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About Me

i am cynthia & i suffer from a loss of cognitive function....Be Back Before 12

instant messenger: FESTEROLOGY

My Interests

everyone. everything. everyplace. everyevery. late 1920s to early 1940s fashion [mostly 30s]. eerie things. makings. art fag stuff. THE dbb. manny other things.

I'd like to meet:

...all the people in the world and ask them:
why they do the aweful things they do?
why they do not help the helpless?
why do they just stand there...
"...silent and in different..."
why they dont do something?

and to those who HAVE done SOMETHING...
thank you.
thank you.
thank you.

although i'd like to be a busker one day i'd rather want this:

Movies:

good movies, make me cry. & i love it. there have only been about some in the last year or so, or like 6 months, [i dunno] that have made me cry...all for different, similar, and some just HONESTLY unknown reasons... here they are. & i hope you enjoy them as much as i did.

Big Fish
Little Miss Sunshine
Shindler's List
The Fountain
Amelie
V for Vendetta
The Pianist
Everything Is Illuminated
...and more to come. [probably some i forgot too, sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry!!![not to you, but to the movies and everyone who's behind the masterpiece] i'll remember soon.]& OF COURSE THE MUSIC TO ALL OF THESE MOVIES IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE.

Television:

i don't watch it much anymore. THANK whom/whoever[s] who inspired me to do so. i totttalllly needed it. even though i do think it's made me think more, which usually is NOT a badd thing. butt. somethimes it is.

Books:

ive been reading bits of everything. right now all i can say is:

Night by Elie Wiesel

My Blog

The Nocturnal Life interfered with The Normal Life

0700 -wake up, get ready.0800 -leave home, go to school, greet.0900 -start first period, write, think, read, think, number-2 LOVE occurence, think, smile.1100 -start third period, notes, think, art c...
Posted by x_x on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 02:00:00 PST

im gunna...

    practice my piano. I DONT GIVE A FLIP if i have that i have so much hw!
Posted by x_x on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 06:27:00 PST

forgive me my god

    i am eating you. i am eating meat. sraight out...geez i havnt done this in a while. i feel bad. but than its like...(jfdhshf;lkhg;r0293r-p 193ufp;audsofjasdp;igf98070f983420hfjsdfhk...
Posted by x_x on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 05:32:00 PST

rant my can’t & my shant with my fant & yant.

alrighty then/than???well life has been normal:get up.school.stay at school for hours extra for no good reason (except just to not go/come home).come home...either sleep or lay down.procrastinate.do s...
Posted by x_x on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 09:23:00 PST

i’ve [unbelievably] decided, that i am...

    gunna LIVE IT UP! seriously. i am so gunna fucken live life to the extreme. fuck man, so many things have been making me realize that i am gunna go into the where it's happenin' wor...
Posted by x_x on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 08:40:00 PST

sick to the bone BOHEMIAN

my relationship with life is. not going so well we're not getting along much. and i think i will abandon it for the bohemian lifestyle. cuz fuck man FUCK Y'ALL BITCHES! http://en.wikipedia.org/wi...
Posted by x_x on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 11:12:00 PST

PHYSICALITIES

ok so by next december, according to my calculations. i should have my hair to the length i wan it. i hope i do which would be tripple of the length now. haha. ok wish me luck :Dand also. i am so bleh...
Posted by x_x on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 08:20:00 PST

accepting my alter ego

it's hard you know. i've explained it to like 5 people probably. [i also kinda like that i dont know who i tell what i tell, cuz i'm so careless when i tell people my secrets now, it's so wonderful (b...
Posted by x_x on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 01:03:00 PST

how fucken crazy the world, minds, feelings, things, people, places, situations, ideas, happ...

So. TODAY is another day past. Last night i realized that i had been searching for [background info: i have a hard time expressing myself, describing what happens, and well anything else that forces m...
Posted by x_x on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 11:47:00 PST

AHHHH!! I LOOOOVE TODAY I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVELOVELOVLEOVELVEOVLEOVELVEO <3 TODAY

ITS RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by x_x on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 02:42:00 PST