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About Me

if you really knew me you would know:
i cannot sing along with any song correctly. i cannot remember the lyrics no matter how many times i listen.
i have read the perks of being a wallflower eight times.
i can do alot of things but am not great at any of them.
i am afraid of losing my teeth.
i am thinking about making a tremendous life-altering decision.
i am losing the feeling in the tip of my index finger because of vectorworks.
i appreciate what i cannot do.
i am perpetually nervous and uncomfortable.
i can talk about anything in the dark.
i have no confidence but my nervous state makes me act boisterous and pretentious.
i have faith in the impossible.
God and i were not on speaking terms for years. now it is different.
i think constantly.
my dreams are both an incredible gift and a disappointing burden.
i have a huge music collection.
i adore quotes and your daughter.
who i am in love with.
my best friend turned my life upside down.
i once had a collection of 3,500 nickels.
i used to be alot larger than i am now.
i quit everything that i start.
i died once.
my best friends parents are bothered by our friendship and we do not fully understand why.
i love cheese.
my feelings manifest into physical ailments.
i am completely satisfied doing nothing.
compliments hurt my feelings.
i attempt to play many instruments and fail miserably.
no one really knows me.

My Interests

theatre. willow trees. the moon. reading. photog taking. writing. school. vectorworks. not using capital letters and unnecessary periods.

I'd like to meet:

God.

Music:

it changes daily. lately i have been hung up on- death cab for cutie. dashboard confessional. secondhand serenade. andrew felts. love story hero. jose gonzales. ben lee. patrick woolam. keep in touch. andy davis. braxton. backseat goodbye. the western states motel. jeff stauning. andrewlandon. brand new. cary brothers. the format. bayside. dave melillo. ronnie day. the strokes. ben kweller. stars. sufjan stevens. tegan and sara. kronos quartet. the electric soft parade. the good life. john ralston. the smiths. sunny day real estate. stereophonics. yes dear. the lovely feathers. sad math. anathallo.

Movies:

donnie darko. imagine me and you. admissions. requiem for a dream. girl-interrupted. american history x. american beauty. little miss sunshine. the safety of objects. everything is illuminated.

Television:

i really dont have too much time to watch the boob tube but when i do, i am ashamed to say this but, i like watching reality shows (mindless, no thought enjoyment) because it gives my brain a break.

Books:

the perks of being a wallflower. websters dictionary. paradise lost. catcher in the rye. the bell jar. i enjoy reading plays and poetry.

Heroes:

my mom. she is too amazing to be described with words. ashley marie keenum. she helped me through a lot without really knowing me. ...cheese cake...

My Blog

.GrEeN aPpLe NiGhTs.

it is well on its way past five thirty in the morning and the person above me is wildly active. their television is droning. almost inaudible. muffled voices that do not create a clear image...
Posted by erin. on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:36:00 PST

this is the soundtrack to my life.

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)2. Put it on shuffle3. Press play4. For every question, type the song that's playing5. When you go to a new question, press the next butto...
Posted by erin. on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:02:00 PST

my tears don't compromise my strength.

A foolishly ruined pool table.A rap battle to impress.Many spilled beers.A dangerous alcohol run.Straightedge explained.Sunburst filled brown eyes.Police at the elementary school.Naked pictures in the...
Posted by erin. on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 06:44:00 PST

you are the female role in all the stories i tell.

i was thinking about the roles that i play in other's lives today.i am-a disappointing daughter.an absent sister.a grateful grand daughter.an unseen niece.a distant cousin.an irresolute designer.a cha...
Posted by erin. on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:31:00 PST

she had a secret life that i tried to understand.

i thought last summer was hard. the next year of my life is going to be even more tortuous than the last. our communication barrier only adds to the difficulty.tired. every single part of me. i can fe...
Posted by erin. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 10:07:00 PST

.passionate makeouts.passionate freakouts.

"Thirteen"We've been in the rainWe've been on the mountainWe've been round the fireIn fancy hotelsDrank water from farm wellsWe sang with the choirI kissed your dry lipsWe jumped off the high cliffsAn...
Posted by erin. on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 02:07:00 PST

hi my name is erin and i am an alcoholic.

just kidding. straightedge.i love God.finally.He has always loved me.through my confusion.my doubt.my disbelief.how incredible is that."the way you love me and i love you is a gift from God"...
Posted by erin. on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:54:00 PST

.masochist.

derive pleasure from pain.sometimes it does not feel worth it.fights.up and down.down and up.thoughts of the future.or lack of.the tears do fall.my skin does crawl.as i think of the things you do.then...
Posted by erin. on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 12:12:00 PST

.OH MY GAH.

life is beautiful.i have met a new friend that i will know till the end.leave a message after the... *BEEP*i like my hair.fuck diamonds.i dont get it.
Posted by erin. on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:20:00 PST

ch-ch-ch-changes.

my myspace is here to stay. for as long as i can stand it...it is only the beginning. but it may be the end.
Posted by erin. on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 08:31:00 PST