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About Me


SHORT:
I am Ashley and I am a:
Recovering insomniac,
Internet addict,
Starving artist,
Psuedo musician,
Potterhead,
Devotee,
Rickmaniac and
Complete nerd
That should sum it all up for you.

AIM Address: RainFusion

[torured_mess]'s thought of the Moment:
"I'd rather hide in the shadows, than in the light and blind like the rest."
-Miss Mess

Favorite Quote/Lyrics of the Moment:
"True excitement comes from variation in rhythm, tone, pitch and a wide range of dynamics which in turn provides space and warmth - something you're unlikely to find in much of today's rock/pop music." -Alan Wilder

My Solo Music Project:

My Other Music Projects:

.. .. ..

My Interests

.. I love:
+Art,
+Music,
+Reading,
+Writing,
+Sarcasm,
+Horror Movies,
+Villains,
+Philosophy,
+Spirituality,
+Meaningful conversations,
+Bands that have a pregnant lyrical content.
I dislike:
-Close minded people,
-Meaningless chit chat,
-Organized religion, mankind's first major mistake, there is no one right religion or one true belief,
-Bands with "Cookie Monster" vocals.

I'd like to meet:



The remaining members of Depeche Mode.
"...we don't fit in and we never have, and I've come to embrace that - there's no one like Depeche Mode." - Dave Gahan ..

Ever since I read this in an interview I have wanted to meet Trent Reznor from NIN. " I remember seeing a bunch of frat boys in the audience, people who would beat me up when I was younger, and they were liking my music. And I was like, Wait a minute, this isn't for you, this is for the other kids!"

Other than that anyone...

Others I admire(no order):

Music:

..
A Perfect Circle,
Alice In Chains,
Annie Lennox,
Bauhaus,
Bella Morte,
Billy Corgan,
Birthday Massacre, The,
Blue Oyster Cult,
Bravery, The,
Buzzcocks,
Clan Of Xymox,
Clash, The,
Conjure One,
Cult, The,
Cure, The,
Daniel Ash
Danzig,
Dave Gahan,
David Bowie,
Dax Riggs
Deadsy,
Deftones,
Depeche Mode,
Dethklok
Disown,
Doors, The,
Echo & the Bunnymen,
Editors,
Eurythmics,
Faint, The,
Faith No More,
Fantomas,
Fields Of The Nephilim,
Fleetwood Mac,
Garbage,
Goldfrap,
HIM,
INXS,
Janis Joplin,
Jefferson Airplane
Joy Division,
Led Zeppelin,
Lost Prophets,
Love and Rockets,
March Violets, The
Marilyn Manson,
Martin L.Gore,
Massive Attack,
Minu Vyrus,
Mission UK, The
Morrissey,
Muse,
New Order,
Nick Cave,
Nine Inch Nails,
Nirvana,
Pearl Jam,
Peter Murphy,
Pink Floyd,
Placebo,
Primus
Rammstein,
Red Lorry Yellow Lorry,
Rob Dougan,
Rock Kills Kid,
She Wants Revenge,
Sisters of Mercy,
Skinny Puppy,
Siouxie & the Banshees,
Smashing Pumpkins, The,
Smiths, The,
Stellastar,
Stevie Nicks,
System of a Down,
The 69 Eyes,
Trobbing Gristle,
Tones On Tail
Tool,
Type O Negative,
White Zombie,
Who, The,

Wizard Rock Bands:
-click the name to go listen-
The Whomping Willows,
The Remus Lupins ,
Dumbledork ,
Draco and the Malfoys ,
Dobby and the House Elves ,
VOLDEMORT ,
Oliver Boyd & The Rememberalls ,
The Sectumsempras

Movies:

..
Se7en,
Crash,
SLC Punk,
Art School Confidential,
Clerks II,
Clerks,
Interview With the Vampire,
Shawn of the Dead,
Cemetary Man,
Evil Dead,
I Drink Your Blood
In the Mouth of Madness,
Silence of the Lambs,
Hannibal,
Red Dragon,
Hannibal Rising,
Texas Chainsaw Masacre,
The Omen Trilogy,
Audition,
From Hell,
Edward Scissorhands,
Sleepy Hallow,
Beetle Juice,
Saw,
The Changling,
Eraserhead,
Carrie,
The shining,
Apt Pupil,
28 Days Later,
Storm of the Century,
The Exorcist,
Stigmata,
May,
One Hour Photo,
What Dreams May Come,
Dead Poets Society,
Depeche Mode 101,
DM: One Night in Paris,
Donnie Darko,
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,
Pulp Fiction,
House on Haunted Hill (old one with Vincent Price),
The Bat (again Vincent Price is the shit),
Last House on the Left,
Evil Dead,
The Nightmare Before Christmas,
Vincent (short by Tim Burton),
Lord of the Rings,
The Village,
Signs,
The 6th Sense,
Harry Potter: PoA,
Harry Potter: GoF,
Robin Hood: PoT
Dogma,
Gallaxy Quest,
Die Hard,
Sense and Sensibility,
Monty Python: Holy Grail,
Monty Python: Meaning of Life,
Labyrinth,
Dark Crystal,
Logan's Run,
Soylent Green,
Planet of the Apes(original),
War of the Worlds,
The Craft,
Sin City,
Bowling For Columbine,
Road to Perdition,
Purfume,
Sweeney Todd,
Directors:
Time Burton
David Lynch
David Cronenberg
Quentin Tarantino
Alfonso Cuaron
Kevin Smith
Eli Roth
Video Games:
XBOX is the shit!
Ninja Gaiden,
Fable,
Star Wars: KotOR,
Castlevania: CoD,
Kingdom Hearts

Television:

..
House,
Ghost Hunters/TAPS,
X-Files,
CSI,
Twilight Zone,
Millenium,
Family Guy,
Futurama,
Myth Busters,
Conan O'brien,
The Daily Show,
Random things on the:
History Channel,
Discovery Channel,
TruTV

Books:

..
Harry Potter,
The Half-Blood Prince being my favorite.

Necronomicon: The wanderings of Alhazred,
Letters from the Earth,
Nocturnicon(Has a small chapter on how to obtain a nice bottle of Absinthe),
The Land Lady(ShortStory),
Long Hard Road Out of Hell,
Perks of Being a Wallflower,
Take a Walk On the Dark Side,
Bag of Bones,
Dracula,
Vampire Cronicles Volume 1,
Black House,
The Complete Works of E. A. Poe,
In Cold Blood,
Authors:
J.K. Rowling
Edgar Allan Poe
Lewis Carol
Anne Rice
Konstantinos
Stephen King
Ray Bradbury
H.P. Lovecraft

Magazines:
Alt. Press,
Rue Morgue,
NME(British Mag.),
Scientific American,
TIME

Graphic Novels:
30 Days of Night,
Dark Days,
Wake the Dead

My Blog

THIS SATURDAY


Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 06:33:00 PST

Lacrimation

I'm putting this one to song soon.   This feeling is overwhelmingCan't keep these tears from welling.I'm sinking to complete immersion I'm drowning like a newbornWashed clean and then again rebor...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 04:42:00 PST

Cutting the fat in more ways than one

It has become increasingly hard to tolerate people whom I have nothing in common with, especially those that lack a single ounce of moral fiber. Don't get me wrong, I myself have teased the devil with...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:37:00 PST

We got MERCHANDISE!

You know you want it. There's no denying it. Come hither, child... and BUY OUR SHIRTS! We've opened a store at Cafepress for merchandise. For now, we've got some basic but awesome shirt designs. More ...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Mon, 19 May 2008 01:13:00 PST

My Macabre Sanctuary

This is an explanation. It is not an excuse or call for help. I think it is safe to say that everyone's mind works a little differently. We absorb the world around us through thought process at differ...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Fri, 16 May 2008 10:31:00 PST

Official review of my music...

This is taken from an online article that discussed several bands in the Wrock scene:"Finally, come The Sectumsempras, who sound nothing like the other bands (and are so good that several of my friend...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Sat, 10 May 2008 03:10:00 PST

Truth Blog

It's time to tell me what you really think of me. Let the truth spill from your mouth like something you just can't choke down. I wanna know what you can't say to my face. Tell me your criticisms and ...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Mon, 05 May 2008 02:31:00 PST

This Memory (poem)

This is old and I might have posted it before, but I am in the process of going through a lot of my older journals...   This memory is a rope around my neckI fall and it pullsI slip and...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 12:00:00 PST

Savior in Disguise

This song started as a short poem first. I changed some of the verses around and added lines to make it an evil duet. You can hear the full song on the Sigilum Serpentis myspace page.   "Savior i...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 01:35:00 PST

Ten Questions for Christians

I came across this list of questions posted by a site called God is Imaginary. Faith is supposed to be a test. If it were so easy what would be the point of free will? Atheists would see that sta...
Posted by ‡tortured_mess‡ on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 09:53:00 PST