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sarah

all the strange noises, inside.

About Me

i want a little bitty house to live and a BIG HUGE dog to live there with me. i want to cook dinner every night. i want a garden.i hate cleaning other peoples houses for pay. i love cleaning other peoples houses as favors. my house is never clean. my car either.i stabbed a worm the other day, with a fork. (agression problem?)i think 5 years old is (very possibly) the best age to be.life astounds me.

My Interests

learning about people. sleeping. the idea of being a bike-rider (as in bicycle). reading. conversations. spaz-dancing. sara bley. clothes that are truly fabulous. comfort. learning to live without habit as a necessity. giving arbitrary inanimate objects (or body parts) names. mwah.

I'd like to meet:

a bushbaby.

Music:

somehow, my existense scratches cds. So. i listen to whatever i can find that's not scratched. lately i've been liking: the new cash. modest mouse. i;m to lazy for this list.

Movies:

you and me and the people we know. dirty filthy love. secretary. what dreams may come. garden state. the princess bride. i heart huckabees.

Television:

there ARE shows i fall for, but i haven't watched t.v. for more than about 20 minutes in a long while.

Books:

oh, books.dhalgren, samuel delany. the color purple, the way forward is with a broken heart, (by?) the light of my father's smile, alice walker. beloved. alot of camus. tom robbins. dalva, jim harrison. the book of laughter and forgetting, the unbearable lightness of being, mulan kundera. barbara kingsolver. she's come undone, wally lamb. my name is asher lev, chaim potok. paulo coehlo, especially veronika decides to die. murakami. madeline l'engle. i can't list them all...

Heroes:

they fluctuate.

My Blog

FUCK

my stupid broken car. that i just bought. like 2 weeks ago.i am discouraged by circumstance.russian roulette, anyone?
Posted by sarah on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 09:40:00 PST

it's 100 degrees, just about.

i got a little tan. yay! i bought a volvo station wagon (turbo!) and now when i drive the kids i nanny for around, i REALLY feel like mommy. ah, geez. i need to get my g.e.d. i'm lazy and afraid of fa...
Posted by sarah on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:52:00 PST

big stupid stupidness

i'm depressed. after a rioting bout of strep throat and sleeping for a week, i am ready to sleep forever. or else dissapear and start all over, with everything.big stupid stupid me.
Posted by sarah on Mon, 29 May 2006 08:00:00 PST

yippee!

    spring is officially here, and i am officially even lazier. i've had a few days off and all i want to do is lay around. in the sun. if it would come out and be warm, already. i am s...
Posted by sarah on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 11:54:00 PST

mwah.

i feel like an eternal wrecking ball. always letting someone down. maybe you just can't make everyone happy, and yourself. but that that is the way it is crap. utter crap. and yet there it is. i ...
Posted by sarah on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 08:41:00 PST

nothin better to do...

i'm lonely.
Posted by sarah on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 06:38:00 PST

blah-ness

i'm tired. of what, exactly? of: missing things and people. of everything requiring such definition. (it makes me feel trapped) of thinking about either tiny things, or thing so large they become tiny...
Posted by sarah on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 08:29:00 PST

when it snows my feet are always wet

which i hate. wet feet. and snow, except for the first few romantic hours where i think i like snow. i got my first flat tire tonight. it sucked. why winter? why not in june, on a warm breezy day. my ...
Posted by sarah on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 09:07:00 PST

la la lalala

i just want to sleep until my brain figures itself out.. i'm tired, tired, tired, of mostly alot of stuff. i can't quite get a handle on myself. and why do i need to? because i do. i just fucking need...
Posted by sarah on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 09:44:00 PST

ohsomanythoughts

february and i feel crazy...go figure. how do you determine the proper way to love? the struggle to define myself is probably pointless. an over anylitical process that results in mass confusion...
Posted by sarah on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 08:38:00 PST