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Clumsy Baker Falling

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About Me

I’m generally a pretty mellow person, sometimes overly laid back but yet always managing to get myself in some sort of drama. I like pot and like drinking just as much, if not more. I like to lay by the water to clear my mind by just listening to the waves. If I could have it my way, I'd spend the rest of my days in Cali by the ocean. I have my special way of ignoring conflict and obstacles. I still believe in the illusion of love and dreams. Both males and females “float my boat”. Sometimes I speak few words but there's so much behind it. I don't generally sleep very much but give me the time and nothing else to do, apparently I'll sleep for days. I've worked at Newscenter 25 for about a year and I've never had a job that I loved so much and have never worked with a group of people like this, a group that I fit in so well with and love like family. And that's pretty much all there is to me... oh yeah, I idolize Ellen (I don't care how lame you think that is) I still wanna be just like her and also my best friend Stacey (my marine) who has taught me so much about overcoming pain, sticking to something and moving on... she remains a huge part of my life although being far away.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I’m a very simple person so I appreciate friends who don’t lie about ridiculous things or break plans with me at the last minute, will just sit there with me in silence when I’m too stoned for conversation, is always up for it when I say “let’s drink”, doesn’t mind my really late night phone calls, still believes in fate, knows how to nicely tell me that I fucked up and who does the occasional simple things like bring food to me at work when I can’t leave, keeps me from putting my face on the toilet when I‘m drunkenly throwing up, and helps wash my car when I realize that the “high pressure” wash means what it says and almost knocks me over. As far as meeting someone relationship wise… it’s just as simple as being my friend.

Music:

Smile Empty Soul, Dashboard Confessional, Yellowcard, Coheed and Cambria, Adult, Hawthorne Height's, Fightstar, A Thorn For Every Heart, Nirvana, Gorrilaz and sadly I also love 80's music.

Television:

FRIENDS, Family Guy, Law and Order: SVU, Roseanne, Regis and Kelly, The Ellen DeGeneres Show (big surprise), Gilmore Girls, Daria

Heroes:

You... well, if you know me and put up with me daily then yeah, I admire your patience and that you stick around. And my father although the reasons may seem mundane and I pretend it's not true.

My Blog

unexplicable

I'm exhuasted... not feeling too great. I should have known that feeling better would soon go out the window. I believe that I should go pick up my medicine from the pharmacy that has been there waiti...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 01:44:00 PST

mini update

Well this is day number 5 of Stacey's visit... still like 10 more left which seemed like a lot but as I'm thinking about it, it just doesn't seem long enough. But man, I'm fucking glad we're maki...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 03:14:00 PST

So... ya know?

Having a saturday off was wonderful. I was able to get completely wasted and didn't have to worry at all about the time. I woke up at 2 pm to a phone call from Kristen and I think I was pret...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 09:06:00 PST

Repost

I know I've posted this before but I read over it again and wanted to post it again cuz sadly, this is who I still am. Although genuine, I'm not who I'd like to be. Welcome to my worldFull of beer, ci...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 11:49:00 PST

Operation Clean Up

I always find it hard to sit down and write in perfect detail what I'm feeling. Just like it's hard for me to look someone in the eye and tell them the reasons for my bad decisions, or lack of any de...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 11:46:00 PST

Weekend Recap... things I can remember

Well technically my weekend started on thursday night cuz that's when the partying was already starting and it just went on through to sunday. And these are things that I managed to remember through t...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 01:12:00 PST

Day Off

Today overall was a great day... this has been one of my better days off. I woke up semi early which was around 10:30, washed some clothes then scrounged up as much money as I could wit...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 09:12:00 PST

Ready... Set... Bitch

You see... I intended on not being sober for these two days that I have off but I changed my mind after drinking earlier today and then taking a nap. I actually had a plan of getting a lot of writing ...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 03:20:00 PST

cuz sometimes people ruin it

This is just something lame that I wrote and felt that I should share it, just in hopes that it'll keep something like this from happening.... again.   Let's talk more about who you are and less ...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 04:51:00 PST

Girlified

I've been trying to figure out what is that I need to do to pick myself back up. And I think I've found out... lol, I'm gonna re-girlify (i know, that's not even a word but it works for me) mysel...
Posted by Clumsy Baker Falling on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 07:22:00 PST