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MarzaBar

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About Me

Marie's my name. My life is jammy.
"When the sky finally falls, if you're holding me I can die finally knowing it ends peacefully…"
My comments. Bebo .

My Interests


Things about which I am mildly impassioned:
Free Speech. Integrity. Travel. Good lighting. Exercise. Drunken calls. Comfy boys. Debating. Dressing "like a 5 year old allowed dress themselves for the first time". New books. Algebra. Being charitable. Deep breaths. Deciding my children shall be called; Aristotle, Archimedes, Arrhenius, Boo and Vercingetorix.

I've climbed to the top of a volcano and stood at the very edge. Things haven't been the same since. I'm also scared of falling out with the colour purple.

If that helps.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Some more than others
Anti-Folk:
Cheese On Bread
Ching Chong Song
Debe Dalton
Kimya Dawson
Dibs
Dan Fishback
Emily "Cupcake Punk" Brodsky
Jeff Lewis
Don McCloskey
Phoebe Kreutz
Regina Spektor
Irish:
Bell X1
Delorentos
Duke Special
Fionn Regan
The Frank and Walters
Fred
Hanging Box
Other:
Architecture in Helsinki
Beirut
Boneless Children Foundation
The Decemberists
The Dresden Dolls
The Flaming Lips
Islands
Jason Webley
Loveninjas
Neutral Milk Hotel
Of Montreal
The Shins
Sigur Ros
Tegan and Sara
The Unicorns
Vampire Weekend

A whole lot more too, I'm open to suggestion.

Movies:

Love Is.
Music.
Comics and Graphic Novels.
Memories.
Piercings.
Burlesque.
Reading.
Experiences.
Travel.
Star Gazing.
Receiving post.
Alcohol
Amazing Friends.
Photography.
Text messages that make you LOL.
Colouring in.
Planning.
Feeling "pretty".
Travelling.
C.S.I.
Statement shoes.
Shop-ping.
The smell of washing powder.
Accents.
Agent Provocateur.
Kisses.
Patty's cartoons.
Princess by Vera Wang.
Places with history.
Stories.
Bare feet.
Cities.
Picture taking.
Letter writing.
My Happy Place.
Walking in the dark with loved ones.
Pianos.
Dior Lipstick.
Bruises.
Poffering the tea pot.
Blazers.
Debating.
Making mix cds for mates.
Skirts.
Sarcasm.
Hugs.
Scarfs.
Themes regarding ; pirates, stars, PIANOS, weddings...other stuff.
Cabaret.
Harajuku kids.
Shirts.
Pinstriped stuff.
Starbucks.
Coffee.
Tea.
Era's.
The Wall.

Television:


Books:

Sometimes,
Sometimes I do not know where I am going. Sometimes I have no idea where I have been. Sometimes life is all about the knowing. And I wonder will I ever win.

Sometimes this road it feels so long. Sometimes I feel I can see the end. Sometimes I fall and tumble in my choice of right from wrong. And I wonder with you will my heart mend.

Sometimes this food does not fill me. Sometimes this liquor does not numb. Sometimes I am so lost and lonely. And I wonder without you will I succumb.

Sometimes I know what I am doing. Sometimes I barely have a clue. Sometimes I fall to my knees weeping. And I wonder will my search ever find you.

Heroes:



My Blog

Blogging has been suspended

for the immediate futureI like real paper more.
Posted by MarzaBar on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 02:53:00 PST

We’re basically big walking enzymes

In the way that we can become denatured.. And how when a certain thing happens we can wrap ourselves around it and reshape to become perfect. But too much or too little of other things can mean we bec...
Posted by MarzaBar on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 12:13:00 PST

I need to leave the subject blank

I told the truth..And feel foolish.And now have to "play it cool"...What a load of bollox..IT SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THISoh well.. can't really do anything about it everI feel like that sad cow in the vide...
Posted by MarzaBar on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 03:20:00 PST

Summer is not a season

Its a frame of mind.Even more so when you're a student.It's barely been three weeks and already my study has been completely obliterated with rubbish and laundry and all sorts.It's really stupid.And a...
Posted by MarzaBar on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 12:48:00 PST

Predicament

Cork? Dublin? Cork? Dublin?Cork? Dublin? Cork? Dublin?Cork? Dublin? Cork? Dublin?Cork? Dublin? Cork? Dublin?Cork? Dublin? Cork? Dublin?Cork? Dublin? Cork? Dublin?Cork? Dublin? Cork? Dublin?Cork? Dubli...
Posted by MarzaBar on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 03:23:00 PST

Why cant everyone play nicely?

Of course I know the answer.. And I myself don't play nicely.. But I wish I did. I also wish I either could record ALL my dreams or never remember them at all..Dream Diary from last night:My feet were...
Posted by MarzaBar on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 04:15:00 PST

Damn you hollywood

Now I am simply assuring myself that the above isn't ENTIRELY true.. There has to be some source for all the love stories and all in all, hope for people to cling too?Right?"Seeing that the ...
Posted by MarzaBar on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:38:00 PST

Can I actually fool myself into believing

That they'll fix everything?Thats what I'm looking for. However I feel in this time poor money rich society I'm going to have to dig a little deeper just because I doubt.Doubt everything really..Espec...
Posted by MarzaBar on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 04:13:00 PST

Spring in the season

Everyone feels clean and renewed and like they've gotten a fresh start. However now it's summer and nothing's changed..I can't breathe..I have lost all the time that I thought would last forever..Spri...
Posted by MarzaBar on Sat, 31 May 2008 03:58:00 PST

Tomorrow is my last day of fifth year

My last year of being somewhat carefree, gone. Scary.Sure the year has had some ups and down but all in all, AMAZING..Stuff like adventure club being sent out of Physics class to buy ice-creams for th...
Posted by MarzaBar on Thu, 29 May 2008 02:53:00 PST