Interests...music...my friends...that's about it. Oh...I like to think too...but sometimes I tend to over-anylize things. I guess it is sad how so many people choose not to engage in the use of that small portion of their brains that allow a deeper thought to life.
I love anyone and everyone until someone gives me a reason to feel otherwise. Need I say more?
Ah...my life. There is a huge list of my favorite bands but here are just to name a few. For starters, life would not be worth living without My Chemical Romance, HIM, The Used, American Hi-Fi, NoFx, MXPX, Yellowcard, Simple Plan, Good Charlotte, SR71, Busted, Godsmack, Mushroomhead, and so many more. But one of my favorite songs right now is Politically Correct by SR71. I guess it would be dedicated to Hope, and both my Jasons.Politically CorrectI don't mean to piss you off with things I might say But when I try to shut my mouth they come out anyway When I speak my mind, that's when we connect But that's not politically correct Our heads are so filled with thought, we can't use our imagination Like a sky so filled with stars, you can't find a constellation And everyone's so sensitive to every bad vibration We're so impressing while we're regressing There's nothing I believe in more than my own insignificance So why does everybody think that my words can make a difference I just don't have time to think up every social consequence I'll just keep on talking, you keep applauding I don't mean to piss you off with things I might say But when I try to shut my mouth they come out anyway If you spoke your mind you might feel more connected Until you get politically corrected You lean a little to the left or the right but You can only see what's on your side Look a little like a deer in the headlights A little blind, a little hypnotized So you conform with the best of intention Change comes from inside After all that's what this country was founded on Do nothing different, just fall in line What happened to make us so afraid You couldn't make a Mel Brooks movie today I saw Blazing Saddles yesterday
I would have to say that my favorite movie is Interview With A Vampire. Although I cannot stand Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise (Both of which play the leading rolls) but the movie has so many things that no one really thinks about. I guess the meaning of life and death are just so strong and before seeing this movie I don't think that I can honestly say hat I have ever truely grasped the concept of all the things that are emphasized in the film. Maybe I am crazy...but it's who I am.
I honestly dont like television...it's all drama. South Park rocks! Believe it or not that is all that I have to say about that one.
I have been through more than most people my age. So much loss and so many stupid things that I have done that very few people know about. Two books that I have been influenced by are Cut, and Speak. I can relate to the characters in these books and I realize, although both are fictional, that there is always going to be a bigger picture to life and it just takes a lot of difficulties in life to overcome the tests that are sent our way.
There are few people that I actually look up to...that I can call my heroes. My best friends Hope and Jason...and a new person in my life, another Jason. They keep me going without ever really knowing the true impact that they have on my life. There are also two publically known people that I also consider my heroes. TuPac Shakur, who was one of the most amazing entertainers of all time, someone who made a living by trying to better people's knowledge of the hardships in this world, who is probably one of the only rappers that I have ever known to honestly, without a doubt respect women, and Edgar Allen Poe, A man who lived through so much death, and still made it on his own in a world that he could have so easily given up on. All of them have inspired me to better the person that I am...all of them meaning more to me than anything or anyone else in this lonely world.