O~SCARFACE

as I have noticed there's no certain spot to begin so this is where I shall start with the randomness that fluctuates within my mind. There's no regrets there's no sorrow because there's no reason for either one. Life is what you seem it seems to be whether you're having a precious moment or total complete devastation. If it wasn't for devastation I sure as hell would not have had the opportunity to come to the realization and conclusion that I don't know the reason I still exist. I do know I'm going to live it to the best of my ability. Regardless of the senses that notice what it is to be. I'm not a mind reader, I don't foretell anything other than the reaction I should give that's been caused by the feeling at the moment. I myself am not to philosophical but there seems to be a connection between what is perceived in the mind and what happens in reality, there's always some sort of connection between the two. In my perspective. I'm optimistic but I'm not too sure if I favor a few moments for a favorable outcome. A realist, I truthfully admit I am. It's about right now, what's happening, the reason it's happening, and what's to come of it. I'm not a practitioner or artistic with philosophical realism. But I somehow manage to see my own truth behind it. In this lifetime. I am confident for the right reasons of positive assertion. Because I choose to not be any other way. I am very speculative and I love to approach things in a practical manner regardless of the mental definition of the subject at hand. because of the moments in my personal timeline the way my mind defines life has definitely upgraded itself for the right reason I have a neutral and very realistic approach to life. I am not greater than anyone else, it's about equal opportunity in life I'm not the type of person to choose something over another everything is of the same value the only difference is it has something different to offer. there is not one thing in my life that I have experienced, that I would want to take back or change everything has been the way it supposed to be. Because like everything else that has been going on in the past historical years has its own way of unfolding and putting itself into order. even though sometimes we wish things would be different. That's just not the way it is, have you realized that? Enough talking there's more to be said in any kind of conversation whether it's interesting or stimulating only you and I can be the judge of that. I love speaking with people who think they know what they're talking about, because that's what life is about it's about personal freedom of expression in all its forms. I'm not the smartest person on earth ; sometimes even I'm surprised with what goes on, in my mind, and what comes out of my mouth "verbally " If you would like to speak, please do so. Of course silence is beautiful but right now is the moment to express your personal life opinions your own thoughts and such. I'm not a medical professional but sometimes I pretend as far as my medical situation goes. ''life is beauty and personal knowledge is power'' BanGin31707 BanGin31707