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Chobotinovski

this is all I got - but I'd fight for all of it

About Me

MJdesigns "God will never put you in a situation that you can't handle. But you can definitely put yourself in a situation that you can't handle."
Hi, my name is Jenn. There are some things you should probably know about me:
-There's this man. Who's very important to me. You'll probably see a lot of him, as it took me over 19 years to find him, and I don't plan on letting go anytime soon. He can always get me to smile, regardless of the circumstances. He is more than I could have ever asked or hoped for.
"Remembering the first time the first time that we spoke
You were the something there that took away my cares
So much has changed since those yesterdays
And you have changed my life in so many ways and for the good
I'll never pass the chance to hold your hand and dance
I never want to bring you down
I won't waste away the time given to me
I never want to bring you down
Remember all the good times of friends and memories
You were the something there that took away my cares And through so many times and through so many days
You were by my side at times when I'm afraid."
- LINUS
-I will go to battle for my family or friends. -I am a realist and therefore sometimes mistaken for a cynic. -I am intelligent, articulate and creative. -I have a habit of calling people 'sunshine'. -I am somewhat of a music snob. I will listen to any genre you can think of, as long as it's actually good. -I go for long drives and sing improv the entire way, which is why you can usually find bottles of water in my car. -My drinks of choice are: Water, VitaminWater, Propel, Gatorade, Sprite, Sprite with cherries, and Coca-Cola with cherries...usually in that order. -I also drink copious amounts of coffee.
"There is way more to it than viewing the glass half full or half empty, realize that. Even if the glass is completely empty, you can do something. So you have an empty glass with no water in it? Cool, fuck the water. Now you just have a cool change jar instead of a glass to drink from." - Pat

STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF
and your friends and never let go! ♥

My Interests

.Travis. .Good times with friends. .Art. .Music. .Hardcore. .Running. .Ultimate. .Calculus. .Philosophical Discussions with a Point. .Pointless Philosophical Discussions. .Affecting Change. .Photography. .Tattoos. .Writing. .Losing Games of Pool. .Attempting to Play Shufflepuck. .Boats. .Wandering Through Woods. .Drinking hot cider and watching the rain fall. .Drinking hot cocoa and watching the snow fall. .Swinging on Swings. .Hardcore two-stepping at country western clubs. .Wheeling. .Mixtapes.

I'd like to meet:


Anyone who can accept the fact that I have a boyfriend, so I'm off limits and very uninterested.
Steve Prefontaine
John Frusciante
Dali
Ansel Adams
Les Claypool
Anthony Kiedis
Miles Davis
Cannonball Adderley
Coltraine
Voltaire
Ivan the Terrible
Elliot Smith
The Pax Cecilia
Billy Corgan
Maynard James Keenan

Cool Kids
I have awesome friends.

Travis

Brent

Beth

Maggie

miss sarah

Sara

Samma [presh]

Sexi Mexi

Prom Date

Immy!

DJ

Eli

More Cool Kids

Music:

currently: the Deftones 'SNW' swarm of the lotus 'when white becomes black' Miles Davis 'Bitches Brew' Garth Brooks 'double live' Bane 'the note'

This is subject to change.

Movies:

a few favorites: Cinema Paradiso Requiem for a Dream Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind V for Vendetta American History X Swing Kids With Honors Sliding Doors Crash Serendipity

Television:

Numbers Inked Miami Ink

Books:

Great Gatsby Long Way Down Dante Club Lolita The Hotel New Hampshire The Five People You Meet in Heaven Candide In Cold Blood A Beautiful Mind

Heroes:

My parents for their tenacity and strength. My sister for being the most incredible big sister I could dream up. Travis James...for saving me from many things, and teaching me how to love and trust. For being all I had ever hoped for, but never thought I would find.

My Blog

safe, heaven, new...

first day of classes went well. I was already given homework in differential equations, but I'm actually excited for that.  the ultimate school decision is coming and I'm trying to avoid it as l...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:54:00 PST

...

Stark anticipation over french-press coffee With indie music playing in the background Intriguing decor wrapping it's arms around us The soft shout of your name across a crowded room As you sauntered ...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 08:38:00 PST

back, with more resolve.

so I've spent these past few weeks trying to make sense of everything...in trying to do so I decided to push away people who I didn't want to admit my faults to. my failures. my imperfections. instead...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 07:54:00 PST

holding you, I hold everything

So today my first alarm rang at 7:30 so I could call and make sure travis was awake. Then I went back to bed for a bit, and then I got up and got ready. I printed out directions to the sheet metal&nbs...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 06:06:00 PST

how I feel. [in a nutshell]

My boyfriend is more understanding, accepting and forgiving than I had ever dreamed anyone could be. I stare at him sometimes trying to figure out how I managed to get so lucky...to stumble across a d...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 10:16:00 PST

I have never needed

some god or spirit to forgive me for my many sins. I need the people I have hurt to forgive me. "forgive me father, for I have sinned"? fuck that. "forgive me everyone, for I have sinned" that's how...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:31:00 PST

mending fences and oneself.

sometimes you need to be asked point blank about things. you need to be accused, called names, and stood up to. to force you to look in the mirror and face yourself and your actions. trying to mend t...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 12:48:00 PST

It's nights like these

That leave you feeling lost and lonely and introspective. Going over conversations in your head. Playing the memories over again like a filmstrip has been lodged in your brain. I don't know where I'm ...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 08:09:00 PST

FOURTH times a charm? [a gauging story]

Early this year, I began an endeavor that would end up spanning over the majority of the year. I began gauging my ears. I bought my first pair at home over winter break, I do believe..12s. Upon arriv...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 05:58:00 PST

do you like the way the water tastes?

So I've  been a bit sick lately...leading up to today where my eye is not feeling that great, so now I have to wear my glasses. woohoo. Saturday was the one night where I actually got to do some...
Posted by Chobotinovski on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 06:28:00 PST