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jsikju

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People that are fun to hang out with, don't get beligerently drunk if we have a *few* drinks and can hold their own in a good conversation. Opinionated is cool, pigheaded is not. There is a difference... although some people don't seem to think so. I like people who are silly and can be themselves and who like to bullshit but can still have a serious conversation. Oh and if you're a guy and you want to get to know me better, that's cool, but have a little respect ok? Not all guys are bad, hell most aren't, but I've definitely had some unpleasant experiences in the past so I like to be careful. (don't let that last comment put you off, it had to be said!)

Trait . low score high score
Sociability 45% socially reserved, detached friendly, open
Aggressiveness 24% mild mannered, uncompetitive predatory, domineering
Assertiveness 60% introverted, loner controlling, aggressive
Activity Level 69% relaxed, laid back vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking 53% sedate, restrained adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm 44% somber, pessimistic cheerful, optimistic
Trust 79% suspicious of others trusting of others
Submissiveness 75% rebellious, lawless dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism 85% selfish, cold, austere helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation 51% argumentitive, confrontational conflict averse, meek
Modesty 16% arrogant, self-satisfied humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy 89% callous, heartless empathetic, warm
Confidence 86% not confident in work confident in work, egoistic
Neatness 44% disorganized, messy planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness 85% dishonest, derelict honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement 78% lazy, unmotivated driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline 29% procrastinator responsible, efficient
Cautiousness 24% spontaneous, daring, reckless careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety 50% relaxed, fearless fearful, worrier
Volatility 81% calm, cool touchy, tempermental
Depression 55% content, balanced emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness 45% confident, assured low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness 76% high self control low self control
Vulnerability 95% resilient, unphased confused, helpless
Imagination 86% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests 90% artistic indifference art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection 95% not self reflective self searching
Adventurousness 71% conventional, safe spontaneous, bold
Intellect 92% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Liberalism 87% conservative, traditional progressive, open
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Music:

hatebreed, God Forbid, full blown chaos, lamb of god, cyphillis, throwdown, as I lay dying, flaw, shadows fall, killswitch engage, type o negative, stabbing westward, NIN, marylin manson, evanessancecradle of filth, dimmu borgir, raamstienanthrax, coal chamber, otep,stone temple pilotsOk, I like a lot of stuff and have been caught listening to showtunes and am constantly tortured by the nursery rhyme/kiddie songs that are constantly playing for my daughter, but I'm into some heavier stuff. If I'm in my car on my drive to work, this is some of the stuff I'd be listening to....I like KSE a lot, I used to like (and when I'm feeling nostalgic, I listen to) type o negative, old NIN, Stabbing Westward, Stone Temple Pilots and yes, even a little manson now and then. (used to be a little into the goth thing) At some point I was into german metal like Raamstein and dimmu borgir among others. It was so cheesy it was entertaining (it was also only played 3 nights a week on the local college station). I like evanessance because I can sing to it, that's always a plus. I haven't mastered the whole screaming thing, so it's the only thing I CAN sing to. I currently listen to a lot of KSE, Hatebreed, Lamb of God, Throwdown and I like Cyphilis... no, not the disease, the band you fool!Ah, that's all I guess. For now anyway.

Books:

Anything Anne Rice (if you're a fan, you'll get why my daughter is named Rowen), 18th century literature, you know, Bronte, Dickens, Dostoyevsky (shit, did I spell that right?), Anything I can get my hands on. Dude, if I don't have something to read (especially while I'm on the toilet, but lets not go there, k?) I feel weird.

My Blog

So here I am

So here I sit, smoking a butt and thinking about this past year.  The friends that have come back into my life and the "friends" that have left.  I've gone through a lot of changes and done ...
Posted by jsikju on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 11:02:00 PST

Here we go again

So, I know I touched on this a little in my last blog, but I felt I needed to write more on it.  Here, I'm going to say it:  I suffer from low self esteem. lol, I'm trying to fix that though...
Posted by jsikju on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 08:08:00 PST

thinking

I have been thinking about the way my family has affected my life.  Because of my father, I am not normal, I feel like a lie, I have toruble getting close to people because I think they'll reject...
Posted by jsikju on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 06:04:00 PST

Don't read this if you don't want to...

Lol, I just wanted to say fuck everybody.  I guess I'm just tired of taking care of everyone else and not myself, worrying about too many other people and not living my life as a result.  So...
Posted by jsikju on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:54:00 PST

So easy to...

So, I came to a realization recently:  it's so easy to forget all of the bad stuff and remember only the good things about relationships (friendships & parents too!).  For example, I rem...
Posted by jsikju on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:05:00 PST

Nuthin Much

Hmm, Life is fun right now, I guess.  There's all kinds of new (and nerve-wracking) stuff going on right now.  This is actually my first blog entry.  I guess I get to say whatever I wan...
Posted by jsikju on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 10:26:00 PST