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little one♥

I can't fit in your pocket.

About Me

I am very laid back. I like board games. I have a renewed interest in horror movies. I want to start a bowling team. I like ice more than someone probably should. I'm queer. I want a puppy so i can name him/her Cupcake. I like reading and playing cards. I am stubborn. I can argue for hours. I don't like it when my feet hang over the edge of the bed. I frequently freeze Gatorade so I can eat it late at night. I like taking pictures. I just don't care. I live with my son. My son consumes my time. He is a little sponge. Taking everything in and still wanting more. It has been a struggle but he is getting better. We are learning together. I wouldn't trade my life for anything in the world. I have made my mistakes in my life. But i won't make them twice. I want real friends. Not fair weather friends. I want a friend who will be there through all of it. The older I get the harder it seems to make legit friends. I am opening a new part of my life. It is amazing. I am learning a lot of new things about myself. What I can take. I am ready for more. I want more. I am going to make something out of myself.I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

My Interests

i'm interested in all sorts of things. boys, girls, movies, photography, hanging out with that special someone, kids, animals, cars, travel, robots, monkeys, body modification, concerts, making out, having adventures, driving in cars for hours, learning about bdsm, making things out of clay, reading ,drawing,pinup girls, becoming fashionable, dorks, nerds, serial killers, forensic science, learning something new, learning something old, being kind, laughing at myself(all the time),makeup,eating salsa, meeting people, trying to save the world, finding out why people are such self absorbed idiots, playing video games, learning how to tattoo, discovering new things about myself, finding new places to hang out.

I'd like to meet:

People who are real. I know people are real. But there are some out there that need their humanity card revoked. People who are self made and don't rely on others to complete them. Someone who will fight for who they are and not bend to please the masses. Somebody I can learn from.

Music:

depech mode, le tigre, duran duran, the cure, the postal service, the dandy warhols, bitch and animal, elliott smith, horror pops, the moldy peaches, cadallaca, elvis, the haggard, tegan and sara, the doors, my life with the thrill kill cult, the smiths, prince, radiohead, the clash, buddy holly, babes in toyland, ah ha, portishead, miranda july, atmosphere, the streets, the killers, belle and sebastian, modest mouse, the shins, new kids on the block, billy holiday, the misfits, morrissey, tori amos, sleater kinney, johnny cash, bratmobile, the pixies,boy george and the culture club, michael jackson, the magic numbers, social distortion, rancid, atomn and his package, lovage, nekromantix, aracde fire, iggy and the stooges, kimya dawson, holly golightly, jerry lee lewis, the doors,adam ant and so on. i will listen to anything but these are some of my favorites. i really love 80's music. but i like it when people introduce me to new things. i wonder what i will hear next?

Movies:

Clockwork Orange, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Edge of Seventeen, Better than Chocolate, All Over Me, The Birdcage, The Kiss, Lick The Star, L.I.E., Gummo, Pink Flamingos, Bully, Begotten, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Drop Dead Fred, Pretty In Pink, The Breakfast Club, The Corpse Bride, SLC Punk, But I'm A Cheerleader, High Tension, Weird Science, The People Under The Stairs, The Little Mermaid, The Life Aquatic, Ghost World, Tank Girl, Foxfire, Mean Girls, White Christmas, A Christmas Story, Romper Stomper, Sid and Nancy, Sixteen Candles, Harry Potter, Empire Records, Star Wars, Slackers, Office Space, Clerks, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Crybaby, Edward Scissorhands, Velvet Goldmine, Juno and so on and so forth.

Television:

there is no time for tv anymore.

Books:

i'll read anything. no really, i will.

My Blog

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Posted by little onee on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 02:38:00 PST

What goes around comes around.

I figured out today that people are totally ridiculous. I think it is funny how people behave in so many stupid ways. We are all too caught up in ourselves to think about anyone around us. People are ...
Posted by little onee on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 12:00:00 PST

And I thank you...

I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you to all the people who have been there for me recently. Thank you for listening and offering your advice. For just being there without words. For your understa...
Posted by little onee on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 04:15:00 PST

when its over

life has a sure fire way of changing on you in a split second. My head is still spinning. I don't know which way is up. I feel lost and empty. Heart break is a killer. Moving on is not as easy as it s...
Posted by little onee on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:44:00 PST

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

i feel like screaming and shaking my fist. i feel like crying and curling into a ball. i feel like drawing the blinds and shutting out the world. i feel angry and furious. i feel scared and unsure. i ...
Posted by little onee on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 02:04:00 PST

life is not whatnot and its none of your business.....

 so as you may or may not know i will be moving to portland in july. (hopefully towards the beginning) evan has already gone ahead. trying to get a job and get things set up so the child and i do...
Posted by little onee on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:51:00 PST

its breathing down my neck.

so the time that evan is leaving is getting really, really close. i can't help but worry. i know this is really scary for both of us. i know this is all going to work out. but a month apart makes me t...
Posted by little onee on Wed, 28 May 2008 01:47:00 PST

close a door, open a window

last night was awesome. Despite the fact that evan has been sick we had a good time. We had an random movie night. Three out of the four movies we watched were romantic films. It seems in all of the...
Posted by little onee on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 05:49:00 PST

the suspense is terrible....i hope it’ll last

so, it was nine months jan 13th. i personally never thought we would make it this far. but for the first time in my life i am totally happy and in love. there is no doubt. he loves me for me. he has n...
Posted by little onee on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:29:00 PST

just a thought

i miss hanging out. i want to kick it with a bunch of people. i want my friends back. i feel like all i do now is work and run fucking errands. seriously. i want movie nights with the homies. fuck let...
Posted by little onee on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 06:15:00 PST