Ruston xxx

I'm just about the most confusing person you'll ever meet. You just wouldn't know it by meeting me, or even getting to know me well. I'm very good at hiding it. To most people, I seem very together, confident, and happy. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm very happy with my life right now. I often just feel that I need to better myself and that nothing is good enough, although it usually is the best its going to get.
I have a beautiful girlfriend named Sarah, who I love very much. We met when I moved to North Hero, VT in 7th grade. She was in 8th, but since the school was so small, 8th graders and 7th graders were put in the same classes. Only three months after we met, we were dating. Now, three years later, we are still very happy together.
I was born and raised in Brewster, Ma. When i was 1 or 2, my parents got divorced. My dad went on to live by himself for many years, and my mom went through two new husbands, both who were not good people at all. My dad ended up getting remarried and moving to Vermont. After 12 and a half years of living in Mass., my mom decided to move to Virginia. I lived with my mom in Virginia for 6 months, and decided I didn't like it. I moved up to my dads house in North Hero, VT. That is where I'm currently located, and I'm very happy to be here.
I've grown up always loving music, using it as a way to express myself and relieve my negative emotions. I started drumming at the beginning of my freshman year (05-06 school year). Since then I drummed with Three Pages Short untill we broke up in April of 2007. I thank anyone who ever came to any of our shows, bought a t-shirt or cd, or just appreciated what we did. I'm know drumming in a band called Discontent . My bands are more like family, and I enjoy playing music with them more that anything else. Please show support for the local scene and come to shows.
I hate stereotypes, I hate labels, and I hate people who think they are better than everyone else. Those people just need to go to mars, and leave nice, real human beings alone. I don't drink, I don't smoke, and I don't use drugs. I hate them all. I'm kind of a hypocrite cause I often will just tell people I'm straight edge. Mostly cause I don't consider it a label, but more of an expression. When it comes to smoking and drinking, I do not care if people do it. Just leave me out of it. I have a better life now and a better future waiting for me.
I thank everyone who has been a friend to me. My friends are very important to me.
? whateverlife.com