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♥ Angie [Smiles] ♥

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About Me


♥ Our lives no longer belong to us alone; they belong to all those who need us desperately ♥
♥ Elie Wiesel ♥
♥ I'm a straight up, wave refracting, genius kid ♥
♥ You need to be your own hero, cause nobody is gonna save you. ♥
♥ Matty ♥
♥ My name is Angie. I have a tendency to say and like very unusual things. haha I'm a lefty...as in liberal, not handed lol :) I've been a vegetarian for about 5 months now, and I really enjoy it. I'm not a PETA activist or anything, I just try to eat as many organic products as possible to help save the environment, but I'm not perfect. I'm a tree-hugger.♥
♥ I am pursuing a Bachelor's in Biology at FTCC ... and Fall of next year I should be living in the dorms at UNCW if all goes well. I really have NO IDEA what exactly I want to do with my life, I am however interested in Biology and researching medicine and infectious disease, but then again, I have a fascination with words, literature, photography, and philosophy. Everything interests me, I have an insatiable desire to learn. I want to help people as corny as that sounds, what can I say, I like people [most] of the time lol :) I want to make a difference and cause change. ♥
♥I'm a dork, I laugh at stupid things and then can't stop laughing, and I can't help it. I LOVE dancing!
[especially in the rain] ♥
♥ I have a couple of main philosophies... one being "love is my religion." I love all things--no matter how bad they may appear, and I trust everyone...A lot of people say that's a bad thing, but I don't mind it, and I'm really forgiving. ♥ I always find a way to look at all sides of a situation, I tend to find the good in everyone. Faults, histories, baggage, depression, insecurities, short-comings, lies, suffering et cetera and all. Whatever you are, whatever you've done, it doesn't matter, I forgive you, I love you, I have faith in you. We are all humans, we all deserve another chance, we all deserve forgiveness, we all deserve love, no matter what. We all make mistakes, and we all need someone to help us back up. ♥
♥ I'm a hippie. ♥
♥ Life is entirely too short. I don't regret much, I have made my share of mistake but I'm pretty optimistic...I love people and life...a LOT! ♥
♥ The places I feel at home no matter what are: Catholic Churches, Cemeteries, libraries, bookstores, coffee shops, in beautiful places, in dark rooms with almost anykind of loud music, and in the car. They seem to make everything ok no matter how much the world may actually be falling apart. ♥
♥ I've done everything. All of it. You think it, i've done it. All the things you never dared, all the things you dream about, all the things you were curious about and then forgot because you knew you never would. I did 'em, I did 'em yesterday while you were still in bed.♥
♥ Junk ♥ Melvin Burgess ♥
♥I smile all the time, I pretend I'm happy even when I'm not. I love kids with my entire heart! I'm outgoing and a little crazy. If you wanna know anything else about me, my aim is ♥ angiesmiles37 ♥ use it!! Love, ♥ AnGiE ♥

♥ Once you've taken a few punches and realize you're not made of glass, you don't feel alive unless you're pushing yourself as far as you can go ♥
♥Matt Buckner ♥ Green Street Hooligans ♥
♥ You can be a mama's girl or a daddy's girl, but you can't be both.
So you cling to the one you think you might lose. ♥
♥ For One More Day ♥ Mitch Albom ♥
♥ Strangers are family we have yet to meet ♥
♥ The Five People You'll Meet in Heaven ♥
♥ Mitch Albom ♥

My Interests



♥I'm a dork I say stupid things, Sometimes I forget to breathe, I'm a hopeless romantic, I hate bananas, I'm afraid of the devil, Photography is a passion, I want to make a difference in others lives, I love to read, I find words amazing, I love books, Coffee makes me happy, I love bookstores & libraries, I'm lonely, I love thunderstorms, Playing in the rain is [fantastic], I enjoy irony, I can be mean sometimes, I'm silly, I like to have fun, I regret things, I confuse myself, I make funny faces, Music is life, I love to dance, I get lost, I drink too much, I do a lot of stupid things, I believe in true love, I love to sing, I'm scared, I laugh at inappropriate things, I get nervous, I forget things, I fall on nothing, I procrastinate, I'm loved, I like shiny things, I cry, I don't know how to stop smiling, I dance obnoxiously, I put faith in hopeless things, I love to the point it kills me, I embarrass myself, I talk too much, I try too hard, I do things I'm not supposed to, I get hurt, I make a mess, I rarely stick up for myself, I'm often shabby around the edges, I'm jaded, I'm optimistic, I can't make decisions, I don't always know what to say, I wish on stars, I make believe, I make mistakes... So, maybe I'm not what you expected, maybe I'm not what you wanted, maybe I'm not who you thought I was, but I'm me and someone will love me for ME I know I'm not perfect, but I'm [me]...
I'm messy sometimes ♥

♥... my family, children, reading, learning, music, politics, making a difference, my friends and having a whole lot of fun!♥

♥I think I've been asleep for most of my life ♥
♥ Elizabethtown ♥

♥ Heaven is lying in your arms & hell is being to far away too touch them ♥

I'd like to meet:



♥ Myself ♥

♥ GOD, when it is for certain that my time here has expired, that even with one more day there is no person I have left to affect, and no thing left to accomplish. I am a dreamer, thus I dream big and accomplish even bigger. ♥

♥ I would like to catch up with old friends that I lost because of moving too much, & meeting new people is always fun! ♥

♥ Sadness is easier because its surrender. I say make time to dance alone with one hand waving free ♥
♥ Elizabethtown ♥

Music:



♥ I have a fetish for Indie, Folk & pretty much everything else. Oh, and Live music, Live music, I hardly care what it sounds like it, it's all amazing. ♥


8 Foot Stride
Damien Rice
Coldplay
Nathan Asher & the Infantry
Cat Power
Fink
The Killers
Blindside
John West
Jump Little Children
Death Cab for Cutie
Snow Patrol
Cary Brothers
Anna Nalick
Disturbed
Imogen Heap
The Beatles
Fiona Apple
Tracy Chapman
Staind
John Mayer
Jason Collett
Goo Goo Dolls
Train
David Grey
Nathan Angelo
Flaming Lips
Teddy Geiger
David Powter
Gavin DeGraw
Counting Crows
Switchfoot
Jars of Clay
Emiliana Torrini
Racheal Yamagata
The Fray
Fort Minor
Crossfade
Nick Lachey
The Rolling Stones
Vertical Horizon
Breaking Benjamin
Sevendust
Panic! at the Disco
Fall Out Boy
Dashboard Confessionals
30 Seconds to Mars
Three Days Grace
Ramstein
Motion City Soundtrack
Jack Johnson
Frou Frou
Schulyer Fisk
Iron and Wine


♥ Music=Life ♥
♥ I love music, it is a passion of mine that I am utterly talentless ♥

♥Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place ♥
♥ Garden State ♥

♥ I need a father. I need a mother. I need some older, wiser being to cry to. I talk to God, but the sky is empty, and Orion walks by and doesn’t speak ♥
♥ Sylvia Plath ♥

♥ If the whole universe has no meaning, we should never have found out that it has no meaning: just as, if there were no light in the universe and therefore no creatures with eyes, we should never know it was dark. Dark would be without meaning ♥
♥ C. S. Lewis ♥

Movies:


♥ We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop? ♥
♥ Gray's Anatomy ♥

♥ My Favorites
The Last Kiss
Garden State
Elizabethtown
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Serendipity
Crazy Beatiful
Little Miss Sunshine
Lost In Translation
I ♥ Huckabees
Sweet November
The Lake House
Click

♥ Other Faves ♥
The Jacket
Requiem of a Dream
Butterfly Effect
Green Street Hooligans
Almost Famous
North Country
Good Will Hunting
Groundhog Day
Sleepless in Seattle
Tristan and Isolde
Kate and Leopold
When Harry Met Sally
Wide Awake
Say Anything
Dead Poets Society
The Majestic
Everything is Illumintated
The Bumblebee Flies Away
The War
The Breakfast Club
Pretty in Pink
Hotel Rawanda
Beyond Borders

There's nothing like staying in on a Saturday morning, making pancakes, staying in bed, and watching a movie.
♥ I Lovelovelove movies. ♥
♥ In that moment I knew success not greatness was the only god the world served ♥
♥ Elizabethtown ♥
♥ So here you are. Back at square one for the hundredth time. You’ve exhausted plans a, b & c all of which resulted in tears down the cheek and a break of the heart. They’ve all left their mark upon you. So you’ll strengthen the armor and build the walls higher. Hoping that next time when it all comes crumbling down it wont hurt quite so much. But your walls will fall and you will be stripped. So don’t fear the inevitable because you’re beautiful, scars and all ♥
♥ Matty ♥

Television:




I love:
Gray's Anatomy
Project Runway
Gilmore Girls
6 degrees
Top Chef
House
Medium
National Geographic
America's Next Top Model

Books:



My Favorites
Junk
Tuesdays with Morrie
For One More Day
Five People You Meet In Heaven
In Sunlight In a Beautiful Garden
♥ Everything and Anything By ♥
J.D. Salinger
Melvin Burgess
C.S Lewis
Edgar Alan Poe
Thoreau
Anton Chekhov
Eli Wiesel
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Virginia Woolf
Elizabeth Curry
Mitch Albom
Sylvia Plath
& Sharon Olds

♥ Other Faves ♥
Catcher in the Rye
Out of the Silent Planet
Clockwork Orange
Huckleberry Finn
Pride and Predjudice
The Giver
American Pastoral
Death of a Salesman
Catch 22
Clockwork Orange
Perks of being a Wallflower
The Book of Daniel
Dracula
To Kill a Mockingbird
Animal Farm
Nine Stories
Gold Cell
America
Harry Potter
Cats Cradle
1984
Slaughter House Five
The Chronicles of Narnia
The Crucible
What Work Is

♥ I'm a classic whore ♥
♥ Sometimes we have to see for ourselves that knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.♥
♥ Gray's Anatomy ♥

Heroes:



♥ MY dysfunctional & AMAZING FAMILY, I am nothing without you & my AWESOME CIRCLE OF FRIENDS you guys rock my WORLD and LIFE as I know it! ♥

Children
They know no prejudice or hate, they are blank slates, & have the highest capacity to love. Their innocence is by far the most admirable trait. We should all try to live as children do, with no doubts in the world that God exists, that our parents are our heros, that the world is beautiful, that people are good, & the only thing to live for is playing and chocolate ♥

My Blog

Just one question

How can one so easily be deleted from another's life?  It's as if I wasn't even a bleep on the radar screen.  
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:31:00 PST

DAMMIT

i fucking hate this damned fucking computer...and it's ability to fucking change EVERYTHING in less than 30 fucking seconds
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 12:12:00 PST

It's mutual

Yes.  Regretfully so, I am serious.  It's hard to explain but to sum it up-- he just didn't want to try.  Actually.  "Who is Darfur? Is he that guy on your page?" sums it...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 11:47:00 PST

Drowning

So this New Years, I've made several resolutions such as: trying new things (I jumped off a balcony yesterday haha), no longer drinking pop, praying more, being a good friend and family member, and si...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 03:42:00 PST

Drowning

So this New Years, I've made several resolutions such as: trying new things (I jumped off a balcony yesterday haha), no longer drinking pop, praying more, being a good friend and family member, and si...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 03:42:00 PST

What have I got to lose?

I know I'm supposed to be the one that is best off because I have seen how everyone else fucked up and I should be able to learn from their mistakes, however this is not the case because I have seen t...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:38:00 PST

First Kiss

I was 2, his name was David Stewart, he was also 2, born 4 days after me.  He lived 2 houses down on the same street I lived on for 12 years, we had been together since we were born.  My mom...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 10:27:00 PST

My cell

My cell has been turned off...long story...but if you try to call I won't answer...NOT BY choice :) Hopefully I'll be able to get it turned back on soon or get a new one.  But I just wanted to le...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 05:26:00 PST

The Life of Angela Uzelac

What has been going on in the life of Angela Uzelac you ask, oh let me tell you!  You may wish to discontinue reading now because the contents may just be TOO hot to handle, haha.  My life h...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 09:28:00 PST

Rain

"Rain" In the darknessThe sky lit a blazeAnd the rain poured downSynchronically pelting her worn skinEven the clouds mourn her shattered heartArms limp at her sidesBare chest embracing the baptismEyes...
Posted by ♥ Angie [smiles] ♥ on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 07:31:00 PST