Evan - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Living dreams, dreaming new
Springing forward to choose a life to get me by,
not a life that passes by.

Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might,
for in the grave, where you are going,
there is neither working nor planning nor knowledge nor wisdom

Im zhanknight on AIM.

My Interests

music, coffee, smiling, traveling,new mexican food, pretending to be indiana jones

I'd like to meet:

People with good reasons to live.

Music:

Yes

Movies:

Evil Dead trilogy, mermaid in a manhole, amelie, event horizon, baraka, altered states, the machinist, the Jacket, Waking Life, anything that brings to light the absolute beauty of being alive, cheesy horror films, Defending Your Life

Television:

In the words of a guy who inspires me, "Not if I can help it." That said, The Simpsons.

Books:

walt whitman, jack kerouac, chronicles of amber, kahlil gibran, kurt vonnegut, heart sutra, ernest hemmingway, Rolf Potts, Pico Iyer

Heroes:

A Hero is an inspiration, and as such most everyone around me is my hero.

My Blog

Surrounded in crap, I ask,

"What the hell am I doing here?"
Posted by Evan on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 10:40:00 PST

I find myself covered in my mistakes.

Digging my way out of thisgarbage heap thatI have made,chipping away at thestones that make upmy premature grave.
Posted by Evan on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:17:00 PST

Spiral Notebooks.

Tonight I am trying to decide whether the loss of a particular stack of notebooks is important in any manner. I have recently parted with a series of notebooks with chronologically (for th...
Posted by Evan on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:42:00 PST

Walking away into the mist at night.

Time to take down the sticks and stones that would have made this house a home.Pack 'em away for another day, another dreamlet this one fade.and I say, "this is a night for the wolves." as low clouds ...
Posted by Evan on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:50:00 PST

Days in puddles.

I'm a stranger all the time.All that I know are stories abouthow I go in the blue moon glow of night.The crack of thunder through the branches,pelting rain against my chest. Rushing wind o'er the leav...
Posted by Evan on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:59:00 PST

the next ten minutes, and the twelve prior.

daylight fades into my lingering reflection in the glass,heavy and distorted with the embrace of a humid night.
Posted by Evan on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 05:24:00 PST

Meeting Hamas

President Carter recently met with Hamas leaders in the middle east. I'd like to meet those guys, too. Then, I'd like to meet some higher-ups in Israel. If I haven't yet been shot to death (I d...
Posted by Evan on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 11:54:00 PST

Fleeting dream

Swimming in the shape of you, Ilet the current guide my every motion;gliding over and beneath the sheets.
Posted by Evan on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 08:46:00 PST

It just occurred to me.

I am now old enough that, a decade ago, I was a teenager.I had some more to say, some things I'd writtenearlier today, but.. seem to have forgotten them.
Posted by Evan on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:06:00 PST

tonight at nine on headline news:

I don't think I'll ever get to sit down and talk to you like an old friend and come clean, and that is disappointing. What is the benefit of bitter grudges?I don't understand how I can want so many th...
Posted by Evan on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 09:32:00 PST