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Doctor Squarepants

they can be quite a test these deep runs, A test of our inner selves, don't you find that true?

About Me

if you didn't know...



as you can tell, I'm not a very good looking guy, probably just plain good looking. I think my friends will tell you that if the life of the party had a heart and it stopped, they'd call me in to shock it back to life, "STAT"! Now, if I had it my way, I'd want to be something like the super massive blackhole at the center of the Sombrero Galaxy (M104)

But since I don't the thing I love to do the most is entering this state of being, most usually with the help of some good friends. We've named it the "plex", the verb being "Plexxin'". in essence it's this state of complete serenity and calmness while interacting with the love and caring of your friends.

Now it would suck for you to get all the way down here and not know the rules. don't just Random friend me. this is how it works. A message is sent, then comes a reply and magically we'll be friends..



My Interests

Music, House, Techno, Drum n Bass, Mofongo, snowboarding, Books, Computers, snorkling, Sex, Mangu', walking, Females, chaos and irrationality because it seems so prevalent

I'd like to meet:

You, wanna play?

Music:

...in my heart of hearts there's this door at the bottom of some dark stairs, Grafitti and stickers covere door, where two Huge violence ready bouncers Smile at you and welcome you as they gingerly pat you down, your guns and weapons are checked at the door, the coat Check hands you your ticket, and the door opens. The first thing you feel is the bass Grabbing at your chest from inside , pulling you into this room. the hardwood floors shimer, covered in the silvery sheen of baby powder. in a corner there is a set of steps leading up into a loft, here sits the magical DJ booth, Racks and Racks of vinyl records cover the walls of the loft, and One tiny Monitor sits over a rotary mixer and 3 turntables suspened in a web of rubber bands and bungee cords. Back in the room, the Music bangs at 50k watts, the lights cover the room in this cacaphony of colors and shapes, as my friends and lovers all together jump and prance in this too small of a space. each with a hand thrust in the air, together lost and found in the ecstasy that only we know and understand as our love for that 4/4 thumping to the beat of our hearts.And then, it really hits you!

here is a taste of the aural ...

Movies:

Casablanca, Nightmare before christmas, fight club, Edward Scissorhands, rhinocerous, Batman Begins, The Usual Suspects, To have and have not, Mr. Smith Goes to Washington, Oceans Eleven, Ed Wood, Dazed and Confused, Breakfast Club, Once upon a Time in Mexico, El mariachi, The harder they fall, Say anything, the Dark crystal, Barefoot in the Park, Spiderman, don Juan De Marco, The Godfather 2, La Marca del Zorro, Scent of a woman, devil's advocate, blow, the Matrix, Dog Day afternoon, LEgend, Kill bill, Kill Bill 2, Pirates of the Carribean, the african queen, fear and loathing in las vegas, The lord of the Rings trilogy, a knights tale, OLDSCHOOL, Dodgeball, Carlito's way, Revolution, Sin City, Bed head, four Rooms, dEsperado and many more...


You are: Godzilla!You are strong and independant. You are also
always ready to take on any challenge and
never leave things unfinished. You fight for
your beliefs and don't put up with shit from
anybody! AnyBody!!!
Which Godzilla movie monster are you?
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Television:

Entourage, Rome, Weeds, Sleeper Cell, AdultSwim, Saturday MOrning Cartoons!

Books:

Currently I find myself re reading the Classics, Life experience allows for a different perspective page for page, so I've started a reconstruction, sort of, of my understanding of all of these books. trying to find "the Carlisle Witches" has proven to be a real bugger though. anyway, so far I've droppped "the pearl, east of Eden, Of Mice and MEn - Steinbeck - if you have "las uvas de ira" lets talk The Motorcycle diaries - E. "che" Guevarra; Still Life with WoodPecker - Tom Robbyns And I"m an avid rereader of Calvin and Hobbes, because I refuse to let my inner child take a back seat to the neurotic adult the world demands I become, Fuck That! :]~but then there's the quotes...

"Kiss me and you will see how important I am." --S. Plath

"Follow your inner moonlight; don't hide the madness." --A. Ginsberg
"Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the senses" --Lao Tzu ..type='hidden' name='type1' value='1'
[Shoe size] 12..type='hidden' name='question2' value='%5BShoe+size%5D'..type='hidden' name='type2' value='1'
[Parents still together] nope..type='hidden' name='question3' value='%5BParents+still+together%5D'..type='hidden' name='type3' value='1'
[Siblings] 2 sisters - 2 brothers, but only one "Manita"..type='hidden' name='question4' value='%5BSiblings%5D'..type='hidden' name='type4' value='1'
[Pets] 1 Max, 2 cats, 4 turtles, 1 Tah-Ras..type='hidden' name='question5' value='%5BPets%5D'..type='hidden' name='type5' value='1'
FAVORITES..type='hidden' name='question6' value='FAVORITES'..type='hidden' name='type6' value='2'
[Color] blue..type='hidden' name='question7' value='%5BColor%5D'..type='hidden' name='type7' value='1'
[Number] 2 3 7 13 42..type='hidden' name='question8' value='%5BNumber%5D'..type='hidden' name='type8' value='1'
[Animal] Max..type='hidden' name='question9' value='%5BAnimal%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type9' value='1'
[Drinks] Remy Martin Louis XIII, Jameson's Crested 10..type='hidden' name='question10' value='%5BDrinks%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type10' value='1'
[Soda] Coke is it...type='hidden' name='question11' value='%5BSoda%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type11' value='1'
[Book] Several..type='hidden' name='question12' value='%5BBook%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type12' value='1'
[Flower] Orchid..type='hidden' name='question13' value='%5BFlower%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type13' value='1'
DO YOU..type='hidden' name='question14' value='DO+YOU'..type='hidden' name='type14' value='2'
[Color your hair?] no..type='hidden' name='question15' value='%5BColor+your+hair%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type15' value='1'
[Twirl your hair?] nope..type='hidden' name='question16' value='%5BTwirl+your+hair%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type16' value='1'
[Have tattoos?] plenty..type='hidden' name='question17' value='%5BHave+tattoos%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type17' value='1'
[Have Piercings?] use to have but I heal..type='hidden' name='question18' value='%5BHave+Piercings%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type18' value='1'
[Cheat on tests/homework?] nope..type='hidden' name='question19' value='%5BCheat+on+tests%2Fhomework%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type19' value='1'
[Drink/Smoke?] only socially..type='hidden' name='question20' value='%5BDrink%2FSmoke%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type20' value='1'
[Like roller coasters?] HELL YES..type='hidden' name='question21' value='%5BLike+roller+coasters%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type21' value='1'
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes I just make that happen..type='hidden' name='question22' value='%5BWish+you+could+live+somewhere+else%3F%5D+'..type=' hidden' name='type22' value='1'
[Want more piercings?] No, Want More Tattoos..type='hidden' name='question23' value='%5BWant+more+piercings%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type23' value='1'
[Like cleaning?] not rally, but I like it clean..type='hidden' name='question24' value='+%5BLike+cleaning%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type24' value='1'
[Write in cursive or print?] Print, cursive is part of that eurocentric torture used to keep the genious from the right handed..type='hidden' name='question25' value='%5BWrite+in+cursive+or+print%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type25' value='1'
[Own a web cam?] don't everyone..type='hidden' name='question26' value='%5BOwn+a+web+cam%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type26' value='1'
[Know how to drive?] like andretti on Crack..type='hidden' name='question27' value='%5BKnow+how+to+drive%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type27' value='1'
[Own a cell phone?] sometimes..type='hidden' name='question28' value='%5BOwn+a+cell+phone%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type28' value='1'
[Ever get off the damn computer?] I am a Cyberjunky..type='hidden' name='question29' value='%5BEver+get+off+the+damn+computer%3F%5D+'..type='hidd en' name='type29' value='1'
HAVE U EVER ..type='hidden' name='question30' value='HAVE+U+EVER+'..type='hidden' name='type30' value='2'
[Been in a fist fight?] Several - I'm a scrapper at heart..type='hidden' name='question31' value='%5BBeen+in+a+fist+fight%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type31' value='1'
[Considered a life of crime?] many times..type='hidden' name='question32' value='%5BConsidered+a+life+of+crime%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type32' value='1'
[Considered being a hooker?] I couldn't pull it off, i'm so willing to give it away for free..type='hidden' name='question33' value='%5BConsidered+being+a+hooker%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type33' value='1'
[Lied to someone?] I am only human, but I try to be honest...type='hidden' name='question34' value='%5BLied+to+someone%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type34' value='1'
[Been in love?] Once too many times, my waxings at poetry can attest..type='hidden' name='question35' value='%5BBeen+in+love%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type35' value='1'
[Made out with JUST a friend?] sometimes..type='hidden' name='question36' value='%5BMade+out+with+JUST+a+friend%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type36' value='1'
[Been in lust?] like everyday..type='hidden' name='question37' value='%5BBeen+in+lust%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type37' value='1'
[Used someone] never...type='hidden' name='question38' value='%5BUsed+someone%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type38' value='1'
[Been used?] Yes. DIE BITCHES..type='hidden' name='question39' value='%5BBeen+used%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type39' value='1'
[Been cheated on?] Yes..type='hidden' name='question40' value='%5BBeen+cheated+on%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type40' value='1'
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] like I said, I'm a scrapper..type='hidden' name='question41' value='%5BKicked+someone+in+the+nuts%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type41' value='1'
[Stolen anything?] yes..type='hidden' name='question42' value='%5BStolen+anything%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type42' value='1'
[Held a gun] and shot it...type='hidden' name='question43' value='%5BHeld+a+gun%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type43' value='1'
CURRENTS ..type='hidden' name='question44' value='CURRENTS+'..type='hidden' name='type44' value='2'
[Current clothing] Sweatpants and Socks..type='hidden' name='question45' value='%5BCurrent+clothing%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type45' value='1'
[Current mood] inquisitive..type='hidden' name='question46' value='%5BCurrent+mood%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type46' value='1'
[Current taste] Sweet..type='hidden' name='question47' value='%5BCurrent+taste%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type47' value='1'
[What you currently smell like] Dolce & Gabbana..type='hidden' name='question48' value='%5BWhat+you+currently+smell+like%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type48' value='1'
[Current hair] Fuzzy ..1 with a razor, unidirectional-sometimes both cuz I like the slick feeling when my scalp is wet..type='hidden' name='question49' value='%5BCurrent+hair%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type49' value='1'
[Current thing I ought to be doing] Sleeping..type='hidden' name='question50' value='%5BCurrent+thing+I+ought+to+be+doing%5D+'..type='hidd en' name='type50' value='1'
[Current cd in stereo] Rebirth of SLICK - Digable planets..type='hidden' name='question51' value='%5BCurrent+cd+in+stereo%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type51' value='1'
[Last book you read] Tom Robbyns- Still life with Woodpecker..type='hidden' name='question52' value='%5BLast+book+you+read%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type52' value='1'
[Last movie you saw] Butterfly effect..type='hidden' name='question53' value='%5BLast+movie+you+saw%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type53' value='1'
[Last thing you ate] homade chicken Salad..type='hidden' name='question54' value='%5BLast+thing+you+ate%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type54' value='1'
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Rob..type='hidden' name='question55' value='%5BLast+person+you+talked+to+on+the+phone%5D+'..type= 'hidden' name='type55' value='1'
[Believe there is life on other planets?] statistically it's improbable, so it's really selfish to think that we're the only life in the universe..type='hidden' name='question57' value='%5BBelieve+there+is+life+on+other+planets%3F%5D+'..ty pe='hidden' name='type57' value='1'
Remember your first love?] Like it was yesterday, sometimes I even touch the scars to get a better view..type='hidden' name='question58' value='Remember+your+first+love%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type58' value='1'
[Still love him/her?] of course, it's my first Love, you never really stop loving them. if I said I had, I'd be lying, and remember, I'm trying to be honest...type='hidden' name='question59' value='%5BStill+love+him%2Fher%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type59' value='1'
[Read the newspaper?] sometimes, the news gives me agita..type='hidden' name='question60' value='%5BRead+the+newspaper%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type60' value='1'
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yes..type='hidden' name='question61' value='%5BHave+any+gay+or+lesbian+friends%3F%5D+'..type='hid den' name='type61' value='1'
[Believe in miracles?] they are possible..type='hidden' name='question62' value='%5BBelieve+in+miracles%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type62' value='1'
[Do well in school?] I hated school, it bored me to pieces..type='hidden' name='question63' value='%5BDo+well+in+school%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type63' value='1'
[Wear hats] Yes..type='hidden' name='question64' value='%5BWear+hats%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type64' value='1'
[Hate yourself?] spent six months in paradise learning to Love me...type='hidden' name='question65' value='%5BHate+yourself%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type65' value='1'
[Have an obsession?] Women..type='hidden' name='question66' value='%5BHave+an+obsession%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type66' value='1'
[Collect anything?] Transformers..type='hidden' name='question68' value='%5BCollect+anything%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type68' value='1'
[Have a best friend?] a few, I am Lucky..type='hidden' name='question69' value='%5BHave+a+best+friend%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type69' value='1'
[Close friends?] Like I said, I am Lucky..type='hidden' name='question70' value='%5BClose+friends%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type70' value='1'
[Like your handwriting?] it's so gross, it works as a pickup line "Omg, are u a doctor?"..type='hidden' name='question71' value='%5BLike+your+handwriting%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type71' value='1'
[Care about looks] although I say I don't, it takes me forever to get dressed...type='hidden' name='question72' value='%5BCare+about+looks%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type72' value='1'
LOVE LIFE..type='hidden' name='question73' value='LOVE+LIFE'..type='hidden' name='type73' value='2'
[First crush] 7..type='hidden' name='question74' value='%5BFirst+crush%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type74' value='1'
[First kiss] 11..type='hidden' name='question75' value='%5BFirst+kiss%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type75' value='1'
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] I've been hit by the thunderbolt, so yeah..type='hidden' name='question76' value='%5BDo+you+believe+in+love+at+first+sight%3F%5D+'..typ e='hidden' name='type76' value='1'
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes..type='hidden' name='question77' value='%5BDo+you+believe+in+%5C%22the+one%3F%5C%22%5D+'..typ e='hidden' name='type77' value='1'
[Are you a tease?] I could be..type='hidden' name='question78' value='%5BAre+you+a+tease%3F%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type78' value='1'
[Too shy to make the first move?] depends..type='hidden' name='question79' value='%5BToo+shy+to+make+the+first+move%3F%5D+'..type='hidd en' name='type79' value='1'
ARE U A..type='hidden' name='question80' value='ARE+U+A'..type='hidden' name='type80' value='2'
[Daydreamer] HELL YES..type='hidden' name='question81' value='%5BDaydreamer%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type81' value='1'
[Bitch/Asshole] come, test me. ..type='hidden' name='question82' value='+%5BBitch%2FAsshole%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type82' value='1'
[sarcastic] LIKE nobodies bussiness..type='hidden' name='question83' value='%5Bsarcastic%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type83' value='1'
[Angel] I could be..type='hidden' name='question84' value='%5BAngel%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type84' value='1'
[Devil] I a firm believer in the duality of man, so yes..type='hidden' name='question85' value='%5BDevil%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type85' value='1'
[Shy] yes..type='hidden' name='question86' value='%5BShy%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type86' value='1'
[Talkative] when the mood strickes me we could talk into the wee hours..type='hidden' name='question87' value='%5BTalkative%5D+'..type='hidden' name='type87' value='1'
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1919 -Jan 1, 2006Your my Boy BLUE!!!
recently, A good Friend reminded me of something really good inside of me I found while going through it.

THE FINAL INSPECTIONThe Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?"The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough.But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep.And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears.I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me a round, Except to calm their fears.If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or had too much, But if you don't, I'll understand.There was a silence all around the throne, Where the saints had often trod. As the Marine waited quietly, For the judgment of his God."Step forward now, Marine, You've borne your burdens well. Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets, You've done your time in Hell."

My Blog

Your my boy Blue! Your my boy!

 'Old School' actor Patrick Cranshaw dies Fort Worth resident best remembered as Blue in 2003 comedy 06:36 PM CST on Thursday, December 29, 2005 By TOM MAURSTAD / The Dallas Morning News Patri...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 11:53:00 PST

RIP PAULY

SYMPTY (pronounced SIMP-TEE) a production company focused on bringing people together to create one vibe by synchronizing the audio and visual energy. SMPTE (pronounced SIMP-TEE) an audible electroni...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 10:01:00 PST

Just another House Party

Went with some friends to "Just another house party." Omg.  It was so refreshingly True School.  This kind of fun and accepting atmosphere is nothing short of refreshing to find in NYC after...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 10:51:00 PST

and the people go Awww

"They danced down the streets like dingledodies, and I shambled after as I've been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 04:57:00 PST

forward...

searching my mind, my hands, pour over my dreams, and heart. looking for whatever is the matter yet all I've found is no replacement for time, no substitutes for sorrows past. you heal, as lif...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

through the numb.

through the Numb wincing at the life tactile explorations bring, yet not wanting to cut anew, bringing attention to this recent scab, not yet dark, tender, sweet. abhorring and yet cleaving t...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

it's friday...

well it's been friday all day, but I just managed to get on, I'm trying to get the IM to work, but for whatever reason, either noone likes me enough to chat, or it's just broken.  I think I'...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sadness...

I work in Jersey city, over looking the lower manhattan skyline. I try not to look, every time I do, I pause and the ache is sometimes so great that I have to look away, or walk back in side. my co-wo...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

something I got...

added a couple of vids to the profile, good looking Steph, there is some music I need to get my hands on, I'm waiting for AMok to come with them records. Things are changing, I hope for the better, I ...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ding!

 little bells going off in my head. dinner was awsome.  and minus the details all you need to know is that for the first time in a long while I can say that I am happy...   The wonders ...
Posted by Doctor Squarepants on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST