furies

My friends told me that i am a kind of dude who is easy to be with not a headache when i am with them... i just want things to be simple and order in my life, i want to live life to the fullest and make things brighter for me. I dont really choose my friends if they want me in their lives nice ang good but if not its fine with me. its quite funny coz' i have a very short happiness... i mean, small good things done by my friends to me are already big deal for me... i really value friends. I know most of my close friends don't know something bout me... i do believe that each one of us as an individual we do have secrets and even our own families, its really hard to have secrets in life but i guess that makes our life very exciting... most of the time i feel lonely coz no matter what i do i really feel the emptyness in my life, maybe i'm lack of care and love of someone or somebody... i just hope that someone or somebody would fill the emptyness and make me beleive in the word L.O.V.E! (hehehehehe) Nonesense au oi!..........