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Eyes of pure, deep azure, quite unbelievable...Sun's daughter, you've been made, quite inconceivable

About Me

Why hello, my name's Jeremy. People call me Jeremy, Jer, The Jack Hammah, or Odium. I'm pretty well known in this area...kinda lol. I'm currently 18 years old, I exercise daily (mainly jogging, push ups, sit ups, free weights, etc.) While I was in highschool, I really let myself go. I didn't care about my appearance, my health (emotionally and physically), or anything really, I just wanted out.
That changed after I got out of that little fantasy world, I'm no longer the shy, shelled up person I used to be. I'm not severely out of shape anymore, I quit drugs completely, and I'm a lot more happy than I ever was before. I made many of mistakes in my past, lied, and hurt people, but I'm no longer like that anymore, I've changed.
I met the girl of my dreams Tiffany, we've been dating for over three months now and nothing will ever make me quit loving her. She's everything I've ever looked for in a person, we have such a connection on a deep level. It's almost as if we were put on this world to be with eachother :) I really did think I was destined to be alone, and that I'd never find anyone that I truly connected with or understood me...or someone I really truly loved, but she changed that. I would never allow anyone or anything to come between us, and nothing to harm her.
I care a lot about my friends too. My closest friends whom have always been here for me since the old days. You can tell who your true friends are because you do something to piss them off, act yourself around them, tell them things about you that most people wouldn't know, and they don't criticize you for it. No matter who you are, if you're a friend of mine...I will always have your back. If you need my assistance for anything, some asshole giving you trouble, you're in a tight situation and need help, anything, I will do whatever I can to help you out (except loan you money because I hate moochers lol, unless it's something really serious that's life threatening).
I try forgetting about my past, but it still haunts me daily. Somedays I am really shocked to still be alive, I had many close encounters of death when I was growing up lol (not suicide, I was never suicidal) but careless things I did, or really bad things I didn't deserve done to me yet somehow lived through it all :) and I think it made me a stronger and better person for it. It definitely made me a more understanding, caring, and forgiving person due to it.
I'm not completely normal, far from it lol. I have a few health conditions mentally and physically which bother me everyday, but you just have to learn to live with it and ignore it the best that you can. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? Plus, I believe in mind over matter, if you believe strong enough that you can change something, or achieve it, I think you can do it. I know I changed myself drastically, and proved many of people wrong about myself.
I was told I was retarded due to a severe speech impediment I was born with, but with ten years of therapy I overcame it. I was called stupid because I couldn't read or type due to Dsylexia, I became a speed reader and a typist of around 100wpm with 100% accurancy using only 2 fingers lol. I also became a pro with computers, and currently working on my CCNA certification. I've been studying, working on, and fixing computers since the age of 10 and I'm the guy most people come to with their problems. I'm great at the software and hardware aspects. I have an above average IQ, borderline genius, but I don't act snobby or better than anyone else.
I don't fall under any category, never have, never will, I am myself. I can be your strongest ally or your worst enemy :) or a damn good rival lol. Don't try to manipulate or play mind games with me, I'll always see through them. I'm not a racist or homophobe either, so it doesn't matter to me what skin color you have or sexual preference. I hate people for who they are, not because of their race or whatever.
I treat everyone with respect and kindness no matter who they are, unless they do something to deserve otherwise. I'm not the person to fuck with, I'm not kidding about that. I come off as being a very friendly, care free guy who just wants to have fun and harmless, some people even think that I can't defend myself. I've changed a lot over the years, and if anyone does anything to harm me, tiffany, my family, or friends, they'll witness my other lovely personality. I don't need medication because I trained myself to keep it under control, but if you piss me off bad enough, it gets unleashed lol. I don't know about you...but it's difficult to beat someone in a fight who's fast as hell, uncontrollable anger, won't hesistate to kill you...and enjoys pain lol.
Anyways, that's me :) I spend most my time playing video games, watching anime or movies, listening to music, spending time with Tiffany or friends, and working out. Someday I plan on running my own business with my friend Josh, and being quite successful. I will be rich, it's just a matter of time. I also plan on becoming fluent in Japanese in the very near future. I'm currently jobless due to the stupid company laying everyone off after Christmas, but I won't be for long.
My plans for now is...enjoy life, spend time with my babyyyyy and friends, study up on my ccna and japanese, get some shitty part time job that lets me get the Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays off yet still pays me enough to have some spending cash, and I want my god damn license lol I still don't have that, and it sucks major ass having to rely on other people to drive you around everyday heh.
That's enough about me, I'm too lazy to write anymore lol if you wanna be my friend, that's cool send me a request or get to know me better. But, if you have anything other than that planned, don't waste your time. I am NOT single, so don't be a whore and flirt with me, or I'm just blocking your ass and ignoring you. If you're just adding me with the idea of never messaging or commenting me, then don't because it's stupid. I tend to delete people who never talk to me too. I have AIM but I keep privacy on due to weirdos who want to harass or stalk me, so tell me your aim if you wanna talk to me on there.
On a final note: I LOVE YOU TIFFANY!!! SoOoOoOoOo much MyGen Profile Generator
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My Interests

-I love music...industrial, techno, rap, rock, ANYTHING but country, I despise country. I go to concerts and shows in my spare time too.

-Video games... I'm a huge fan of mmorpgs, rpgs, fps, and fighters. All I ever play now a days is Halo 2 xbl it seems, but I also enjoy playing deep plotted rpgs (hard to come along to anymore now a days), I play old skool nes and supernes a lot too it seems.

-Anime... Anything filled with tons of romance, mystery, action, or unique. My favorite serkes of all time would be .Hack//Sign, Neon Genesis Evagelion, Sailor Moon (heh), and Trinity Blood.

-Technology... Give me an idea and time, and I can normally invent, fix, or do whatever needed if it involves anything to do with electronics. I'm normally the guy everyone comes to with a problem, I'm a pro at software and hardware aspects of computers, and I'm the type of person who will try everything, never discouraged, and eventually fix it.

Research...I know you might wonder "what research?" I just like learning about anything and everything...I would be a kick ass librarian or historian lol. Love educating myself about other societies and such.

Reading...I enjoy reading manga, guides on things, and horror books. Anne Rice is by far the best author, well possibly Frank Miller too. Not a huge fan of comic books though heh.

I basically do everything and anything it seems now a days, always looking for something fun or new to try. Life gets boring sometimes and you have to keep it new and interesting. I don't allow myself or society to put boundaries on what I should or shouldn't be interested with.
Yeah, I don't do drugs anymore lol including alcohol, pot, cigarettes, or pills.

I'd like to meet:

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I love her, never met anyoneee like her, she's very special to me, and anyone who doesn't like it...simply stated...

Y---(^_^)---Y

Words couldn't even begin to describe how perfect you are Tiffany... I love you so much, I never wanna let you go and i'll never let anything or anyone come between us. Iv'e found what iv'e been looking for, for so long. I'm lucky to have found someone as great as you. I never want to lose what we have :) ♥ I love you. ^_^ -Tiffany.

Almost 4 months, the best of my life. [I love you with all my heart baby I want to spend the rest of my life with you ♥]
I truly...TRULY love you with all of my heart Tiffany and always will. I promise you, I will always be faithful to you, love you, and never do anything to hurt you the least little bit. I have complete trust in you, and you will always be in my heart and on my mind no matter where I'm at, what time it is, or what I'm doing.

When I lie beside you with my arms wrapped around you, holding you close to me, nothing feels as good or as perfect as that. Everytime I have to say good bye or seperate myself from you, it gets harder and harder to let go. Time with you goes by so quickly, hours pass as quickly as a minute it feels.

I love seeing you smile, you look so beautiful. When I'm kissing or hugging you, gazing into your eyes, I can't help but think how could I ever get so lucky to have won your heart. I wouldn't allow anyone or anything to change that either, no matter what :) I'll always be here when you need me hunny I promise.

I love you!!!

It's been a month already, and we're still going strong. I love you with all my heart baby and so happy that you accept me for the wayyy I am ^_^ the more we learn about eachother, the greater number of things we have in common are revealed it would seem.
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Music:

Collide, Zombie girl, godsmack, notorious big, DMX, Bubba Sparxxx, Bob Marley, Aqua, Dj Tiesto, Milk Inc, Phil Collins, So Damn Thirsty, Time Again, Nightwish, Bloodhound Gang, All American Rejects, Rammstein, Bon Jovi, Seotaiji and Boys, Sylver, Kirsty Hawkshaw,Skazi, Ghetto Boys, Weezer, Taebin, Q Lazzarus, Dre, Snoop Dogg, Korn, Rob Zombie, Manson, The Killers, Malice Mizer,Baracuda, Boa, Buckcherry, Powerman5000, Tupac, Jack Black, The Doors, Nirvana, Benny Benassi, Ian Van Dahl, Real McCoy, AcDc, DJ Sammy, P Diddy, Young Jezzy, David Banner, Bone Thugs N Harmony, Ice Mc, Joe Budden, Sade, Cascada, Busta Rhymes, Pink Floyd, Gary Jules, The Cure, Between the Buried and Me, System of a Down, Emily Bindiger, Seesaw, Mai Yamane, Yoko Kanno, The Seatbelts, Kenji Kawai, Kimiko Itoh, Mozart, Beethoven, The London Oratory School Schola, Takahashi Yuoko, Papa Roach, Hawthorne Heights, Dj Shadow, Dj Encore, Evanescence, Full Blown Rose, Celine Dion, Linkin Park, Groove Coverage, Alice Cooper, Nave, ALX, Floorfilla, Juvenille, Joga, Nancy Ajram, Nickelback, Smashing Pumpkins, Young Joc, Terriyaki Boys, Savage Garden, Antiloop, Alfredo Casero, Gorilaz, Placebo, Utada Hikaru, Dj Otzi, The Rasmus, Cutting Crew, White Snake, Eagles, Silver Ash, Lasgo, Tatu, Daft Punk, Leann Rimes, Nami Tamaki, Good-Cool, Dj Simon, Delirium, Naoki, Julie ann Frost, Kreo, Daybehavior, Captain Jack, Number 9, Jason Nevins, Holly James, Arctic Blue, kosaka Riyu, L.E.D. G, Guhroovy Asuka, U2, Missing Heart, Mitsu-O, Neuropa, Perfect Ending, Laava, Moby, Smile.dk, Rain Dancer, E.O.S., Be For U, Spray, Real Life, They Might Be Giants, Naoki J-Style, Miyuki Kunitake, Togo, Sana, B-52, Frezepop, Kumi Koda, sooo many more...

Movies:

Drama, Horror, Anime, Suspense, and Action for me. I'm a huge fan of kung fu movies, foreign films, and cheesy 1980s n early 90s too. Especially Jean Claude Van Damme movies, Stalone, Stegal, Three Ninja series, and Karate Kid series. My favorite movie of all time is Titanic lol (who would of guessed?) and Sincity.

Television:

I watch a lot of tech tv, sci fi, A&E, History, Cartoon Network, and Spiketv. I watch every type of genre imaginable.

Books:

Frank Miller Anne Rice Stephen King

Heroes:

Frank Dux, and people who be themselves and could care less what people think.

My Blog

Random ranting

Posted this just for the hell of it, bored, eating Doritos waiting for the encore of the Shield to come on haha.  Really doesn't have any reason behind it, just did it to pass time.For people who...
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Wed, 30 May 2007 08:57:00 PST

The Departed.

    I really...really... hate this movie.
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Sat, 19 May 2007 06:12:00 PST

Engaged

    Spent the past 10 days with my baby (she was on Spring Break).  It was perfect in every possible way.  Everytime we're with eachother our love grows stronger and stronger....
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 09:42:00 PST

i luv u

I love you so much Tiffany, you're my everything ^_^ and I'm so thankful for being yours.  We're perfect together and I can never spend too much time with you, the more time we spend the together...
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 01:21:00 PST

Prank Phone Calls Are Funny :)

Oh how I love people's stupidity. Last night I recieved a funny private prank phone call from somebody on my cell phone at 12:03am 2/4/07 which lasted 00:05:39. It sounded like some gay little boy wit...
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:20:00 PST

I'll always love her <3

Tiffany I love you so much baby, you mean more to me than anyone in the world.  It's so close to being 2 months, the best 2 months of my life baby.  I want to spend the rest of my life with ...
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:27:00 PST

Workout Regime

1/5/07-------10:00am50 push ups, 50 sit ups11:30amJogged to the bridge and back (5 miles ish)1:30pm50 push ups, 50 sit ups
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:57:00 PST

Hagerstown isn't very friendly

I've been awake for over 24 hours O_o.  Anyways haha, I went to the hagerstown mall's threatre earlier with my friend Petey.  We saw Black Christmas first, funny as hell in a sick way. ...
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 11:17:00 PST

I <3 Her

Work was fun tonight, josh and me almost had to smack down an old man named john, everyone expressed their hatred for me at work lol with so many angry stares, and sat around talking about life n stuf...
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 01:37:00 PST

So, this is steak eh? I LOVE IT! GIVE ME MORE STEAK!

Why do people get angry when they call me, I'm not home to answer, then I call them back, they're gone or too late.  I mean comeon, I work nightshift rawr, my weekdays I pretty much don't even le...
Posted by §'è§ mx _åE-gx...§'è§ pÈ®’©f)OD... [¹²-²-Ø6] on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:21:00 PST