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"7♥3♥2008"
Name: Paige Six
Age: 18
Birthday: 11/22/89
City: Gotham City
Status: Complicated
"Beware of the darkness in your heart, the heartless prey upon it."
Open Your Eys
By: Angela Charon
"Let me tell you how i survived the Great Depression.
i took a tiny pill that killed my appetite and erased my libido, leaving me to wonder why food and men were ever invented. These side effects made me ecstatic, since i'd been eating my way up, up, up, up the scale and i hadnt been kissed since... hmm.
I became Holly Go-lightly, living in my Upper East Side aerie. I surrounded myself with equally, undepressed friends who were also not hungry and carried chic pill boxes. I lived a social-lite life. sample sizes thrilled me, food and penises left me unperturbed. my former ass, slimmed down to a plum, firm, and round dimple-free, situated high about my legs. my boobs reverted to teenage tangelos, but i didnt mind bc i had a plum bum and a drawer filled with silky,lacy,bowed, bedazzled thngs to accentuate its ripe sweetness.
i became vain. i glanced at my reflection while passing mirros and shop windows. one night i was at my friends apartment with two bottles of veuve clicquot. i was go go dancing to the 1968 beatles song "honey pie." i felt so chipper i weaned myself off my antidepressant, sure i was cured and set for live, never to crave reese's pieces or belgian waffles or french fries.
HA! Now every morning I wake up starving and eat a fatass breakfast and go on match. com using my friend Michael’s password, so when the straight New York men I check out and click on “Who’s Viewed Me” they wont see my picture and profile, but rather a handsome, grinning gay man reclining on an inflatable Cleopatra’s barge in his Palm Springs pool, whose favorite song is Donna Summer’s “Love to Love You Baby.” That way I can browse undetected, and Michael can bust the switch hitters for me.
All of this eating and sitting while sleuthing led to an insidious spoiling of the flesh – a dimple here, a dent there, a jiggle going up the stairs… my plum puckered out on me, morphing back into a giant peach and then into a pear which spread into my thighs so that I could no longer distinguish where my butt ended and my legs began. My hump fell, Humpty Dumpty! And the greatest fall of all was my ego, with my confidence landing on top of it. I regained 10 lbs so fast they became pals, hanging out on my thighs, calling across the way to each other and having a laugh when I tried to wiggle into my prized originally-$650- but –purchased-on-second-markdown Burberry miniskirt. Countless leg lifts, pool laps, and spin classes thinned me everywhere but there, where those fat friends stuck together, blowing me raspberries and waving their union cards in my face. "
I miss that girl♥

About Me

I am who I am, I love who I am, and I don't need anyone to validate me. You have something horrible to say to or about me, give it a rest, and bite your tongue, because I don't care what you have to say or think. I do my best and I'm working to make myself better. I do me, not what you want me to do or be. I'm a loving mother, a one-of-a-kind lover,a die-hard friend, and your worst enemy. I won't lose a minute of sleep for treating you how you deserve to be treated.
I’ve made mistakes in my life.
I’ve let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve.
But, I’ve learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I know better next time and I won’t settle for ANYTHING less than I know I and my daughter deserve. Looking back I wouldn't change a thing, knowing it brought me to where I am now, with my child.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe
There are so many injustices in this world that arguing will get us nowhere. even i fall victim to that. if someone is too ignorant to know they are in a tunnel, let them live in thier darkness, and hope for all that is good that they never come into any significant political power. it is when we find a way to put everything aside, all hate and all pent up anger form injustices, that the world can evolve.
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