And it takes more time than ive ever had,
drains the life from me, makes me want to forget.
As young as i was, i felt older back then,
more disciplined, stronger and certian.
But i was scared to death of eternity,
i was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety,
and i lied to myself and said it was for the best.So now faith is replaced with logic so cold,
ive disregarded what i was now that im older.
And i know much more then i did back then,
but the more i learn the more i cant understand.
And ive become content with this life that i lead,
where i drink to much and dont believe in much of anything.
And i lie to myself, and say its for the best.
