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.x.Kaila.x.

.laughter is the new slit wrists.

About Me

I'm not just a girl. My hair styles and colors change alot. I'm a rave, I can tear shit up like none other. Windmilling is my weapon of choice. Originality makes the world go 'round. I carve my own fucking niche. I go from one extreme to the next.. completely unpredictable. Music is my therapy, excape, and life. I speak both french and english. My list of role modles and idols is blank. I have a bearded dragon named Izak Agave Lucifer Barrett. He's the only boy who doesnt make me crazy. I'm a hard working chick.. I work 2 jobs and go to school full time. So.. if you're lame, I don't have time for you.. to put it point blank. I have a high addiction to Belmont cigarettes, coffee, my day planner, and tattoos. I'm high on life and narcotics. "The Scene" gives me gas. I appricieate the little things. I'm very low-maintenance. I am who i am, and thats alright with me.
Please don't rust on my list. Don't bother adding me if you don't plan on talking. By all means take a chance and add me to your list.. You might like me.. but you probably wont *snickers*. I guess I'm just a hit or miss kinda girl.

My Interests

.Self Respect.
.Politics.
.Art.
.Langerie.
.Brodway.
.Global issues.
.Spirituality.
.Drugs.
.Animal rights.
.Love.
.Hate.
.Cigarettes.
.Laughter.
.Tears.
.Fear.
.Pin-up Girls.
.Journalism.
.Psychological Horrors.
.Day planners.
.Music.
.Guitar.
.Astrology.
.Tatoos.
.Peircings.
.Needles.
.Turquoize.
.Lightning.
.Creative writing.
.Philosophy.
.Photography.
.Kisses.
.Smiles.
.Eyes.
AND THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL
.Originality.♥

I'd like to meet:

Anyone Who Will:
♥ Love me
♥ Walk me home
♥ Be honest
♥ Speak their mind
♥ Let me fall asleep in their arms
♥ Dance insane dances with me
♥ Never forget me
♥ Let me take their picture
♥ Meet me for coffee
♥ Be a loyal friend
♥ Take me to a show, and skank with me
♥ Hold my hand
♥ Kiss me in the photobooth
♥ Take me to the movies (and get everything FREE)
♥ Let me wear their clothes
♥ Make me a mixed tape
♥ Throw rocks at my window
♥ Laugh at my dumb jokes that make no sence at all
♥ Accept me for me... even if you don't understand me most of the time

...... Right behind me, he's sipping champagne and wearing a vuitton scarf♥♥♥

Music:

I Love all differnt genres.. from Jonny to Blondie to Throwdown. Let's go dancin'.

Movies:



Television:

I don't watch alot of tv.. but I could watch TLC for days.

Books:

Heavier Than Heaven by Charles L. Cross, No Logo (Taking Aim At The Brand Bullies) by Naomi Klein

Heroes:

I'm my own fucking role modle!!

My Blog

It's everyones fault

The scene is dead and theres no one to blame but everyone in it. Sure we all miss the days when we went to shows and danced the night away, with no worries about bumping into some stupid little t...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 11:02:00 PST

I left my heart at Ernestown

Don't get me wrong, KCVI is a pretty cool school, the teachers are alot cooler. And the academics give me something to hope for. The venue is alot more convient and well.. exciting. But everyone I lov...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 10:15:00 PST

Persuasive Essay

Factory Farms Should Be Banned And Illegal! Unseen they suffer, unheard they cry, in agony they linger, in loneliness they die. -Peta2.com There is no doubt that factory farms should...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A new perception

There is no depth too deep, Distance too far, Nor height too high Must I choose my fate? For if I am to choose, Then, am I not a weaker woman? I have seen the splendor of literature And power...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

This trend is really starting to piss me off...

Ok kids, this has gone too far. Emo. Let's think about it. The Music; Relationship-dependant, whiney, quite simplistic, all songs are about the exact same thing.                                      ...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I Hate Sally/Closet Monster/Hopesfall/Alexisonfire= RAD NIGHT!

Last night was the big AOF show. It rocked hard. Even better because I was completely sober all night. Well, for the show at least. Great crowd, Great music, Great everything. Only low was that I lost...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Dance

I have sent you my invitation,the note inscribed on the palm of my hand by the fire of living.Don't jump and shout "Yes, this is what I want! Let's do it!"Just stand up quietly and dance with me.Show ...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Feeling Good

This summer has deffintily opened my eyes to alot of new things and helped me realize what I want. I've acomplished so much already this summer that I'm not affriad to say "Fuckin right, I'm proud of ...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my pain.

She sleeps alone.This world is such a fucking blur,When it hurts her to go home.Growing up in a constant war,The screaming, the yelling,Her pleading "please no more".Her father left before she could w...
Posted by .x.Kaila.x. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST