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kennedy

give me belief that my time will come

About Me

im 28 years by the clock and my my life is only getting shorter. we've got our Bushes in office and a new world order. this is not a comfortable seat that im sitting in and im trying to get back to familiar ground. im rising later now in a futile hope that a shorter day will come .simply not centered anymore. who's this boy, the one thats driving my carefree self to utter distraction?there are no longer laws that apply to me only a miracle could save me now. i"m wanting to glare at him but he's holding his own. when u want it to badly no one wants you, no ones attracted to that desperation. i"m sure he's seen my mind at its blackest devoid of humor and filled with self pity. is this something i really want people to know .blah enough about my crush!! and on to me im 28 and a couple of years ago i decided that i've become anal but i tolerate a lot. i love to laugh but love dark music and minor chords .im very patient and can probably hold a record for it. i treat everyone individually so therefore i think that i am compassionate. i like to think sometimes without talking and dont always express my insights openly.lonely for the time being. but remember im patient. and lonliness is fundamental. i like lots of music. all genres. i love singing and learning guitar and piano. i picked up piano recently and decided i'll go back to learning guitar. i cant sing and play at the same time. i blame that as a mixture of not having enough time and not making time. ha, enough for now...

My Interests

music, non fiction..well fiction too,scientology, i guess...nag champa (mmmm) sociology...i cant sing and play the guitar at the same time...have to start working on tht again...piano is ayer crooked lip;bitch....violins my favorite..i'll never learn it though

I'd like to meet:

boys, boys, girls.. str8 ..gay..whatever and to whomever wants to hook up with KennI .... U gotta go thru me!Peace n Love GEO!..BEWARE OF THE J'S Jsux and he's a J! GEº,,¡§aysI got my contact table from Hot-Lyts.com!..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
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STATISTICS
Name?: k-ray
Birthplace?: lufkin
Current Location?: houston/sugarland
Hometown?: san antonio
Nationality?: who knows
Eye Color?: brwn
Hair Color?: drk brwn
Height?: 6'1"
Glasses or contacts?: contacts
Piercings or tattoos?: no
Single or taken:?: single and not looking
Siblings names (if any)?: christiana
Right Handed or Left Handed?: right
Any pets?: no
Your greatest strength?: patience
Your Weakness?: food
Your parents names?: kc and molly
FAVORITES
Favorite color?: blue
Favorite flower?: Foxglove
Favorite college basketball team?:
5 favorite movies and one you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?: bad seed, mommy dearest, run lola run, a bugs life, finding nemo, color purple
Favorite holiday?: halloween
Favorite physical feature on yourself?: my leggys
Your favorite pizza toppings?: pepperoni
Favorite alcoholic drink of choice?: punkrock lonestar beer
Favorite guilty pleasure?:
Your favorite lunch meat?: salami
Favorite non-sexual thing to do with a girl/guy?: massages
Favorite place to eat a romantic dinner?:
Favorite season?: winter
Favorite cartoon character?: peter
Your favorite food?: veggie burgers
Favorite Ice cream flavor?: yuk
Favorite subject(s) in school?: sociology
Favorite candy?: yuk
Favorite breakfast cereal?: honey nut clusters
Favorite person in your life?: he's gone
Favorite book of all time?: becomnig a man
Favorite song?: erase and rewind
You favorite park?:
Favorite place to be?: home
Your favorite sport to watch on TV?:
Favorite TV show (Still running or ended)?: family guy
Your Favorite number?: 23
Your favorite letter(s) of the alphabet?: k
Favorite fast food restaurant?: mc donalds
Who is your favorite Disney Princess?:
What would you consider your favorite T.V. station?:
Favorite names for a son?: nicholi, solice, solty
What about favorite names for a daughter?: inga, bella, phenelope
What is your favorite part of your life right now?:
WHICH DO YOU PREFER
Chocolate or Vanilla?: neither
Alcoholic or non?: non
Long relationships or one night stand?: long
Scary movies or comedies?: scary movies
Short or long hair?: long
Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons
Beach or lake?: lake
Cowboys or Indians?: indians
Cops or Robbers?:
Single or Group Dates?: group
McDonalds or Burger King?: mc Ds
Pepsi or Coke:: pepsi
Starbucks or elsewhere?: elsewhere
Dogs or cats?: dogs
Jay Leno or David Letterman?: jay
DO YOU's
Do you smoke?: nope
Do you sing?: yes
Do you want to get married?: nope
Do you believe in yourself?: yep
Do you get along with your parents?: yep
Do you go to church?: nope
Do you want children?: yep
Do you drink?: yep
Do you like to travel by plane?: yep
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning?: yep
Do you have a teddy bear?: nope
Do you like thunderstorms?: hell yeah
Do you play an instrument?: ha..working on it
Do you think Jesus is great?: yep
Do you have any friends of the gay preference?: yep
Do you consider yourself a party person or more apt to stay at home?: homebody
HAVE YOU EVER
Have you ever fired a gun?: yep
Have you ever loved someone?: yep
Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?: yep
Have youe ever been with someone of the same sex?: yep
Have you ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?: yep
Have you ever cried for no reason?: nope
Have you ever cut your own hair?: nope
Have you ever skipped school?: yep
Have you ever bungee jumped?: nope
Have you ever punched someone?: yep
Have you ever been arrested?: yep
Have you ever broken into someone's house?: nope
Have you ever participated in a crime without getting caught?: yep
SOMETHING A LITTLE MORE MATURE
List your top fears:: growing old
What bill do you hate paying the most?: rent
What did you want to be when you were growing up?: radio star
How many colleges did you attend?: 4
What errand/chore do you despise?: vacuming
A secret that you wouldn't mind everyone knowing?:
How many joints pop when you get out of bed in the morning?: lol
What is the biggest amount of money you have made from a yard sale?:
What do you get every time you go into a Wal-Mart?:
What are your views on marriage?:
What Hollywood star do you think resembles you best?: m. jackson old school version
Who from high school would you like to run into?: jackie
Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?: not moving with j
If you could get away with it, who would you kill?: hmm...ttt
What famous person dead or alive would you like to have dinner with?: nina persson or nina simone
How do you want to die?: quickly and painless
What do you want to achieve in life?: move out of the country
How many jobs have you had?: several
At this point in life, would you rather start a new career or relationship?: career
Number of drugs you have taken?: 2
Your most missed memory?: obvious
What are your first thoughts upon waking up?: 10 more mins
What goal would you like to achieve this year?: to get all my dumb math classes over with
Who would you like to see right now?: j
Are you still friends with your ex's?: umm..i still love him
What books are you reading (if any)?: invisible victims and little chinese seamstress
What are your regrets?: not picking a major and sticking with it
What song best describes your love life?: lovefool
SOME RANDOM QUESTIONS
Who do you stalk on MySpace?: lol
Do you cheer for the bad guy?: hell yes..can we get some unhappy endings
What do you want when you are sick?: sleep
What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?:
Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth?:
What country would you most like to visit?: sweden
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 1
What is the best way you document your life?: writing poems
WHAT'S THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU HEAR....
Love and Romance...: celibacy
Music...: the cardigans
School...: math
Politics...: jim mcgreevy
The internet...: ebay
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Music:

the cardigans, portishead, the spooks, rufus wainwright, ben folds, shiny toy guns, carrisas weird, new order, eisely, erykah badu, j.scott, ella fitzgereld, dinah washington, theme song from the exorcist, chris and cosey, tubular bells,night on bald mountain, saint saens, queen of the nights aria, imogen heap, Khia, prince, dungen m.jackson, fiona apple, ben kweller, deathcab/postal, im diggin this..ADULT., miss kitten, res, nina simone, beyonce, broadcasts, dungen, the sundays, the strokes, solar twins, dixie chicks, pizzicato five, berlin, xiu xiu, coco rosie, circa survive, the gossip, tracy + the plastics, the rapture, pretty girls make graves, etc.

Movies:

the bad seed, yer momma's mommy dearest, chidren of the corn, horror movies...scary stories, american splendor, the short bus, the maltese falcon, mildred pierce

Television:

family guy, mad tv, arrested development eyye like shadow with crazy lQQk, the office

Books:

EXQUISITE CORPSE by poppy z brite, MAUS

My Blog

pet peeves

so i cant stand people not using their signal lights...i need to know where youre headed...BUT!! i just found that my newest pet peeve is ... walking away unbelieven<<Posted by kennedy on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:11:00 PST

slip

i must wash my hands immediately and dry them ...to many things slipping between my fingers..they are so obvious...i am so silent..but whenever i find a drink and have to face you..oh..boy
Posted by kennedy on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:39:00 PST

85%

i think im a good 85% over it
Posted by kennedy on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 09:29:00 PST

the alphabets scared me now im celibate

you know the feelingyou wake up and he's still by yoursidehe's so beautiful he fits the descriptionthis is no liei used to think sleeping alone was a waste of timebut after a false scare with the alph...
Posted by kennedy on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 09:37:00 PST

shrugs

he raised the bar, and i fell  short. what a sweet revenge left at the door. youre a liar and i believe in you. sound and syncopated rhythm infused
Posted by kennedy on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 10:01:00 PST

break up pills

where's that breakup pill, the ones the scientist inventedwith a catalyst to increase the reaction rate, come on lets split itGeo ..Whats Adults. number
Posted by kennedy on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 08:09:00 PST

j-waves

i feel scattered because outside elements are pushing me in every direction...The J waves are hitting me again..pulsating, feeding me moments of weakness...I havnt moved on, only around till someone c...
Posted by kennedy on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 09:52:00 PST

pass it to me one more time

more to come but its fucked this time around...im so fucked up about him..not even jesus could save me now...he told me he's reduced to rust when he looks into my eyes and that i'll continue to be wh...
Posted by kennedy on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:07:00 PST

scratch

im watching him scratch the back of his head and his nails are glowingoooh..he just kicked my foot..im so forgiving...he's so unknowing...im alone again..
Posted by kennedy on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 08:47:00 PST

sour times

its funny..the only lasting memory i have is of me kissing his cheeks..and him smiling..or turning his face..and thats all it took for me to get over an argument..that had probably started over someth...
Posted by kennedy on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 06:36:00 PST