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Hardcore Zen

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About Me

"What dreaming does is give us the fluidity to enter into other worlds by destroying our sense of knowing this world."
- - - Carlos Castaneda - - -

i moved most of my about me to my blog because my profile was taking to long to load, so if you want to know more about me just check out my blog
13 Things You Might Not Know About Me
1. Im A Good Cook
2. I Have Over 13000 Songs In My Collection
3. Im Buddhist
4. I Really Dont Smoke Pot As Much As Everybody Thinks
5. Im An Accomplisted Oil Painter
6. I Fucking Hate People Who Drink
7. I Really Dont Like Being Called Hippie, Learn My Damn Name (Hi, I'm Matt By The Way)
8. I Love To Make My Own Clothes
9. But I Hate Stupid Comments About Them
10. I Have Gay Pride

11. I Want To Make Helping People In Need And I Want To Make That My Lifelong Career
12. I Dont Draw As Well As You'd Think, So Dont Ask
13. I Love Animals
Your Dosha is Pitta
You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.
You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.
Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.
But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.
With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you
In love: You are picky but passionate
To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight. What's Your Dosha?
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.
Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Who Should Paint You: Pablo Picasso
Your an expressive soul who shows many emotions, with many subtleties
Only a master painter could represent your glorious contradictions What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?
You Are 74% Indie
You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.
You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure! How Indie Are You?

My Interests

EYES

I am very much a hippie at heart, I was Born in the wrong era perhaps I know that I am an old soul and I carry many powerful memories I am very SPIRITUAL but I detest religion, I know it sounds like a contridiction but the way i see it is the point of having religion is to make sure people do good things, but I don't think we need strict rules and guidelines to do that. Being a good person isn't rocket science, we know when we're doing good and we know when we're doing wrong (whether or not we like to admit it). These rules that cause holy wars when all we need is an enlightening discussion about our differences in belief. Alot of times rules help us alot, but with a subject as personal as this they harm more than they save. Among my growing number of spiritual practices are t'ai chi, yoga, chain dancing, trip dancing, meditation, and trance (both drug induced and natural).
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net ...and psychology and them!!!: )

I'd like to meet:


Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results

Gregariousness ||||||||| 30%
Sociability |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Poise ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Leadership ||||||||||||||| 50%
Provocativeness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Self-Disclosure ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Talkativeness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Group Attachment |||||||||||| 38%
Extroversion |||||||||||||||||| 51%
Understanding ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Morality ||||||||||||||| 46%
Pleasantness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Empathy ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Cooperation ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Tenderness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Nurturance ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Accommodation ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Conscientiousness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Efficiency ||||||||||||||| 50%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Purposefulness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Organization |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Cautiousness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Rationality ||||||||||||||| 50%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Planning ||||||||||||||| 42%
Orderliness ||||||||||||||| 49%
Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Happiness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Calmness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Moderation ||||||||||||||| 50%
Toughness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Impulse Control ||||||||||||||| 42%
Imperturbability ||||||||||||||| 46%
Cool-headedness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Tranquility |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 57%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Ingenuity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Reflection |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Competence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Quickness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Introspection |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Creativity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Depth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Take Free Advanced Big 45 Personality Test
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Factor low score high score
Gregariousness 30% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold
Sociability 58% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting
Assertiveness 50% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive
Poise 62% uneasy around others socially comfortable
Leadership 50% stays in background prefers to lead
Provocativeness 62% modest, plays it safe bold, uninhibited, cocky
Self-Disclosure 66% private, contained very open and revealing
Talkativeness 50% quiet, stealthy, invisible motor mouth, loud
Group Attachment 38% loves solitude prefers to be with others
Understanding 66% insensitive, schizoid respectful, sympathetic
Warmth 66% disinterested in others supportive, helpful
Morality 46% break/ignore the rules play by the rules
Pleasantness 62% aloof or disagreeable gets along with others
Empathy 70% out of tune w/ others in tune with others
Cooperation 70% competitive, warlike agreeable, peaceful
Sympathy 74% socially inconsiderate socially conscious
Tenderness 50% cold hearted, selfish warm hearted, selfless
Nurturance 62% self pleasing, me first people pleasing, me last
Conscientiousness 46% reckless, unscheduled careful, planner
Efficiency 50% unreliable, lazy finisher, follows through
Dutifulness 54% leisurely, derelict strict, rule abiding
Purposefulness 46% inattentive, undisciplined prepared, focused
Organization 58% relaxed, oblivious detail oriented, anal
Cautiousness 42% impulsive, spendthrift restrained, cautious
Rationality 50% irrational, random direct, logical
Perfectionism 54% careless, error prone detail obsessed
Planning 42% disorganized, random scheduled, clean
Stability 66% easily frustrated calm, cool, unphased
Happiness 62% unhappy, dissatisfied self content, positive
Calmness 74% touchy, volatile even tempered, tolerant
Moderation 50% needs instant gratification easily delays gratification
Toughness 70% hypersensitive, moody thick skinned
Impulse Control 42% lacks self control maintains composure
Imperturbability 46% highly emotional emotionally contained
Cool-headedness 54% demanding, controlling accommodating
Tranquility 54% emotionally volatile emotionally neutral
Intellect 82% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Ingenuity 78% lacks new ideas innovative, novel
Reflection 78% unreflective, coarse art and beauty lover
Competence 78% slow to understand/think intellectual, brainy
Quickness 74% intellectually dependent intellectually independent
Introspection 78% not self reflective self searching
Creativity 82% dull headed synthesizer, iconoclast
Imagination 74% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Depth 82% lacks curiosity mental explorer
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Music:

Check out my bands

Your Taste in Music:


80's Alternative: Highest Influence
90's Alternative: Highest Influence
90's Rock: Highest Influence
Alternative Rock: Highest Influence
Classic Rock: High Influence
Punk: High Influence
Adult Alternative: Medium Influence
Dance: Medium Influence
Progressive Rock: Medium Influence
80's Pop: Low Influence
90's Hip Hop: Low Influence
Gangsta Rap: Low Influence
Hair Bands: Low Influence
Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence
Ska: Low Influence How's Your Taste in Music? Some Of The Bands I Like Include:
...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of The Dead, A Perfect Circle, AC/DC, Alice In Chains, Alien Ant Farm, Amber Pacific, Audiovent, Baumer, Beethoven, Bleed The Dream, BlueMaxBerries, Blue Meridian, Blue October, BlueMoon, Brad Sucks, Breaking Benjamin, Bright Eyes, Bronson Arroyo, Burden Hand, Bush, Cake, Chevelle, Chronic Future, Cirrus, cLOUDDEAD, Coheed & Cambria, Cops On Acid, Dangerdoom, Darling Of The Dead, Days Of The New, Dead Sexy, Death By Stereo, Death Cab For Cutie, Demon Hunter, Division Of Laura Lee, DJ Snow, Dropkick Murphys, Dylan In The Movies, The Early November, Earshot, Eisley, The Exies, Eve 6, Finch, FlyLeaf, Foo Fighters, Fort Minor, Franz Linzt, Gorillaz, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Incubus, The Infinity Room, Jack Johnson, Jared C, Jem, Jimi Hendrix, Juliana Theory, Junk Science, Jupiter Sunrise, Lacuna Coil, Led Zeppelin, Marcy's Playground, Marty Casey And The Lovehammers, Mellowdrone, Micheal Franti And The Spearhead, Motion City Soundtrack, Murder By Death, Muse, Nine Inch Nails, Nipples Of Venus, Nirvana, Nobuo Uematsu, The Offspring, Opeth, Park Ji Yoon, The Pillows, Poison The Well, Portishead, The Postal Service, Puddle Of Mudd, Queens Of The Stone Age, Radiohead, Rammstein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rilo Kiley, Roses Are Red, Shadowflag, Shadow Play Silverchair, Sinead o' Connor, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Soul Coughing, Staind, Stereo Deluxx, Stone Sour, Stone Temple Pilots, Stories Never Told, The Streets, The Strokes, System Of A Down, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, Tool, The Transplants, Velvet Revolver, Wintersleep, Wolfsheim, Yoko Kanno, AND Zao One Of My Favorite Bands is The Pillows, a catchy guitar rock band out of Japan. Virtually unknown in the US, their one claim to fame is doing ALL of the theme music for the quirky and original anime Fooly Cooly

Watch Video:

1979 (Smashing Pumpkins)

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This Video just exudes happiness, plus ya just gotta love the "proud parents of a "D" student" bumper-sticker

Movies:

SLC Punk!, Cruel Intentions, Office Space, X, 12 Monkeys, A beautiful mind, Speak!, Jackass: The Movie, High Art, Wedding Crashers, Ju-on: The Grudge, Super Size Me, CKY, CKY2K, CKY3, CKY4, Runaway Jury, Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Clerks, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Dogma, The Green Mile, Awakenings, most any modern adaptations of Shakespeare And Thats All I Can Think of right now!!!

Television:

Intervention, Dead Like Me, Fooly Cooly, Weeds, Ghost In The Shell, Project Runway, Gungrave, Law And Order: Criminal Intent, Cowboy Bebop, Jackass, Sex And The City, House, CSI, Serial Experiments Lain, Boston Public, Cold Case, Life On Mars

Books:

i like james frey, william s burroughs, orson scott card, ray bradbury, e.l. konigsburg, edgar allen poe, christopher pike, and several others, i just cant remember their names

Heroes:



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adopt your own virtual pet!Hes blue becauce hes a foriegn exchange student and he feels lonely

My Blog

Reasonable Doubt Part 1(there will be more story and more twists dont worry)

I am looking for revenge. My Brother lies in a grave while his killer sleeps comfortabally in a hotel room. I am looking for revenge.When I heard the police had caught my brothers killer i was overj...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:57:00 PST

The Bright Side...

i like to look on the bright side of things.for example: Bush is against gay marriage. hes our president so thats a bad thing right?well yeah, but hes a fucking moron, if i were on a debate team he wo...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 06:05:00 PST

More iSupport Banners

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Posted by Hardcore Zen on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:50:00 PST

More About Me

You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blo...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:50:00 PST

Quizzes And Such

You are Abstract. Not everyone understands you, butyou weren't meant to be straightforward. Youtry to never do the obvious, and you might be avery nonverbal person. You're emotionallycharged and you t...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:43:00 PST

President Evil

I'm trying to get this game put into productionHere's the story: In Early 2009, George W. Bush lost his title as the president of the united states. Seeking power and immortality, he becamr part of a...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 02:09:00 PST

Almost Faceless *New Poem*

Almost FacelessPainted is her majesty,Her beauty is what she hides,She is scared of the world,And in turn they're scared of her lies,That is what she holds dear,And it is this which in turn makes them...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 05:36:00 PST

Boyfriend Application .2

BASICS:Name:mattAge:17Location: near burlingtonHeight: 5 9Hair (color and style): auburn and my hair goes from short and spikey on one side to a long "wing" on the otherood pic i'll put it up (fyi, i ...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 07:10:00 PST

Philosophic Rants Part 1 (Enlightenment and Sexuality)

Enlightenmenti could tell you were looking for something to believe in, thats the last step in maturity, so congrats 'o wandering soul your almost there, belief concretes our life, expanding us and fi...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 01:17:00 PST

The Dead Flower Project (Surrealism)

i have this new idea for multiangle photography, im not going to explain the specifics but i was going for a 3-d look... it didnt work, but it did make an interesting surreal look, a little editing an...
Posted by Hardcore Zen on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 06:05:00 PST