"this clutching and gasping and pulling and trying... might just be overcompensation.These movements are not in the heart.What we tear at are old promises made to ourselves... trying to expire.Dreams in childhood... we look to give another name.That we beg but cannot touch... and almost can't remember.Leaves and sugar and damp air...with you in between me... it is still missing.Longing piles up... hangs around my neck... and nothing will compare.When i clear my throat i hear... a bare echo sounding of want.A shapeless private expectation."by : my lovely Sophie
I'd like to meet:
"A coin-operated boy sitting on the shelf he is just a toy, but i turn him on, and he comes to life, automatic joy that is why i want. A coin-operated boy made of plastic and elastic he is ruggid and long-lasting, who could ever ever ask for more, love without complications galore, many shapes and weights to chose from i will never leave my bedroom i will never cry at night again, wrap my arms around him and pretend. A coin-operated boy all the other real ones that i have destroyed, cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll never let him go, and i'll never be alone. A coin-operated boy, if i had a star to wish on for my life i can't imagine any flesh and blood could be his match i can even take him in the bath. A coin operated boy he may not be real experienced with girls but i know he feels like a boy should feel isn't that the point? That is why i want a coin-operated boy with a pretty coin-operated voice saying that he loves me, that he's thinking of me, straight and to the point that is why i want a coin-operated boy." "The Dresden Dolls"
Music:
The Rapture, The Killers, Miss Kitten, Felix The Housecat, Fiona Apple, Mirah, The Cure, Radiohead, Coldplay, Travis, The Faint, Peaches, Jack Johnson, David Bowie, Ben Harper, Nora Jones, The White Stripes, Badly Drawn Boy, Ani Difranco, Graddaddy, Postal Service, Beck, David Grey, The Gypsy Kings, Dido, Duran Duran, Pete Yorn, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Le Tigre', Elliot Smith
Movies:
American Beauty, Basquiet, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Serendipity, Finding Nemo, Bridget Jones, A Clockwork Orange, The Pianist, Amores Peros, Amelie, Pretty Woman, Whale Rider, Lost in Translation
Television:
Sex in the City, Newlyweds, CSI, The Bachlor, Carnival, 24, Nip Tuck, The Sheild, Alias, Rich Girls, Queer Eye
Books:
Shop Girl, The Tao te Ching, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Bell Jar
