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natalie ortiz

i'm looking to make another mistake, fuck things up again

About Me



I've relocated. I check this on and off, and I'm particular about who gets added to my new myspace.but for the basics: i'm a young lady. i desire a southern gentleman. i like dread locks and long hair. i'm a fan of devendra banhart. i love to write, drive aimlessly around, and work at my dead end job. i'm peculiar. i frolic a lot. I dream a lot. I'm a vivid idealist.

My Interests

the sound of your breathing, shallow, in the early mornings.
the sound of sirens since the world is ending.

I'd like to meet:

----someone interested in more than bodies, who has a thirst for knowledge that could rival my own. someone who has eyes that shine brighter than the sun. someone that can renew my faith in love and life and hope and future, someone with their eye on the prize, and a keen sense of right and wrong. someone who can hold a conversation for longer than five minutes about more than what they just spent their money on. someone completely unforgettable; someone who doesn't want to forget me. someone who has touched me before, but i never knew it. someone a bit new, a bit old, a bit used, a bit discarded, a bit brushed off. someone completely themselves, who is at ease with me. who doesn't run away, or throw me in the line of fire. someone that holds back nothing, who faces me and looks me in the eyes and doesn't turn their back. someone completely unique. nothing like a soulmate, though their soul matches mine.

Music:

imogen heap, frou frou, hot hot head, amy macdonald, between the buried and me, set your goals, taking back sunday, postal service, hammer no more the fingers, colour revolt, brand new, katy perry, (older) fall out boy, sneaker pimps, william orbit, the beatles, gym class heros, cobra star ship, newer britney spears, the early november, the killers, the used, iron and wine, hollywood undead, radiohead, thom york, pj harvey, stone temple pilots, paramore, thursday, the audition, feist, ingrid michealson, arcade fire, kings of leon, the perishers, travis, alanis morissett, dido, prince, blink 182, flyleaf, etc.

Movies:

american history x. fight club. anything with edward norton. the illusionist. the believer. doom generation.

Television:

dexter, snapped, family guy, futurama, comedy central presents..., random shitty reality tv.

Books:

a million little pieces. fight club. haunted. etc.

My Blog

for the record

i am a respectable individual on my own.no copy cat.at least, i tell myself that.but everyone's a jumbled mess of a collection of people and their own recollections.at least i keep the stories straigh...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 05:13:00 PST

blase blase

school started for me on weds. i have a four hour biology lab. at least the professor makes it entertaining, but im coughing out a lung, or two, the entire time ive been in class. ive got tuesday and ...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 01:49:00 PST

for a lonely soul, youve having such a nice time.

things are coming to a close. i can't say i'm too sad to see it go. i guess i'm prepared. i can't take the blame anymore, and i can't stand being used as a tool. i can't stand seeing people "letting g...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 06:05:00 PST

future.

whichever president signed off on credit can go to hell. i don't know what the "american dream" is anymore, but i think it's pretty much dead. it's all about smoking, drinking, having sex, and not rem...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 10:03:00 PST

Rosa

it's the sensation of free falling, without any backup. it's knowing that your mistakes are your own even with their friendly, sympathetic whispers of "it's alright. i'll help you." or "it'll be bette...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:08:00 PST

I don’t mind if you don’t mind

I just want the chance to feel the sun on my skin, and feel lips above my temple. I'm all about moving on, and getting a fresh start. Leaving for two weeks did more for myself personally than anything...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 07:07:00 PST

i am the sinner.

thoughtless actions, and countless words. window sills painted blue, and broken window's. nothing's better than a gradual set back. fogged up car windows, and broken promises; useless summer nights an...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 01:23:00 PST

With this being said.

I've said this all before, but without the realization. I've said this all before, without truly understanding. With that said:I move forward, only to move backwards. I can't say that I'm not trying t...
Posted by natalie ortiz on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 12:45:00 PST

everytime you say hello i say goodbye

SO. GRATEFUL....
Posted by natalie ortiz on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 05:05:00 PST

lay low.

all i can think about is how everything is so far from my finger tips... and i couldn't be happier.but i still miss.
Posted by natalie ortiz on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 09:24:00 PST