I live my life in uncomfortable silences. Forever searching for good people, good times, LOVE,any kind any form, not just anyone, and occasionally seeing just how far you can push the envelope with human behavior. I run security teams for underground parties in chicago. I've spent a few years in a rocky horror cast and crew. Formerly an addicted computer nerd. Spent ten years learning everyjob in a family restaurant(If I like ya, I might even cook for ya). I collect memories. I collect knives and swords. On the weekends you can find me almost anywhere, from indiana, the inner phsyque, to anywheres in chicago. i will sit at any no holdem table you show me to and play my cards with the best of em. It is not an option to only know one area, i will spend time on every continent of this earth before i am satisfied with being able to join everyone else in saying where i live sucks the most. Of course Mon-Fri I'm your average predictable blue collar working slob piping america.(just a little crazier)
A girl, a woman, a goddess, with her shit together, an intellect to match mine and eyes that make me forget every thought I've ever had. Somebody that believes in mutual relationships...throw that dom/sub shit out the window, I whant to make sex a contest not a recreational activity. I need a girl to keep me anchored while I'm acting crazy and expects the same in return, that I can bear myselfself to crying like a baby and have her do the same. a girl that can sit there while I stare at her in total silence and not feel the least bit uncomfortable. That will let me pay every check and never once stop appreciating it. Somebody that has ventured into the human mind to find out they got jipped $2 for the tour. and it would be totally cool if she just happened to be a hot accountant ............................................................ ............................................................ .................. through a dark and perrilous forest of night we tread withought the warmth of light we happy fools like winged doves search for this flower known as love
You name it, I can listen to it. But to me music is about emotion, if it makes me feel something I'll never turn it down. oddly ranging from 60's singer songwriters,sinatra and classic rock to punk, metal, rockabilly, phsycobilly, blues, electric/house, and i'm a sucker for a good powerballot. occasionally i'm that guy in traffic singing dancin in the moonlight at the top of my lungs(never be afraid to be embarrassed. I only listen to the beatles alone in my room where no interuptions can find me.
few things are better than a good movie, to name them all would involve a memory trip i might not whant to come out of, but... blues brothers, requiem, big lebowski, pink flamingos, the rockyhorror picture show, a nights tale, ghostbusters, punchdrunk love, MOMENTO, pool hall junkies, any kevin smith movie, almost any john cusak movie, the adventures of baron bon munchousen,dueces wild, fear and loathing, blow, shawshank, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, real genious, my science project, swing kids, earth girls are easy, mary poppins, hook, the breakfast club, anger management, unbreakable, spider man 1+2, prayer of the roller boys, moulin rouge, mystery alaska, van wilder, miracle, swing kids, romper stomper, the cutting edge, the postman, waterworld, brave heart. with honors, princess bride... fuck there are too many. I hate reality
I OWN all seven seasons of Buffy The Vampire slayer...and I'm straight, now that's an accomplishment
Tolkien rocked my fucking world!(amongst many other books i used to spend all my time reading
anyone who does a decent act in a cold heartless world. good people are hard to find and life spends most of it's time kicking the shit out of us. but i'll keep fighting the good fight, anyone who does the same is a hero to me