesn't mind to laugh or cry with me.

Your Deadly Sins


Wrath: 60%
Lust: 20%
Sloth: 20%
Envy: 0%
Gluttony: 0%
Greed: 0%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You will die, but first you will turn into an evil robot. How Sinful Are You?
.. You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

Buddhism


88%

Satanism


88%

agnosticism


79%

Christianity


63%

Hinduism


54%

Paganism


54%

Judaism


50%

atheism


46%

Islam


33%
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My Interests

To one day have my own pub. To finally be with that special person that makes your heart grow wings and fly. To travel and see the sunsets and meet wonderful new friends. To live, love, and laugh. To go see the KC Cheifs play at Arrowhead. To finally have people look at me and see me not for what they want to see but for who I really am. To just be acepted for me and not have anyone want to change me. To be able to let my inter child out to play and smile in the sunshine. To finally be able to say that I am truely happy and not be at war with my mind, heart or soul. To finally be at peace inside and feel the sunshine on my face.
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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet the special kind of people that likes to enjoy life and that knows how to have fun. But also can have that side where they can just sit down and listen. Not always telling you why or how to fix things. People that like to laugh and share laughs with others. And I hope along the way I will finally meet my soulmate again and if not atleast it will be fun any way. I like people that accept you as you are and don't want to change you into something or someone they think you should be. I would like to meet someone that can dream along with me and knows how to turn that little kid down deep inside out where they can play once in awhile. I would like to meet my real father atleast once in my life to just see what he looks like. So I will know where my roots have come from and maybe understand why I am so caring.refid=42872119"Create Your Own!
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Music:

Foo Fighters, Hoobastank, Staind, Sheryl Crow, Counting Crows, Crossfade, Howie Day, John Mayer, Papa Roach, Rob Thomas, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Alterbridge, Creed, J Lo, Bon Jovi, Jesse McCartney, Fuel, Will Smith, Mariah Carey, Little John, Akon, Seether, The Gorillaz, Green Day, Cold Play, Korn, Linkin Park, Chevelle, Perfect Circle, Lenny Kravits, Goo Goo Dolls, Breaking Benjamin ect..., I'll listen to it atleast once if I like it I'll keep on listening. I like to listen to everything.

Movies:

I like movies like American Pie. They got to make you laugh really hard. Horror movies ones that make you have that feeling inside that if someone just touches you or just whisper something you'll jump out of your skin. Action movies that keeps you on your seat. Movies that make you think. Movies like the Terminal that give you that warm fuzzy feeling inside. And yes even those movies that make you cry and ask why or why couldn't that be me when they find mister right. Scifi movies but they have to be realalistic not stupid. If they are stupid there in a different group.

Television:

I don't get to watch much TV. However when I do I like the SciFi, A&E, VH1, MTV, Weather Channel, FX, HBO. All depends whats on and if it catches my interest.
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Books:

Horror books the scary, sick, unbelivable when you pick it up you just can't put it down until your finished with it.

Heroes:

The person that no matter what life throws at them they atleast keeps trying. My two daughters for all they have acomplished in their lives. My son-in-law for being a wonderful husband and father and for protecting my family and our counrty from those out there that would harm us. My very, very special friend Dane for everything he has taught me and shown me. For beliving in me and accepting me for who I am and not wanting to change me. For incourging my little person inside to come out and play. And how he has taught me to belive in love again. For just being my very, very best friend.

My Blog

Please everyone who visits my site pleas read this thank you

I sit and wonder sometimes about people we come in contact with in an eveyday way or just a chance meeting as a stranger passing you in a store or on your travels or even right here on this very space...
Posted by Jenny on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:42:00 PST

Here With Me !!!!!!

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Posted by Jenny on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 07:41:00 PST

WISH

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Posted by Jenny on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 12:02:00 PST

Man in the moon!!!!!

I was sitting on the beach one night watching the full moon rise high in the sky.  The waves were calm and they were just washing up enough to touch my toes.  The breeze off the ocean was wh...
Posted by Jenny on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 10:34:00 PST

?????????

Explain to me how come things that are so simple can be so hard ?  And why is it that when you are in a realationship with some one that you treat so good why is it that they would rather be with...
Posted by Jenny on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 09:56:00 PST

Window

As I sit at the window and watch the full moon rise high in the shy I wonder if you are watching the same moon.  You always told me that as long as you live when ever you saw the full moon you wo...
Posted by Jenny on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 10:45:00 PST

FOREVER, LOVE, HAPPINESS

Why is it that your life depends on your heart which depends on love?  When you are in love your life is fresh and exciting and you can't wait till the next hour or even day.  You rush aroun...
Posted by Jenny on Fri, 16 Sep 2005 04:48:00 PST