Honey BABY

MY MOM CALLS ME LATINA HEAT... LOL Constantly changing and evolving. I love to learn …. I live to be free. . . I create …excitement and tranquility. I don’t want you sweating me and I won’t sweat you, I just like em real. . . chill. My mission in life is to fight my demons and rise above the flames… eyes wide in hopes of fortune and fame… but not for the glory but to overcome the pain. I want travel all over the world to teach love. . . and breed intelligence without the books. . . without the television, Just by listening. By using what is in each of us. . . in order to bring us together. My mind runs like rapid transit… and I tend to get bored. Please never try to stop and contain it cause I will resent it. I like to stay in motion I want each of my movements fluid. I love to dance,… I love good music. Someday I hope to create beauty in clothing. One of my fondest memories was going curtain shopping with my mom and they would have samples of different fabrics draped on fake windows... and I would hide behind each one and maybe even from myself. I was timid but my imagination was curious and would carry me outside of that fake window, into a home, into a life, into a magical world. I would feel the texture… the hand... I paid attention to the drapability. . . I was amazed I was captive, i would lose myself in the color, it's intensity, it's purity. But I did the sensible thing and went that route. Now in my upper twenties I play by no ones rules but my own. I’ve been called selfish. . . I’ve been called busy. .. Guess to understand you gotta be just like me. I find inspiration from the game of life… and of just living. Growing up I wasted much time on idle, fickle lovers so now my focus is all me. I like to be spoiled… but not drowned in compliments cause insecurity was breed in me. I’m dealing with my own issues now so I really can’t handle anyone else’s bullshit. And did I mention game recognize game so please don’t try to play. I treasure my friends… gangsta in some ways, but a lady always. I smile nice and wide it tends to be contagious. . . I love to dress up and look my best. I love to be in control of myself. I hate to let people down. I hate high expectations. I love to be right but recognize when I am wrong. And I love to try new things… and be spontaneous. I can have a party in my front room all by myself and feel as though the whole world missed out. I love the sound of other people laughing. I love to feel loved. I hate it when people say negative things... all the time. I hate it when people are inconsiderate. I am very empathetic and sensitive sometimes eventhough I hate to admit it. If you let me I’ll be real… if you try to keep me. . . I might steal… your heart. No ill intent., maybe just woman’s part. Heard enough or hungry for more,… Holla.