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sic itur ad astra

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About Me

generally there's nothing in my life that might be of interest to you.. dont bring me or invite me to parties (youll find me sulking in a corner and talking to myself)...i hate longggg conversations coz i hate it when i run out of things to say... i love walking alone in the moonlight or in the rain, melancholic darkness enveloping me... up to now im still searching for my stinking place in the sun.. i fart a lot... i like watching dvds at home not the senseless types but the dark ones which explore the what ifs of life (check out my list!)... i like looking out of windows... i love looking at the moon while having a puff... i love annoying people at the office.. i love zsazsa saturnah!.. i love lexy, nance and argus!... i adore cemeteries and the secrets they keep.. i worship my cigarette (cant live without them!)... i hate apathetic people (if youre one dont bother to continue reading this)... haaaayyyy to sum things up, i'd like to share to you what i learned so far ...LOVE is LIKE a ROLL of TISSUE PAPER, oull NEVER know how much you've WASTED till you get to the END and theres NONE LEFT. then its SAD to REALIZE that much of it was WASTED on SHIT after all... hehehehe... so if youre hurt, pained, rejected... dont worry, it will pass, grudges would just make you look old... it wont be easy getting past... but trust me wounds will heal till only the scars are left... and VIOLA! you have a peklat in your heart... RAGE AGAINST THE DYING OF THE LIGHT!

My Interests

gloomy, passionate music, art, old houses, food, travel, living with the unspeakable horrors of everyday living in my corner of hell... deranged, confused, on the verge of insanity, close to tears, forever lonely though surrounded by lots of faceless people... thats me. still interested?

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet fuckin' freaks, idiots, art fanatics, people who are misjudged, broken, alone...

Music:

dark, gloomy songs of love, hatred, raw, passionate emotions frozen in memory.

Movies:

...,,NOBODY KNOWS ,TRAINSPOTTING , HAYATO MIYAZAKI'S HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE, SPIRITED AWAY,, Rashomon, EMPIRE RECORDS , SIMON BIRCH, THE SEA INSIDE (mar adentro) , Y TU MAMA TAMBIEN, AMELIE, OSAMA, YENTL, BAD EDUCATION, MOTORCYCLE DIARIES, THE CHORUS (les choristes) , HOME AT THE END OF THE WORLD, LILIES, MAY, amores perros, CITY OF GOD, CENTRAL STATION , mona liza smile, TRANSAMERICA, PARADISE NOW, THE KEYS TO THE HOUSE, great expectations, cry wolf, Kissed, MADADAYO! , splendid season, the inn of the 6th happiness, dreams by akira kurosawa, the never ending story, the BREAKFAST CLUB , the way we were, Mignight in the garden of good and evil, all about eve, EDWARD SCISSORHANDS, breakfast at tiffany's, empire of the sun, MALENA , what's eating gilbert grape, MINSAN LANG SILA BATA, tim burton's a nightmare before christmas, Charlie and the chocolate factory, CINEMA PARADISO , Corpse bride, Brother's Grimm, Amistad, tinimbang ka ngunit kulang,

Television:

jackTV, project runway, DRAWN together,the wonder years

Books:

11 minutes... Lexy, Nance & Argus, political crap

Heroes:

my SUPER MOM is my hero!!!!I guess all boys look up to their moms! we endured so much together and though i hate her sometimes (by being the most EMO person in the world!) she is forever my MOTTO STELLA! Yabyu MOM! at syempre si ZSA ZSa SatuRNNAH! wahhh I LOVE JAY FROM PROJECT RUNWAY SEASON 1 AND DANIEL BOSEVICK FROM SEASON 2!!!!

My Blog

taking the plunge...

were so close... what are you thinking about? time was when we chatted like there was no tomorrow, but now im lost i dont know what to say...  
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 05:45:00 PST

bagong dvd galing quiapo!

vera drake tsotsi thank you for smoking secretary   hehehe panuorin nyo!
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 06:31:00 PST

sigh

"Seven Years"Taking on seven years the holy ghost had left aloneTest my arms, kick like crazy I've been trying way too longonly push the way off to fight youNow I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sureGetti...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 04:48:00 PST

burying the dead

tonight i will cry for the last time...           i will force the last teardrops... i will bury the dead....        &n...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 06:06:00 PST

Midlife

im caught in a doldrum... no winds to caress my sails... just stuck.... waiting for my redemption.... waiting for a absolution.... my life... paused but... all my life i was always on the move... i w...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 06:01:00 PST

. . . . .

its my last semester at school, and though i abhorred it so much, finally, i'm having this feeling that i'll miss the insanity of the guards; the weird fashions  of dean lucido sashaying  in...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 10:07:00 PST

AMORES PERROS

Love is indeed a bitch!   three frustrating stories joined together by an accident....   makes you really really ponder on this bitch called love.... if theres anything lovelier than the fil...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 05:25:00 PST

THE MACHINIST

this psycho movie really kept me guessing till the very end... hats off to christian bale who really internalized his role and dieted till he was   thin as a wafer. "if you get any thinner t...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 05:22:00 PST

ISINUMPANG MAYNILA

BASA... basa lahat pati itlog... medyas ko, nakakalat na siguro ngayun sa espaƱa, isinumpa ang maynila! lahat kami'y umuwing basang basa!!!!! umuiyak ang langit na tila di na titigil... mga sasakyan s...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 04:57:00 PST

HITOMI

ah, saku and aki...      the movie was a refreshing look at innocent love...   that indeed, the love bug can unexpectedly bite us whatever the age, whatever the time, whatever the...
Posted by sic itur ad astra on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 05:19:00 PST