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Cali &lt;3

He calls me Groves and it makes me smile

About Me

profile/about me I found this quote on someones profile, and borrowed because I like what it said."The beautiful thing about people is that everyone has a story, its just up to you to make the effort to open the book and read it and you'll realize that just like every story theres always an amazing part to it." So with that said, THIS is my story. My name is Calinsa, but people call me Cali for short. There's not much to say about me. There isn't anyone else on myspace with my name, so I guess that makes me unique. My birthday is April Fools, I am 20 and am a sophomore at NYU and hope to be a doctor someday. I spend a lot of time studying and am compulsive about certain things in my life. I love music, all different kinds, I love to run especially when I need to think. I love to look at the stars with my telescope for hours at a time. There is nothing better to eat than chinese food the next day when it's Cold . My most favorite place to spend time is the beach and when I want to be alone or hide, my closet is my refuge. I try to make each day count because you don't know what tomorrow will bring. I like to learn something each day when I wake up so that I know that that day counted and hope that I made a difference to someone someplace. I lost myself for a while, and I am now on a journey to regain parts of the person that I lost and find the person I am supposed to be. I'm human therefore I make mistakes, and I've learned that sometimes it takes someone telling me many times before I finally realize what they are saying. I believe that everything happens for a reason, & pennies equal happiness, they come in two, one to keep and one to share. I tend to be somewhat opinionated and will give it even if its not asked for sometimes. I talk in metaphors alot, write a lot of blogs about nothing or something. I used to be a dragon slayer, I believe that things that are written in the stars are what's meant to be. I believe in true love and true friends, and I think sometimes people see what they want to see, even if its not what's really there. There is only one thing constant in life and this universe, and THAT is "change," it's ever lasting.... even if I dont want things to change, I've learned that sometimes I have no control over things.
"Happiness can always be found, even in the darkest of times...if one only remembers to turn on the light."-Dumbledore
Memory is a selection of images. Some elusive, others printed indelibly on the brain. Each image is like a thread. Each thread woven together to make a tapestry of intricate texture and the tapestry tells a story and the story is our past.

My Interests

I LOVE MUSIC . THE BEACH...CHURCH, MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY. I LOVE TO HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH PEOPLE THAT I LIKE

I'd like to meet:

ANYONE WHO IS INTERESTED IN THE SAME THINGS I AM AND ANYONE WHO IS NOT.. AS LONG AS THEY ARE HONEST AND ARE THEMSELVES.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same

I think its always a wonderful feeling when someone makes you feel like you 'belong'. When they call you 'theirs'.. Whether its as 'their friend', 'their girlfriend/boyfriend', 'their family member', or even 'their groves'. What happens though when you don't belong at all, or don't belong to them anymore, when they stop calling you 'my ______'? Who's do you become? "You become your own once again until you are lucky enough to have that feeling of belonging again"

being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections

Every Sunday, I check Sunday Secrets

1 Corinthians 16:14
Let all that you do be done in love.


What is REAL?" asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by side near the nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. "Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?" "Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real." "Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit. "Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real you don't mind being hurt." "Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he asked, "or bit by bit?" "It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."

An truas is faide tosnaíonn sé le coiscéim bheag amháin

The longest journey begins with the first step

If some lives form a perfect circle, other take shape in ways we cannot predict or always understand. Loss has been part of my journey. But it has also shown me what is precious. So has love for which I can only be grateful

January 3, 2008



Reach high, for the stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal.

My Brother

Henry and Jack

You only get one first love in life. Once you've discovered something that special, life is never the same again

And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not.

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.

My friend Kevin said this is me because I text all the time

Music:

BEYONCE BLINK 182 BOSTON BROOKS & DUNN CARRIE UNDERWOOD DAVE MATTHEWS BAND DAVID BOWIE EARTH, WIND & FIRE ELO FERGIE FIVE FOR FIGHTING FLEETWOOD MAC FLOGGING MOLLY FOO FIGHTERS GOO GOO DOLLS GREEN DAY HINDER JACK JOHNSON JOHN MAYER KELLY CLARKSON KENNY CHESNEY LYNYRD SKYNRD MAROON 5 NICKLEBACK NIRVANA PEARL JAM PINK FLOYD PLAIN WHITE T'S QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE RASCAL FLATTS RUSH SNOW PATROL SUGARLAND TAYLOR SWIFT THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS THE CALLING THE FRAY THE KILLERS THE WRECKERS THREE DOORS DOWN THURSDAY TOM PETTY WITH AND WITHOUT THE HEARTBREAKERS TOOL AND ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T SUCK

Movies:

There are many movies that I love to watch, many more than once. Most people have no idea how much work goes into making a movie from start to finish. I was fortunate enough to have a brief education in the making of a film and now when I watch one, I look at them much differently than I used to.Napoleon Dynamite, Nightmare Before Christmas, Secret Window, Elf, Edward Scissorhands, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Annie, Titanic, , National Security, Friday, Not Another Teen Movie, Billy Madison, Euro Trip, Finding Nemo, Rush Hour 1 and 2, ET, The Longest Yard, Saved, Romie and Michelle's High School Reunion, Gone with the Wind, Heart and Soul, The Lake House, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Big Daddy, Billy Madison, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Wedding Crashers, 50 First Dates, Star Wars Episode 1 2 and 3, Pirates of The Carribean 1, 2 and 3, Save The Last Dance, Grease, Bogus, BIG, Jack, Drumline, Hook, Forest Gump, Holes, The Harry Potter Series, The Wizard of Oz, The Bourne Series, Neverland, Raiders of the Lost Ark, The Original Parent Trap, Terminal, Mickey Blues Eyes, Get Shorty and Be Cool, Love Actually, Dirty Dancing ,Hook, Dogma, Labryinth, The Bucket List, Juno and Pretty Woman

Television:

house, grey's anatomy, law and order, law and order svu, er, scrubs

Books:

The Velveteen Rabbit, The Odyssey and the Iliad, Harry Potter Books, Alice in Wonderland, Peter Pan, To Kill a Mockingbirdand anything by Nicholas Sparks or Luann Riceheros

Heroes:

my mom the one person that I always knew I could count on will always be my one true hero

My Blog

My memories belong to me

I was driving around just to drive last night. It's been a while since I'd done. I used to do it all the time. I'd just drive around listening to music. I think I'd partially do it just to justify my ...
Posted by Cali <3 on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 09:14:00 PST

voices and disappearing voice mails

I have this thing about how people sound, more specifically, how their voice sounds.  Do they have an accent?? Is it a deep or high pitched voice?   Do they talk fast or slow?  Pro...
Posted by Cali <3 on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 10:53:00 PST

ps I love chu......... I mean you

I watched the movie 10 things I hate about you last night and in the past I have written blogs about things that I hate about myself, some I've changed, some Im still working on changing.... I guess i...
Posted by Cali <3 on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 07:15:00 PST

The girl

This morning when I was eating my breakfast I looked up and saw this girl staring back at me. She looked familiar, even though it had been a few months since I had seen her, I recognized the sadness i...
Posted by Cali <3 on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 07:11:00 PST

insight in such a funny thing

Did you ever go back and look at something or someone and wonder what the attraction was? You think to youself 'what the hell was I thinking'?? I did that today. Its funny how you can gain a certain n...
Posted by Cali <3 on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 02:47:00 PST

Come listen to my truest thoughts, my truest feelings.........

Im laying in my closet at home in Va, just thinking about things and something that someone said to me today, which I will agree is true.  "I think you have a complex (about your stutte...
Posted by Cali <3 on Sat, 31 May 2008 10:35:00 PST

the best and worst feelings in the world

My twin Kris put up a bulletin, and the last question on it asked What is the best feeling in the world.... my answer was, holding Cole's hand and being loved.  I love to hold my brother's hand b...
Posted by Cali <3 on Thu, 29 May 2008 04:02:00 PST

And after the fog lifts............. you are left with an ephiphany

I've been thinking for about 3 weeks about a blog that I want to write, but I haven't been able to think of how to put into words what I want to say. This past month has been stressful for me, between...
Posted by Cali <3 on Mon, 26 May 2008 07:24:00 PST

Cause out on the edge of darkness, there rides a peace train

I call April 29, 2006 the day I was reborn and saved.... not in a religious sense, but in a life sense. People sometimes do things because they are so desperate and unhappy in their lives that they d...
Posted by Cali <3 on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 09:24:00 PST

one more day...............

I woke up this morning to the song "One More Day" by a country band called Diamond Rio.  I heard that song a lot after my mom died.  I think sometimes when we know that something is going to end, we w...
Posted by Cali <3 on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:58:00 PST