I'd like to meet:
evryone out there as long as he or she could accept the real of me...i want to meet people out there hwho is very deligent, jolly, honest, freindly,fussy, jaunty, approachable and affable.... that would be all...
Music:
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Movies:
SPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVIES...SPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVIES...SPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVIES.SPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVIES.SPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVSPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVIES...IES.......SPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVIES...SPIDERMAN, LOTR 123, HARRY POTTER, CALENDAR GIRLS, ELLA ENCHANTED, BATMAN RETURNS, ANO PA BA? EXORCISTS! DANTE'S PEAK,,,SCI FI MOVIES...
Books:
history of my fucking lovelife it is already 7:30pm and also listenng to Christian Bautista"s song "hands to heaven". i just realized that it was a long time after that dreadful experience i had. i thought being in love is the most exciting one,,,actually it is the hardest if everthing goes wrong. i never thought love for the first time, will be a nightmare. i consider myself as the ugly duckling guy. maybe that's why no one cares for me. no one cares to approach or maybe i am just too shy to show what my heart really shouts. but when i saw this person in the net, everything changed. "D" showed me something. love (?) acceptance (?). i thought............ it is going fine when we are "we". my frowns were made to smiles, because of "D". "D" made me a better person because i know we love each other. that time im always ready to fight until death just to fight for our relationship. sacrifices were done, small ones and big ones. study harder because i have an inspiration to think of. its corny, yeah but one person who is inlove will never mind these things. "D" is everything for me. i just remembered when my classmates told me,"KATALINO MO? NANUNG SIKRETU MU? (ang talino mo? anong sikreto mo?). i told them, it is because i am the type of person who works hard in terms of schooling and jokingly i said,, it is because there is this person giving me inspiration. if i loss this person, then this is the time my grades will be affected. i never thought i will shout this in our classroom (DISCUSSION). but it is true! but why "FUCKING LOVELIFE" if you ask if it is a fairytale like story. i told you a while ago it is a disaster that i don't want to experience again. i stupidly cried for this person. i failed because if this dumb person. actually, i don't like to argue with someone if "D" read this. it is just i want to expresss my feelings. becasue it sucks so hard....... after those treasured memories, text messages,,calls,,there came a time that it is all over. saturday, after a major exam,,,everything is good and i know i did good in my exams. after a while, we met. it is awesome to find "D". the feelings just rushed in my head and i feel so relief and god, it is heaven. i wont tell the details, but before that feeling, i just went nuts,,,standing infront of a fast food chain for 2hours. its okay with me. after that day of my stupidity,,,,,fucking hell came. one week, communications shut down. i know something terrible is coming. it is now that i found out that i am a big looser! to fall for the wrong person who accidentaly is inloved already with someone for a long time. i can't imagine the times "D" is saying I LOVE YOU but it is address to someone? shit i said. i'll raise the hell to you.you will be miserable. FUCKING MORON! i am the type of person who likes to be the center of attraction. but on that time i felt betrayed and a no one. someone just been neglected and left. SOMEONE STEPPED AT MY EGO. i cried, i honestly say. it was very painful. after that, communications are already open. "D" texted me saying sorry for that. sorry for not being honest. sorry for not telling me. sorry for being immature. what's my first reply? too bad,,,,huh,,,painful isn't it? who did "D" accepted? the other guy. (SHIT! RAINBOW BY SOUTHBORDER IS PLAYING!) he accepted the other guy, the reasons? the years they had spent...maybe "D" love him most? what did i get?;;....feeling rejected by someone dear to you AT THAT TIME is the worst. i felt insecured....intimidated...but what can i do? i step my foot forward and try to move on. recover my failing marks,,becauise WHO IS "D"? is "D" worth it? foolishly i said YES. i continued loving POLYGAMOUS even i wont get something. now, my classmates entered. GAGO KA PALA they said. then suddenly i already made up my mind. but still, anger is still there. we tried to communicate but the more i get related to "D", shit! then i stop. WHY DO I SAY THESE SHIT OUT? its my liberty,, maybe this is the way i can feel much better., and maybe this is goodbye. and besides,,,,,, i already met someone. GALOLA? yes, the best person that happened in my life. i felt ACCEPTED AS WHO I AM. NO MORE PRETENDINGS OF BEING INLOVE. NO MORE THIRD PARTIES. FUCK OFF THOSE STARSTRUCK WANNABES. i am happy now. hope if someone read this who can relate (LOVE KO TO' IN THE RADIO!), send me a feedback. and if YOU read this, sorry for what i said about you. hope you understand. i don't mean anything i am already happy.i just want to share my feelings. i can't hide the thoughts in my head. love maybe unfair. anger is still there. i just like to say goodluck in your studies, hope you pass the board exams. and K.A.R.M.A won't find you. thanks guy for sharing your 5 mins reading my story..........ciao.......
