im glad i exist.
i feel good knowing that i have people who are genuinely happy that i exist.
im proud of everything i do.
everything.
there's no room for regret in the scheme of things.
people and the thought of close friends or relations scare me.
i tend to just not get close to people when they get close to me
i am afraid to take the next step in the risk formula
but im a nice guy.
and i will always talk to you.
i never talk about anyone in a way i wouldn't want talked about in myself.
i don't judge anyone.
ever.
because there's no reason to judge when you really think about it.
i play music,
i don't care about most things.
and i'm happy with that fact.
im genuinely happy with the fact that i exist, for myself, and anyone who is willing to come into my thoughts.
"one day i will realize how everything i have done up to that point, has been worthless. like every day before it i will brush those thoughts aside, and i will come to a close.
i live each day till i die.
then theres no point in living anymore."
let begin, begin again