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Adrienne

Sing the die song

About Me

“...All the labors of the ages, all the devotion, all the inspiration, all the noonday brightness of human genius, re destined to extinction in the vast death of the solar system, and the whole temple of Mans achievement must inevitably be buried beneath the debris of a universe in ruins..." ~Bertrand russel I like watching people, listening to thier conversations and trying to define them based on my observations. I want the world to change..right now.Communism is the way of the future. The way of the future, The way of the future, The way of the future


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My Interests

laughing, reading, music, blood guts and gore, music, full moons,infinity,cussing, graveyards at night, , greasers,the color black, midgets/dwarves, werewolves, charles bukowski, nina simone, richard ramirez, psycho killers, red balloons, sociology, the human condition, whispering, my inability to sleep without having nightmares, being surprised with great conversation with people i didn't expect it from, and my dog Shiva. Our babies Jack and Hank. Staying up all night, sleeping all day and being able to see the stars

I'd like to meet:

First and foremost I would like to meet people who want to change the world. Be it through music, writing, film or just a simple idea. Frankenstien, the most tragic and beautiful character ever created. On the same note of tragic characters, late Johnny Cash and Jean Basquiat. and Charles Bukowski. I want to meet people who are truthful and intelligent.

Music:

My taste in music transcends genre

Movies:

One of my new favorites Wild Zero ( thank you Scott), deliverence, almost funny isn't it, urban cowboy(i don't know why), frankenstien(because he's sweet "friend? ", and tragic), all movies with people being eaten, devoured, ripped apart, and what not. the outsiders, the warriors, eddie and the cruisers, streets of fire. American werewolf in london, my beautiful launderette, blue velvet, dirty dancing (fuck, did i say that?), garbage pail kids, masters of the univers, ricki oh, crippled masters, dawn of the dead, day of the dead( I wanna make out with bub), bed knobs and broom sticks, chitty chitty bang bang, blood sucking freaks, boondock saints, love and a 45, last house on the left, hills have eyes, street trash, crybaby, return of the living dead, The fog, Love Actually, Bladrunner,

Television:

t.v. casualty? not me

Books:

Cannery row,of mice and men , any bukowski, satanic witch, bible, and verses, ham on rye,The jungle tales of the city, hunter s thompson, apoclypse culture 1 &2, indubious battle, johnny got his gun, black like me, thief of always, young poisoners handbook,1984, cats cradle, books about physics, Achilles in Vietnam, world according to garp, Death be not proud, Prozac Nation......it goes on and on though as I am at work I cannot continue.

Heroes:

Me, because I am my own god. Charles Bukowski because he wrote about real life and real people without compromising himself. He saw the beauty and the degradation of the world as one in the same. He did not try to change the world as a whole just one mind at a time

My Blog

Could it be

So, finally I feel this sacred, elusive emotion. Happiness, so foreign coming from my lips, well pen as it is. It Is awkward, yet beautiful. Frightening, yet oh so lovely. It has been so many years s...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Wake up please

So things change. Life gets a little better. Well, on a personal scale anyway. In my narcissistic world, when all that matters is me. Me. Me. Little things become big things and everything is a little...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

When is the end

sometimes I want to die though I know it is not an option. It would hurt to many others. So I will live in misery. Afraid and utterly alone. I ask myself why this happened to me. Why am I the one who ...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Yesterday

My dreams are tainted with people of my past. With the sorrow of not having them in my life any longer. I dream of days when I felt happiness. Of moments when I felt happiness may be a more accurate s...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

So suddenly

So suddenly there is nothing, right. Or has it been all along that everything is ephemeral. It is as if life is performing this great disappearing act, slowly, day by day, a little more slips away. It...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The mind is a beautiful thing to taste

Today a friend of mine, bless his sweet soul, told me that he often masks his intelligence,which is considerable, so that others would not feel as if they were less intelligent than he. I find this to...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The answer lies

Here I am. Another drink. Another day. Out. I want out. To disappear. I want to let go of all these things. I have attached to myself. I am drowning in a sea of self doubt. And loathing. Ever...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

You just don't get what you give

Transference Of time, space, hate, Transference of life from one bloodsucker to the next I go to work to feel drained Of life They take it I give it Im a donor you see You would think there...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

around the way people.

I want nothing.From these idiots I encounter.Walking, through the days.Asleep and unrealized.They are dead.Inside.Outside.Around the way people.I think of Jack.The color of love, of sex, of freed...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Dreams of death and no redemption

I felt a mass, something unnatural in my abdomen.  Something that did not belong. Just below the surface. I was frightened and disgusted.  I went to the doctor.  What he told me was mo...
Posted by Adrienne on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST