im only pretty on myspace. & im a very curious little girl.
i just want to be loved.
photography. kissing boys & then some. skydiving. the ocean. the stars. drugs & laughter. music gigs. spontaneous roadtrips. doggies. pop rocks. the arts. late night golfcart trips. "blue light walks". flipflops! fireworks. my little pony. wanting to feel needed. wanted. not caring. dancing when nobody is looking. dancing when people are looking. speeding. adrenaline rush. self concious. wishing i had friends my age. ran away from home that is now 918 miles away. thunderstorms. always alone in the winter. never been inlove. not myself in public. always myself behind closed doors. zach braff. down on myself because dad always put me down. wish i could feel pretty. lazy sundays. front porches. swings. doubtful that not one boy will give a damn. carwashes. piano. piano. piano. orchestra. violins & strings. my tongue ring. conversations about amazing musical artists with good people. thrift shops. taco bell. hands. pixie stix. monster energy. caffeine. dim lighting. downtown. headshops. threadless tshirts. cordoury. the south. lindsay lohan comments 24/7. cruise in a benz. the doors. coldplay. radiohead. beck. sigur ros. steve miller band. & beyond. poor posture. parachutes. the sun. clouds. fear of car crashes. fear of 'falling'. im always making sound effects for like anything i do. ive never been given flowers. must see aurora borealis someday. overdosing on sleeping pills yet not ever wanting to fall asleep because im afraid im going to miss something.
my famous twin, miss lindsay lohan. & zach braff. & radiohead. & more kids my age. especially boys. (:
the ipod.
the breakfast club. garden state. peter pan. little miss sunshine. blow. donnie darko. party monster. elephant.
ALICE IN WONDERLAND.
that 70s show. nip/tuck. family guy. southpark. late night with conan.
alice in wonderland. rollingstone magazine. & cosmopolitan.
FRIEND SCOTT.