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(GSD)²

I MADE YOU

About Me

First and foremost I am an artist. If and when I get famous my e-true hollywood story special will probably be a 10 part special. I have lived so much in the quarter century i have been granted on this earth I have even surprised myself. I dont wish I could have any years back, whats done is done and gone forever. I dont fear death because its not that big of an event as you'd all like to think. But it is a wonderful experience and I reccomend it to everybody to at least try once.Today I just do my best one day at a time. I have died enough to the point where I feel I have gained rites of passage to new levels, I am so close to the levels of prophecy. I have more empathy than i ever did. More enthusiasm than I ever did and well its important to, since my life expectancy will probably only reach 45 and as fast as I live my life it will all happen in one blink. I live in faith and not fear, so I never worry about a thing(stress-free), although people try to knock me down from the clouds I stand firm.I have lived like a king at times and at times like a peasant, but now I do my best to live like a servant. I live and breathe for the sake of art, it is my love and passion, every form of it but I enjoy writing the most. I would call myself the uncompromising artist.I love all people its in my nature, I am not shy but I know how to hold my tongue when I need to.Here are some of my self-appointed names or nicknames given to me by people-I am an alcoholic artist with a washboard cranium- I got that from a Henry Miller book. GUNS- A Hooters girl from Atlanta named Brittany gave me that one. VAIN- its an anagram for my real name. VEIN- this is one I adopted after being introduced to a book called the vein of gold- an artists manual.SMILEY- some chick gave me that one because well I always seem to be in a good mood she said. BOBCAT- I used to get that one during my football days.JOHNATHAN- I use this one well because I like the name, its a translation of mine, and the best book I ever read took me like 15 minutes to read and it was called Johnathan Livingston Seagull- a book that will give u insight into transcendelia.COLOFF- I get this one a lot, ever since I wasa little kid and DRAGO- as well.MOTHERFUCKER- a 13 year old kid named Seth gave me this one when I was with his mom, but we would just laugh about it.LEGEND MAKER- its an idea for a movie that I have thats about 19-1-20-1-14(yeah, thats a 5 letter code).IVAN- the name I love the most because it was given to me by my dad after he got it from a TELEVISA newscaster. I was raised in the land of cotton and cattle, I have since lived in El Paso, Oklahoma City where I fell in love with the Oklahoma Blues, Atlanta-oh God, Tiffany's the place to be, Dallas- fucken Cheaters, and well I'm now in El Paso working on a new music project called (GSD)².

My Interests

Music, Movies, Television, Cds, Dvds, Mp3s, PSP, ESP. Books, Magazines, psychology, clubs, stripclubs, strippers, girls, Jesus Christ

I'd like to meet:

Well I have met God and some of his angels and even the Devil so that would leave just about anybody to fill in the gaps.Virgo's, I love Virgo's.People who I can learn from, it's hard for me to find people I can learn from, so teach me.

Music:

I love all music, and all music loves me, music is my life. i hate all music and all music hates me, music is my life. i have my reasons. I've heard just about every form of music imaginable and I've been to all types of concerts and shows imaginable. My favorites are Metallica-the band that belongs on my childhood soundtrack, Alice In Chains-the darkest of the Seattle music, Tool-Pink Floyd of my generation, Led Zeppelin- the forefathers of metal-no not Black Sabbath-Led fucken Zeppelin, KISS- if u havent been able to tell already,Rolling Stones-just good fucking music-Keith Richards- a bad motha fucka even today, Aerosmith-you have to see them live to understand-there's a reason why steven tyler and joe perry were called the toxic twins,steven tyler undoubtedly one of the best frontmen ever, Lynyrd Skynyrd-Gimme Back my bullets,Tuesdays Gone, just beautiful music,RATM- a band that brought me closer to my roots, Soundgarden- Chris Cornell one of the best singers ever in music, Audioslave-Tom Morellos intricate guitar solos, NIN- the musical genius of Trent Reznor ,U2- Rattle and hum baby, my sister in law played the hell out of that video when she was pregnant and staying with my family when I was 12 and my brother was off fighting in the first gulf war,their shit grew on me quick,Johnny Cash- the man in black- watch Mark Romaneks video of hurt and just feel the presence if u r not moved by it in any way then somethings wrong with u, Hank Williams-best damn songs u'll ever here, Garth Brooks- I became a fan after a McDonalds cd in the 7th grade-inspirational, Brad Paisely- Whiskey lullaby one of the best country songs Ive ever heard, Billie Holliday- the softness of the voice, Jeff Buckley- Just listen to his version of "Hallelujah"- u'll understand if u really love music, Queens of the Stone Age-Stoner rock,Chemical Brothers-great dance music, Pantera-the harder version of Van Halen best fucken live shows Ive ever witnessed, Anthrax-the most underrated influential band from the 80's- NOTman-Slayer-my childhood soundtrack, Megadeth-Dave Mustaine- the best heavy metal record of all time-RUST IN PEACE-my childhood soundtrack, Guns n Roses- songs about drinking, taking drugs, beautiful girls and fucking, and even being romantic Axl Rose- the first rock star I wanted to be like,Motley fuckin Crue- from Nikki Sixx to Tommy Lee- just some bad mother fuckas,Tupac- the smartest rapper ever, Dr. Dre-bad ass traks, Neptunes- bad ass tracks, Snoop-melody in the rap,David Banner- a fan after watching him on mtvs katrina relief show-"Mississippi Streets", Kanye West- the best rapper to come after Eminem- the craziest rapper ever at least for a while, TI- the coolest kat from the ATL,Linkin Park- they never cease to impress me, here recently it has been Mike Shinoda's solo effort Fort Minor- just remarkable,Jay-Z-"99 problems"- back to rock, Beastie Boys- my childhood soundtrack, Run DMC- my childhood soundtrack"It's Tricky", Cypress Hill-first bilingual rappers ,Wu Tang - the best rap group ever, Los Cadetes de Linares- music my dad loved and played for me, Vicente Fernandes- the passion behind true Mariachi music, Los Tigres del norte-songs about mexican mafias, guns and cocaine dealing, La Ley- one of the best Latin bands out there,etc

Movies:

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Sin City my all new favorite- the best look a movie could have, Unleashed- the best martial arts choreography a movie could have,Batman Begins- the best superhero-bar none, no super powers needed, The Crow- the best ultimate revenge love story everDark City- what true sci-fi should be, Scarface- the illest gangster ever in the history of cinema, Amorres Perros- the best mexican movie ever,Hellraiser-the definition of pain,Y TU MAMA TAMBIEN-one of the greatest friendship stories ever,Abre Los Ojos(Vanilla Sky)- the tripppiest story line u could ask for,Dog Day Afternoon- Al Pacino playing a gay man robbing a bank, The Good Son- the best little boy villain ever, Pulp Fiction- scriptwriting at its best, Blazing Saddles- the funny shit these people came up with, True Romance- a great love story, the movies go on and on etc.

Television:

Cheaters- I took part in season 6.CNN's House Call with Dr. Sanjay Gupta MTV 2-the good channel. TBN for helping me at times with needed prayer. The Ultimate Fighter- those guys are just fucking bad ass and fucking crazy.

Books:

The Bible,And He set the captives free,America by the Daily Show, The Jehovah Contract by Victor Koman,Henry Miller books, Stephen King, Howard Bloom books,Richard Mathesson-I am Legend,etc.

Heroes:

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My father for taking the path of a righteous man and showing me Jesus Christ at an early age. My mother for showing me how to love unconditionally. My brothers for giving me the best advice a punk kid like me could ask for and for showing me the door to the world of entertainment with movies and music and for being great human beings. An Indian woman from Oklahoma who showed me how to grow up and how to live for God, Timothy Treadwell... .. ..

My Blog

a PANTERA show

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Posted by (GSD)² on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 02:43:00 PST

a METALLICA show

Posted by (GSD)² on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 02:26:00 PST

a TOOL show

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Posted by (GSD)² on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 01:50:00 PST

The Best Metal Bands EVER

A lot of radio stations like to play their most requested songs or their all-time greats once a year. Well I have compiled my own list. My list consists of only 160 bands, there may be more, but this...
Posted by (GSD)² on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 05:55:00 PST

12-8-05

Such a sad day for music today.  Last year to this date the world lost a great guitar hero, "Dimebag" Darrell Abott to a devastating tragedy in the state of Ohio. Even more shocking and striking,...
Posted by (GSD)² on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 03:55:00 PST

An artist's reminder

September 4, 2005Do You Know What It Means to Lose New Orleans? By ANNE RICE La Jolla, Calif. WHAT do people really know about New Orleans? Do they take away with them an awareness that it has alw...
Posted by (GSD)² on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 01:24:00 PST