schizophrenia
 I'm feeling manic and panicked but that's how i planned it
 not really
 it seems like your never coming home.
what a crying shame. I wont ever be the same
Stupid lights. fucking sights. bring me what i want.
 All damn day I smell like cigarettes and death. I think I'd cough but I'd most likely choke
cry havoc and let slip the dogs of war
I hope your empty
i hope you lie
i hope you try but cant cry
lie down and accept
 you deserve what you get
Joseph Ferrara
Trent Reznor.